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Why the overwhelming majority of successful, beautiful, happy half Asians have Asian fathers

AMWF: Handsome, full head of hair, mentally stable + a nice woman who loves him for who he is, and is sexually attracted to him, and wants her kids to look Asian like him.

WMAF: Unattractive, racist, bottom of the barrel, hypocritical anti-feminist who marries a cruel, asexual, mentally ill, hostile, negative, self hating Tiger Mom who wants her kids to look white, and marries for social status, money, and bragging rights that her child isn’t Asian (even though the child is Asian), while talking shit about Asian men and white women alongside her loser, insecure husband.

 

Only a matter of time before a WMAF couple kills an AMWF couple.

Or…

A WMAF offspring kills an AMWF couple. (Oh wait, that already happened in Elliot Rodger)

Your pictorial guide to racist white incels, 4chan, 8chan, the alt-right, and their love for Asian women, and why these people are a danger to everyone around them.

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Why white incels, anti-socials, and various other fringe weirdos almost always have yellow fever, and how does that endanger half Asians? Click Here for a Larger Version.

Ever notice how the more a man “likes” Asian women – the more and more he seems to hate Asian men, feminism, white women, black people, and immigrants? I thought it was true love! Ever notice how incels tend to be extreme racists against everyone, yet seem to love Asian women and yearn to travel to Asia? Ever notice how Stephen Paddock loved Asian women? Ever notice that the world’s most famous “incel,” Elliot Rodger, was half-Asian and had an extensive manifesto filled with his hatred of Asian men and White women?

Ever notice how incel boards like 4chan, /pol, and other websites have a passion for Asian women? Why? Why do these hostile, violent incels have Asian women as their number one pick?

🔥The racism and hypocritical psychosexuality behind “yellow fever”, how Asian women are generally a “last choice” for angry, violent, racist, hateful antifeminists and racists, and how there’s an insane double standard against Asian males + white girls, and how this created damaged Half Asians like Elliot Rodger. (From old blog)

 

This is long but I think it’s absolutely necessary and since my work has wound up in the NYTimes (when I wrote about White Nationalists who literally f***ing target Asian women, like my dad did, and some Op Ed writer literally just copy-pasted my list), I might as well go further with this. I’ll try to make it interesting.

 

Male sexuality is generally about the ego and power; meaning that many white men will find no quarrel or conflict between having an Asian wife who supports his anti-black, anti-Asian, anti-Semitic and anti-social viewpoints, so long as he does not feel alone.

 

I want to explain fetishes and racism, simply because I want the world to be a better place and because I want people to be aware of this – because I’m telling you that there are going to be high risk hapa kids out there.
I do not think I “own” Asian women, or that I particularly have a “preference” for them; I am writing specifically about what it is like trying to keep my sanity in a very racist society, with a mentally ill, self-hating, terminally-depressed, controlling, screaming, violent and cruel Asian mother, and a racist, anti-social, misanthropic, friendless, conspiracy-theorist and rejected white father (who is essentially autistic and would never have been able to form a relationship with a non-Asian woman and idealized Asian society as being more “traditional,” but merely because he was unable to compete socially or financially in Western society), who used Asian women as “revenge” against society that he viewed as degenerate, liberal, and anti-white; I have encountered racism specifically for my Asian half,  and have gone through white-supremacist phases as a way to compensate for my insecurity.
It’s also an introspective look at my own ego. What I’m talking about are:
  • half Asian white supremacists / more half Asian spree shooters – some of them championing white supremacy,
  • white male Neo-Nazi spree shooters with Asian wives or girlfriends,
  • White men physically and violently attacking Asian guy / white woman couples, despite having Asian girlfriends and wives (already happened when Stephen Paddock shot a half-Asian guy who looked 100% Asian)
  • white nationalists (or at least, ultra conservatives) with Asian wives (already happening by the hundreds of thousands),
  • and Asian women appearing alongside men with disagreeable politics (already happening) –

 

as long as those politics either preserve, further or don’t endanger her ability to assimilate. Essentially we’re talking about a complete amorality. Not feminism, not liberalism but a complete amorality on behalf of a group of women desperate to feel included and attractive.

