The common belief is that “mixed race” people are somehow better, but ultimately this is just a peripheral excuse for people (Asian women and liberal white males) to rationalize having children across color lines once their perverse “romance” actually results in real consequences, like a child. There are exceptions to the rule, and I think I the case of foreign born Chinese and Japanese women looking for husbands who are more tolerant of faults that Asian culture (again, not perfect) finds in them. As a nominal “white” man who can sympathize with western men’s distrust of western women, I really don’t see a fault in this, and again there are certainly normal Eurasian children. Both me and my brother were not.
I don’t know my mother’s history but I do know of several Asian women (two of my cousins, for example) with a background of having sex with dozens of men. All white, of course; that is before they decide to settle down at age 28-33 with some clueless white moron who believes that asian women are “superior” morally by default of their allegiance to white men. This allegiance to white supremacy, of course, being what makes them morally sound. This is a better choice than lying to an asian male – who they spent two decades hating on – and pretending that “the past was the past,” when in fact their sexual preferences remained the same, but they became too old to pursue them and settled for an asian male. Choosing from those two options I’d rather be aware by default on my mother’s self hatred rather than being lied to that women like “nice guys,” regardless of color. Regardless if white supremacy or nationalism has any value (which I at one time sympathized with, and at one time I did too find the collapse of the western world very, very tragic*), the world simply cannot be saved by defaulting to another race of women, particular hypergamous ones. Ultimately these women will create sociopaths and their amoral sexual choices will create more and more Eliot Rodgers.
*Note: The world is such monumental shit that it is ignorant to turn a blind eye to it’s fundamental inequalities and pretend that god has given done divine right to white males. I made the same mistake fleeing western culture and coming to china under the guise of being an “asian who looked white enough to pity the western crash, but asian enough to adapt to china”; but once coming here I learned the truth about sexual inequality that stretches across racial lines and is the fundamental reason why humanity is fucked.
Anyways, my advice to any white male looking to Asian women for love, please be fully aware of her intentions; excluding a race from the men she dates – no, fucks – isn’t a personal preference, but levied in hatred and power if not genetic self interest. As I mentioned earlier my father’s life was destroyed and my last memories of them together were of her being extremely mentally abusive for several years, turning us against him, calling the police on him, threatening to crash the car with us in it by speeding on a crowded highway, pulling knives on herself, hitting us with hangers,
throwing things at him, and from what I understand, raging at him for not making enough money: this of course is key since she had already fulfilled her “alpha fucks” with a tall white guy but he failed in providing the ideal “beta bucks” that she wanted or thought she deserved.
Regardless, I’d like to mention there are several cases recently popping up of young Eurasians coming of age and self destructing because of the sick nature of their parentage, being either fed self hatred from their whore, white supremacist mothers, or being used as some kind of proxy for western civilization by conservative, often beta white fathers who chose to have children with an “ideal” morally superior race, myself being a combination of both instances, and which I myself might have foolishly (but unconsciously, since I consider myself both white andAsian) done when I met my wife.
It’s not a coincidence that my life has been and will be a complete failure, my upbringing been incredibly chaotic, misguided and rebellious bordering on psychotic, and that other Eurasians have been self destructing in the last few years. I have a reputation for being eccentric if not outright strange, have almost no friends anymore, and seem to grow more and more psychotic with each passing year, at times am able to document it (like now, a rare day when I am able to function), but other days am in a suicidal haze from which I can barely focus on anything at all.
Elliot Rodger is one such person; I actually communicated with him anonymously before his attack and told him that I was Eurasian too. I’ll return to this later.
Kelly Baltazar, a teenaged girl who went to church, played violin, (both much like me, raised under the Tiger Mother methodology) and came from a wealthy family, and went on to do Facial Abuse porn; an honorable mention to Belle Knox, who was born from a “conservative” (at least the image presented) Indian woman and a beta white dad.
For every goddamn Asian whore out there posting ads online for white men only, there will be hundreds of desperate, upstanding, nice white guys who fall for it because they see these women defaulting to successful white men, rather than treating them like shit like white women are rumored to do and from what I can imagine and have read, probably do. But for every one of these white men who may or may not harbor white nationalist / conservative views, and every self-hating, vehemently racist, hypergamous asian slut who chases them, a child will be born, and this demographic, including myself, is both disastrous and at special risk. It would be even worse for a white man who hates Asian men or asian culture who goes for the easy pussy, to have a kid, and I can’t even fucking imagine what kind of psychotic serial killers this might produce, using my own case as a benchmark.
I write this as someone who is 25 now, without a career, and likely to die in a second world smoggy shithole. It doesn’t matter how much an Asian woman would say that she could raise her children right – there is simply no fucking goddamn way it is possible to raise a healthy child under these conditions with this kind of racial dynamic at play. I know this now only in retrospect; the great irony is that before Elliot’s blowup I saw so much of myself in him that I posted that I just knew he was Eurasian, like me.
In this way, I say FUCK YOU to all the Amy Chuas of the world; you can tell yourselves over and over that everything will be okay but I assure you it will not, you simply cannot, regardless of how badly you want that white guy to nut in you, ever, ever, ever convince your offspring that it was anything but evil. I don’t care; maybe asian men are less attractive, but you’d better motherfucking think about how you raise your children before you take that step. My mother paid the ultimate price, and here I am, America’s darling mixed race, sitting alone in a dark room in shithole a China with peeling paint just waiting to fucking die.