Hapa Krit McClean makes the news for public psychotic breakdown about Trump and being a virgin 

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Original Daily Mail Link Here

Nobody will listen to us. Thanks to two commenters who sent me this.

Why do people think the children of the most one-sided, unbalanced, politically loaded, racist, eugenic relationship on the planet will all uniformly be okay? Confusion, self-hatred, self-loathing, having other Asian women make fun of you for being Asian despite having a white father, etc. etc.

Being the son of a white man / Asian woman can be incredibly, incredibly damaging. Especially with fetishes, racial hierarchies, latent racism (conservative white dad, abusive or mentally ill, cold, money / status obsessed, or dismissive, white worshipping Asian mom complicit in supporting an asshole). Nothing like it on earth. I explained it to death elsewhere.

I predicted much more, and I will stand by it. He had a psychotic breakdown as did my brother and I would have had I not distanced myself. I predict more. If a male model does it imagine the ugly / average looking Hapas. He looks more Asian than me but better looking. Imagine looking Asian as a Hapa, being constantly reminded that white men – even the worst, worst, worst ones like your father – are better than you. Keep in mind that Krit also identified as Asian. Imagine looking Asian as a Hapa, being turned down by Asian women and white women, being told to be proud to be Asian yet Asian women throw themselves at white men, yadda yadda yadda.

Reddit discussion here.

Whatever it is, it’s not love bringing these people together, so expect the children to reflect that.

The New Ideal Family

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It’s funny because both left, and right, seem to say this about half Asians. “They’re all so attractive.” And nobody ever criticizes them. The entire thing reeks of eugenics. Note that they never mention anything about mixed-Hispanic, or mixed-black (with women), or mixed-Arab children. It’s always half Asians are so beautiful.

Right wing white men love Asian women because of their perceived “familial” qualities; left wing white men love Asian women because they’re more “palatable” to nerd White male tastes and vice versa. Both sides have this leering entitlement, where they genuinely think Asian women are better for white men and vice versa; and they market their kids as such.

It’s no surprise so many half Asians like Kelly Baltazar and Emma Sulkowicz and now Krit McLean try to strike out as hard and as fast as they can / to shatter the slave master like ownership our parents lord over us.

They make no mention of:

  • Eurasian beauty having no real meaning; and that most half Asians look Asian and suffer from racism and “of course your mom is Asian, right?”
  • Having to endure psychological and emotional abuse growing up under a conservative / non-understanding white dad, and a cruel, status climbing Asian mother who sees white men as being “better.”
  • Having to endure being abused and turned down for your Asian looks – and seeing your own family contributing to this trauma.

 

🔥Worst of Both Worlds

This cartoon will probably make the rounds, so just so people know where it came from, it’s from here. A Eurasian drew it.
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Everything in the cartoon was true in my case. The only difference is that in my isolation and self-hatred and desire to be white (both my parents made this a goal of mine), complete with a completely broken home never founded on love, but merely on status and exchange…. I didn’t do anything like Elliot did. I instead turned to writing.
Sorry… but not sorry.
If you really think that the Asian girl walking down the street with a big smirk on her face saying and thinking awful, terrible things about Asian men – and a white man who is happy to support this racism – will lead to good kids….
You’ve been warned.

?Worst of Both Worlds

This cartoon will probably make the rounds, so just so people know where it came from, it’s from here. A Eurasian drew it.

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Everything in the cartoon was true in my case. The only difference is that in my isolation and self-hatred and desire to be white (both my parents made this a goal of mine), complete with a completely broken home never founded on love, but merely on status and exchange…. I didn’t do anything like Elliot did. I instead turned to writing.

Sorry… but not sorry.

If you really think that the Asian girl walking down the street with a big smirk on her face saying and thinking awful, terrible things about Asian men – and a white man who is happy to support this racism – will lead to good kids….

You’ve been warned.

🔥 The most racist white males are the ones most interested in Asian women; racist against not only other minorities, but Asian men.