White women generally date out (on the rare case that they do) because they are liberal and like personality. Asian women date out because they are amoral, filled with resentment, and bitter about their low-status, and want to feel beautiful and accepted and so go out of their way to attack any and all Asian-looking men, including half-Asians. So white guys who hate white women for being liberal, go after Asian women who want to feel just as beautiful as “traitorous” white women.

 

It’s a mind****, right? But listen.

 

I believe that there is not a single political motive or expression of masculine energy that is not driven by sex and the male ego. These white racists with Asian wives and girlfriends, in their minds, rationalize it by convincing themselves that Asian women are more beautiful than white women, simply because Asian women have white-ish skin, and don’t behave like white women. But they know this isn’t true (Asian women vary in appearance) so these same men remain staunchly racist and bitter, keeping and bragging about access to easy Asian women as a last ditch booster on their racist masculinity. Essentially – the appeal of Asian women to white racists is not because of how they look (well, perhaps it is driven by pornography), but moreso the feeling of step-ladder masculinity, where White men who are rejected by women, feel at least that they can dominate Asians, and Asian women, and thereby recover their lost power.
Racist white men seek out Asian women to express power that was taken from them by progressive politics; these same white men almost ALWAYS have a very open mouth about anything and everyone – Asian men and White women in particular, which you would not expect from someone in a happy relationship.

These white racists with Asian girlfriends are in fact bitter about their rejection by non-Asian women and only use their “relationship” as a ways of “getting back” at a society that rejected them – and so if they see an Asian guy, who in their mind is beneath them, with an White woman, who was their first choice, they snap, despite being in a “relationship.”

 

A little bit about me: as I said, my father is essentially a white nationalist barring his wife. He has extremist pro-Western views, and many of these types view Western civilization on the decline thanks to, you guessed it, liberalism driven by White women (and Jews). To call him an anti-Semite is like calling the Mount Everest a tall hill. The dude is essentially Hitler. An Asian wife wasn’t an oxymoron for him; it made perfect sense, since White women were too slutty and feminist and liked dating black guys – Asian women treated conservative white men right. For a long, long time I avoided not only White women (I find them unattractive), and Asian women (I find their behavior repugnant). I have dated black women the most (they really like Asian guys, and I got shit for this by, you guessed it, my dad and mom), followed by Indian and Middle Eastern with some Latinas, and only one white woman, which I didn’t really like (I couldn’t get hard with her). I generally am only turned on by women of color.

 

I think I can extrapolate my unattraction to white women as being proof that the only reason some guys would only date them, was for some kind of power reason, and since I as a red blooded male could not get a boner with a white woman spread eagle in front of me, I’d say that it’s not difficult to imagine Asian women being turned off by some fat, sweaty white dude in front of her. However on hearing “I don’t like Asian guys,” and racist comments about my appearance from non-Asian guys, (I think I look very Asian), yet having a white dad who is literally a Goebbels fanboy, and a mom who, among all her sisters, married white dudes,

it was natural for me to become a white supremacist.

You’ll see this “behavior” in the majority of Half Asians, wherever you look. The overwhelming “half Asian master race” yapping that comes out of their mouths is just cover for their insecurity.

 

I am decidedly the better looking brother, and my brother looks completely Asian and is 35 and has never had a girlfriend. But I have a history of being extremely racist against others because of my white dad and Asian moms’ influence, and if anyone wants to understand half-Asian identity merely look at it as a layered cake of deep seated insecurity about looking Asian, topped by the whipped cream of white supremacy.

 

Lots of white guys who brag about how Asian women are easy for whites, go into an intense rage seeing Asian and Eurasian guys with white women. They don’t do this with black guys and a lot of white men have developed this strange, inexplicable submissiveness to black men, which they rationalize by calling white women disgusting after saying “I don’t care, I prefer Asian women.” Yet they’re still insane racists even against their own sons.

 

In my history, when I identified as white, I did the same thing, when I saw prettier girls than the ones I could get, with Asian guys – and this seems to be the case where Asian men get much prettier (and nicer) women than the reverse.

