I am a self hating Eurasian like many others. Many half Asians with Asian mothers, when pressed, will openly deny they are Asian, and will view being Asian as a terrible thing. You are welcome to test this hypothesis on any half Asian male (especially those with Asian mothers) – just suggest that he looks Asian in a subtle way and watch his reaction. For ten years, I would cut my hair very short, hold my jaw in a certain position, maintain a certain weight, in order to look as white as possible. I was in no delusion that Whiteness was an amazing commodity, and that Asianness was bad, especially when my friends would taunt me for being half Asian.
Again, my father was a very tall, very Aryan looking man – the idea of “superior blood” is so ingrained in Asian women that Nazi eugenics, apparently pales in comparison; which is why I became a Nazi. A half-Chinese Nazi, and a prolific one at that!
This is for three reasons:
1) Asians are subject to extreme racism due to their facial features; finding acceptance via white men can feel like a temporary fix. Yet the anti Asian hatred will always linger, just because – that’s human psychology – the desire to be accepted.
2) Asian facial features make Asians vastly different from the rest of humanity – they have skull shapes that do not create double eyelids and tall noses like other races have. So Asian women in particular feel less beautiful than other women simply because they lack prominent facial bones and double eyelids, all issues deriving from the Asian skull shape. Other issues would be black, thick hair, facial fat retention and skin quality. Asian women get confused because they think that their skin color is white (it’s not), and that they are second to white because a subset of men (oftentimes racist, oftentimes losers) want them, primarily because these men fail to find partners that are non-Asian, because of really horrific faults of their own – such that they have to pursue the women that are most famously available to anyone non-Asian. Black women do not feel as much pressure or delusion about being able to “integrate” because they are aware that all half-blacks are still considered black (Obama). Asian women can fake beauty with heavy makeup application and enhancements but generally, most normal men will avoid them because the stereotype of them as being “easy game” (by and large true) is frankly off-putting to many men, other than losers.
3) Asian women in particular have very high rates of mental illness (likely due to socialization, self hatred, abusive mothers and genetics). Mentally ill Asian women tend to hate themselves and wish that they could not be Asian. Asian women also put a high priority on control (my mother, a beautiful woman, utterly attempted to control my father, as did all of her sisters; their was no love in these relationships), and on integration and status. Abuse of Asian daughters is very common among Asian mothers, and since Asian culture is ruthlessly pragmatic, the idea of the daughter being a “tool” in which to achieve higher social standing is a key part of Asian culture. Just see Reddit.com/r/Asianparentstories to see how the vast majority of abuse comes from Asian mothers. Click a random link and see how many of the people are complaining about their mothers. (This might die down after /r/hapas, the largest mixed-Asian website in the world, pointed it out, however, so go back a bit).
All of these issues are passed down to the children. By and large Asian women do hope that their children can look white, and praise their white features – and many half Asians suffer from a debilitating desire to be white, and not Asian and will balk at any mention of their Asian features. Combine this with high IQ, the fact that so many white men who like Asian women are racist losers (literally the bottom of the barrel types), combine this with racism in society and boom, recipe for another Elliot Rodger. It’s almost unusual how many eurasians truly believe they are some kind of masterrace, yet you will never find half Indians or half Mexicans believing that they are all Keanu Reeves. The entire Eurasian identity is modeled after a single celebrity – and one with an Asian father to boot.
Remember that Eurasian myths only exist because Asian women try to justify extreme outmarriage rates by promising half Asian superiority – the reality is that no other mixed race pairing has such extreme myths, because frankly there isn’t such a pressing need to escape Asianness and their own features as there exists with Asian women.