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White male Asian women couples love to complain about racism against them but my parents NEVER experienced ANYTHING against their relationship, not in the entire time I grew up under them. (Coincidentally, my parents also had very few friends). Compare it to this.

“I’m hopeful that fewer mothers of multiracial children will be accosted in grocery stores by HOSTILE WHITE MEN asking, “Where did you get that child?” as my (white, Jewish) mother was about me, her brown-skinned, half-Chinese daughter.”

All of my mom’s friends, doctors, accountants, business partners were Asian men. They were all exceptionally kind to me.

With fake articles like that one about China banning interracial marriage these manipulative white males are effectively trying to worm their way into a social position where they have as much leverage as minorities in saying that they are persecuted for their interracial relationship. Please remember that the alternative-right, or racist white men in general – seek out Asian women specifically because they know they have a distinct advantage in being white. My father was the same.

The actual reality is much different. WMAW is about killing a dozen birds with one stone, one added benefit is being able to claim you’re progressive when you’re actually not – or when you are really a terrible, vicious white males with outdated racist beliefs. Remember this when dealing with WMAW couples.

In fact, WMAW might be the most explicitly pro-white relationship on earth, since the appeal of Asian women is not that they are more beautiful, but more traditional and willing to support white ideals, or at least, more available to you if you are a white male who lacks the characteristics to get a non-Asian woman.
The issue here is that these guys like the above “casual joke maker” have kids. In all likelihood the wife doesn’t know about his true beliefs. Remember that most half Asians look Asian, but more importantly still carry Asian genes. The white guys don’t care, all his white friends probably just think this is a joke; remember Asian women are accepted into Western society.
Remember, guys who are grossly insecure will go for Asian women because they are simply the easiest pickings for white males. The more insecure you are the more you like Asian women / because of their cultural naivety or inherent white worship of miscommunication where they don’t understand the true nature of white men (my case, hence collapse marriage ten years later).
Add to this insecurity their desire to humiliate their competition (i.e., Asian men) and you have literally the worst combination to be raising an Asian son. My penis is not particularly large, around 5.5″ and I say thus probably has more to do with my white father’s size.
Even worse is these guys really hate Asian male / white woman couples because they remind them of how they failed to get white women. Asian women are merely second picks – and you can tell by the haphazard, in your face appearance of these couples. These guys go into a rage on seeing successful Asian males (despite being so few, hence the rage; Asian women are literally low hanging fruit). The same guys who date / bang Asian women. Luckily my father was not like this, but I still had huge issues.
I can’t even imagine being the son of a White man who deep down harbors bias against Asian men – and still marries an Asian woman; the irony being that these are the guys who love Asian women the most – the most bitter, insecure males who just need to feel power.
This is just to remind everyone that certain couples are going to produce children who are public health risks and drains on society. You read it here first from the top half Asian blog in the world.
/u/mtzo said it best:

So the same white men who have this persecution complex about WMAF, the most COMMON and socially ACCEPTED racial pairing. Go out of their way to accost AMWF families and their children.
And you know what? Even a WMAF Hapa son with a white girl, would look like an AMWF to hostile white men. These WMAFs are at war with their own sons. When WMAF declares war on Asian men, their own sons are caught in the crossfire. With our Asian faces, we don’t get to wear badges saying “Me Good Asian, Me Son of White Man”

🔥January 23, 2016: 20 Year Old Half Asian Thomas Wagoner Commits Suicide

This is the second public suicide of a half-Asian in one month.
Imagine if something was true: i.e., that half-Asians are born from Asian women who believed Asian men to be inferior, that integration was integral to a life of happiness, and give birth to half Asian sons who get bullied, consistently reminded by their own immediate families of their low self worth, and yet people refused to admit this could potentially be disastrous for their young sons because it would mean they had to deprive themselves of pleasure. How predictable.
“Wagoner, who was half-Asian, experienced bullying and racial discrimination as a child and teen”. Thomas Wagoner. Hapa ASU student that committed suicide by jumping off a building this month.
Archive here.
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Growing up in the tiny town of St. John’s, Wagoner, who was half-Asian, experienced bullying and racial discrimination as a child and teen at St. John’s High School, according to his family.
Still, when Thomas got to ASU, he seemed to thrive, Carey says.
“When he got to college, I asked him if he was still experiencing discrimination,” Carey says. “He said, ‘Once I got to ASU, I wasn’t a minority anymore. So I’m not discriminated against anymore.’”