 

It’s so bizarre that you have white guys jerking off to Blacked.com, with a Half Asian son in upstairs playing Legos, who are on the same porn websites downvoting AMWF videos to oblivion while their Asian wife slaps around in slippers nagging them.

 

I’ve also noticed that a lot of guys who chase Asian women have this incessant need to belittle Asian guys, despite raising Asian sons. This is almost exclusive to Asians; essentially you don’t see them talk so much about, like, fucking African or Muslim women, that are also famously “not corrupted by feminism.” In their mind, they’re making America great again by getting with Asian women but the extent of their concern to POC including Asians ends right after ejaculation.

 

Essentially, hatred for Asians and love for Asian pussy is exactly the same. It’s got its foundation in porn. I firmly don’t believe that a charming, good looking guy who has to choose between a beautiful non-Asian woman and an equally attractive Asian woman, would go for the Asian woman unless he has deliberate bad intent, because of the stigma.

 

So naturally you have millions of White racist dudes who fantasize about Asian women merely because they’re easy as long as you’re a maladjusted White male, but they turn around and just can’t shut the hell about how Asian males are inferior. I guess in their mind, that’s how they justify to themselves why Asian women are easy for non-Asian guys while non-Asian women won’t give them the time of day.

 

This is fairly common. /r/CCJ2 and /r/China are prime examples of the utter hatred, passive aggressiveness, and anger that seemingly “happily married” men have for Asians, being married to Asian women. Have you ever noticed that the white men who “like” Asian women are overwhelmingly hostile, passive aggressive, and seem to have a “racist tourettes” wherein they cannot stop mouthing off about Asian men and minorities?

 

My suspicion it has to do with just the bad mojo, the screaming and violence, the sexlessness, and the very hostile, antisocial Asian wife, in these couples. If you look in the mirror, every day for 40 years, and hate what you see, you aren’t in love; you’re in hate, with yourself, with your husband, because he likes you, an ugly Asian – and what kind of white guy prefers a woman who is ugly, in her own mind, over a white woman? And so she grows to hate him, as well, and he, her, for not being white, as he wanted. But he probably just hates the way she expresses her hostile, ruthless, just plain nasty Asian attitude to life (ASSIMILATE, INTEGRATE, SUCCEED), all spoken in a nasally whiny voice.

 

The guys who “like” Asian women don’t actually like them, but just see them as surrogates for the power that they feel they’ve had taken from them by feminists and minorities. That’s why you can easily be a white supremacist with an Asian wife, because you’re a white male supremacist and white women just won’t fuck you; it’s that simple. It’s deep seated entitlement that I understand because I’m half white and could pass for white as a younger guy. Essentially white men mistake Asian obsession for xenomorph-like assimilation practices as proof of sexual superiority, despite being in sexless relationships with Asian women.

 

And I think eventually being nagged by a self hating Asian woman (who arguably, given that the worst and ugliest ones go for whites), makes these men start to hate Asians, so they badmouth Asian men as a stand in for their wives, or their inability to really ever feel truly “powerful,” despite essentially truly believing that Asian women throw themselves at white men.

 

Let’s be honest here, there are good looking and ugly in every race, but the belief that Asian men are ugly fuels yellow fever, which essentially is a last ditch attempt at sexuality by rejected white men. There’s nothing wrong with Asian male looks and many are handsome, but the white male mind doesn’t see it like that. They can rationalize white women with black men as being because of black males’ dicks (hence racist white America’s obsession with interracial porn featuring black men and white women), but they can’t rationalize Asian males because most white men are inherently incapable of seeing things from another perspective. What’s worse is that since many Asian women are asexual, they historically have been trapped in survival mode so that’s why they have no problem with hideously ugly white men.

 

So you have a shit ton of white racist men who go nuts over Asian women as this far off safety net for white male sexuality, but these guys just HATE seeing Asian men with white women and even ASIAN WOMEN. So while non-Asian women may find Asian guys handsome, they face endless harassment from ugly Asian women and the white guys who need them for an ego boost.
These guys are creating Asian sons. Some of them you would have no idea were mixed. It’s hard for me to describe but I had a hard, hard time figuring out how to not want to be a white supremacist like my parents while on the other hand was being mocked for being Asian.