Maybe not, but maybe he realized that like his mother, the majority of Asian women refused to see Asian men as human beings; a brutal nihilistic truth shoved into his face.
Well done, folks.

?January 23, 2016: 20 Year Old Half Asian Thomas Wagoner Commits Suicide

This is the second public suicide of a half-Asian in one month.

Imagine if something was true: i.e., that half-Asians are born from Asian women who believed Asian men to be inferior, that integration was integral to a life of happiness, and give birth to half Asian sons who get bullied, consistently reminded by their own immediate families of their low self worth, and yet people refused to admit this could potentially be disastrous for their young sons because it would mean they had to deprive themselves of pleasure. How predictable.

“Wagoner, who was half-Asian, experienced bullying and racial discrimination as a child and teen”. Thomas Wagoner. Hapa ASU student that committed suicide by jumping off a building this month.

Archive here.

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Growing up in the tiny town of St. John’s, Wagoner, who was half-Asian, experienced bullying and racial discrimination as a child and teen at St. John’s High School, according to his family.

Still, when Thomas got to ASU, he seemed to thrive, Carey says.

“When he got to college, I asked him if he was still experiencing discrimination,” Carey says. “He said, ‘Once I got to ASU, I wasn’t a minority anymore. So I’m not discriminated against anymore.’”

Maybe not, but maybe he realized that like his mother, the majority of Asian women refused to see Asian men as human beings; a brutal nihilistic truth shoved into his face.

Well done, folks.

Brief notes on Asian female psychology, and dating as a Hapa male.

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I’d love your input on this, as readers, and from other Eurasians.

My mother was a racist – not only because she demanded a white male, but also because she would say things about black people. While driving through Harlem she would point out black males wearing all white and state “that’s what blacks with AIDS wear.”

My parents also subconsciously forced me into avoiding black women. There are commenters here (we all know who is writing it) who even say that Eurasian men should avoid blacks. 

Asian women oftentimes try to force their half Asian sons to marry Asian women (of a specific ethnicity; darker Asians are generally not permitted), while having their half Asian daughters marry white men. I don’t know why this is, but this was always the case in my situation, despite not having sisters.

My suspicion is that Asian women view white women with some distaste – and either seek to denigrate them yet also replace them at the white man’s side. I should note my mother had many non-white friends but almost no white women as friends (there was one, who had nothing to say but criticism of my mother’s Tiger Momming). This might also have to do with my father’s behavior, but I’m not sure as I was too young to gauge public opinion of them.

I also have seen how Asian women go into a rage when seeing Asian men with White women. This happened with my cousins. My suspicion is that they have developed such a superiority complex to Asian men, where they are able to supplant White women at the White man’s side, wherein they prove themselves nominally superior to something they view as objectively superior, so the thought of the “superior” white woman with an Asian male is enough to earn their ire.

 

🔥Eurasian males and their disrespect for their own heritage, and mothers; and how trying to explore my Asian side was the biggest mistake I ever made.

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Once in a while, I will come upon a half Asian guy who bashes his own heritage. I used to do the same, but I never bashed my mother other than when telling white guys that “Asian women are not that submissive.” Other than that, I was plagued by nightmares of my mother for ten years, and for ten years constantly made fun of Asian people. My relationship to my mother was… non-emotional. Sometimes I imagined that I had no mother, that I was just, somehow, born. I didn’t feel Asian, nor did I want to be, nor did I want to be associated with the woman that she was.

When Asian women marry white men – they do so not because half Asians are attractive, but because white men are more attractive for whatever reason.

My guess is that it’s because Asian women feel white – or at least that they have a place in “superior” White Western culture. One that is a lot more de facto “high class” or “high culture” by virtue of being white. Love is certainly not colorblind – especially when I was at the top of my class, funny, outgoing, and yet heard “I only date white guys, sorry.” 

I guess I missed the cut on being that super hot half Asian.

I mean, white male / Asian woman couples are so common because it’s clear that Asian women just don’t want Asian partners. No other race of women acts like they do; white women marry out, but at a rate of 5%. When Asian women marry out – they go for the most Aryan phenotype that they can get; tall is good, blue eyes is great, extra masculine is very, very good. My dad was two for three – maybe even two-point-five for three.

The goal is to have a white-passing son, and they will be happy. No complaints, a happy social life, white looks, a normal chance at a normal life. This is the ultimate goal.

It’s easy to be “proud” to be Asian – without having to look like it. You can laugh off the jokes, you can claim you’re Hapa without having to deal with the fallout. It’s an added benefit if you are 6’3″, athletic, and very good looking – but I fell three inches too short.

For whatever reason, the ultimate goal is to create white children, without having to change their race; Asian women can just wing it. And until that point they will just sleep with white men, take the brunt of literally every joke about Asian women being white-worshippers, to the point that their children are simply white.

This is why Hapa pride is a joke. Relying on a Eurasian male to have any sensitivity to racial issues is laughable, as long as he can party and have sex and have a hot girlfriend. And I guess this is what our Asian mothers were really hoping for – a son that can just survive in this wasteland of partying and having sex. They might slap on a Chinese or Japanese name, or give you a Chinese middle name but the result is the same. For some reason they can’t see the logic as to why Half Asian males hate being Asian and rather just pass off as white, especially in Western society, which Asian women desperately want to integrate into. After the first fifteen hundred times of hearing “of course it’s your mom who is Asian,” and “you’re handsome (because of your white father)”, half Asian pride becomes stupid.

I was one of those. I would make fun of the Chinese accent, sing fake Chinese songs, even bully some Asian friends. My non-Asian friends thought this was funny, and they encouraged it. After all – nobody wants to fuck an Asian guy. Everyone wants to fuck that cool White guy.

That was until the “I don’t really like Asian guys” started.

Now you can understand why it’s so hard to find a half Asian guy who will date Asian women; because I think, deep down, they all know that we’re just luckier than full Asian men, that even Asian women like our mothers reject in droves. So while these guys might, on paper, claim that they are proud – the bulk of them reject their Asian heritage, and with them, Asian women. Even though they might like them. The real saddest part of half Asian identity is that most of us essentially acknowledge the irony of the situation – that no matter what, we’re better off – and our mothers?

Well – how could we ever take them seriously, knowing this? How could you take seriously a woman who tells you to be proud yet her and all her sisters and friends married white men? The writing is on the wall. How could you respect an Asian woman who threw herself at white men – the same white men who built a universal culture that hates half of us – that humiliates half Asian men for being Asian?

This seals the deal on the issue forever. I don’t want to hear any more sociological musings coming from obscure university offices.

I’ll tell everyone here a real ugly truth. I married my wife because I love her dearly. I married her because I was proud to be Chinese, my mother had encouraged me to marry Chinese, and after all these years, I still considered myself Chinese and left America looking for a place that I could die in peace, and wouldn’t feel so worthless anymore. And there are days that I regret it. I regret it so much. Because I don’t want my children to suffer. And because I simply have no way to explain to them how their lives are worth less – according to millions of women who look like my mother. Chinese women actually make me regret marrying Chinese, for the same reason that many half-Asians don’t want anything to do with them. 

But that’s the American Dream, right? Party, fuck, don’t complain; send some money to people in Africa, but never complain. As long as you’re white, or damn near white, don’t complain.