 

I’d say the bulk of guys I knew around me had a very passive aggressive pattern towards Asian males (including myself, it just seems to be that they have an incessant need to just talk about my Asianness) but seemed to be open to Asian women while talking shit about “feminist cunts.”

 

The other men I knew (who dated white women and were handsome and genuinely nice people), would always comment on how handsome I am. So if you’re a handsome Asian or Eurasian male you are literally expected to be single and stay away from not only non-Asian women but Asian women as well. And given that Eurasian and even Asian guys can be very attractive (look at KPop) my suspicion is that racism is just purely sexual jealousy and pettiness from white men.

 

Essentially, it takes insane mental endurance to be Half Asian and be subjected to the kind of crap we have to deal with. But I am fearful for many Half Asians that have to bear the brunt of this kind of thing. Half Asians with Asian dads inherit their fathers’ (and usually mothers’) looks as well as endurance, while half Asians with white dads inherit their dads’ pettiness and insecurity as well as their tiger mom’s nightmarish, violent, soulless parenting with the pure attempt to integrate into the reigning power structure, ala typical Asian mentality which seems to function on two modes: assimilate, or die.

 

I.e., the Hapacalypse.

 

Because now you have a ton of half Asians that are going to be ruthlessly mocked by their own extended mothers and fathers every time one shows up on TV. Just because white men like Asian women doesn’t mean that they care about Asians. The extent of the concern towards Asians stops after the easy pussy. I say pussy because Asian women aren’t really sought out for their faces, or culture, because most Asian and Eurasian guys know that they are tigers dressed like schoolgirls hence you have an entire island that’s sworn them off. Asian women regardless of how “beautiful” they are, are perpetual second or third choices, and they know this. That’s why they complain about yellow fever – because decent men who respect themselves and respect Asians don’t go after Asian women.

 

This is an explicitly Asian only problem, and doesn’t have an equivalent in other races.

 

The reason this doesn’t exist is because other minorities have strong images of fear / strength that intimidate people enough that their hindbrain understands the “inferior white female” as being attracted to violent, dominant men.

 

That’s why I’m terrified for these potentially insane half Asians. I am not angry at Asian out marriage rates; I am angry that it subjects us to very, very bad white fathers (essentially the world’s rejects who want to feel relevant against modernism) and I am angry that it doesn’t mean that we integrate (I know Asians, being the way they are, seem to view Half Asians as white, but the reality is that whites don’t view us as white as soon as they find out we have Asian blood.) I’m also angry that white losers trying to fuck Asian women worked around the clock to make Asian and Eurasian men feel like shit and keep us from fulfilling relationships with, say, black women, which I actually prefer.

 

It just means that a subset of white men are using Asian self-hatred to their advantage. I am also angry that if you are partially Asian, you are made your entire life to feel ashamed of it, to hide it, even by women that would otherwise be our mothers. Asian people actually encourage you to hide it. Half-Asian men are harassed for wanting healthy, fulfilling relationships with non-Asian women. It’s 100% an unavoidable, freight train of a disaster waiting to happen, because you have literally millions of these half-Asian kids that are being raised as white, ashamed of their race, and being born to hostile, antisocial white men who hate seeing White women with men of color and use Asian women as a layover flight till they find a “real” woman. Elliot Rodger was only the beginning, if I’m being perfectly honest.

 

The proximity to whiteness is what really screws up half-Asians, who are trained – by their mothers and fathers – to believe that Asian appearance (on a male) is a cardinal sin, and that assimilating to the powered group is the only function in life.

 

Most men are very pathetic, very insecure people who feel the need to constantly one-up men who they feel are more handsome and more talented than them. The overwhelming majority of mean and nasty comments I’ve ever received were from white men shorter than me, and unattractive Asian women. Just really hurtful stuff. One guy I knew had a white girlfriend who went to Asia to teach English and he confided in me, “I wonder if she’ll miss big American penis.” This same guy had a history with Asian women. He’s an incredibly bitter, insecure guy and people like him just wore me down, over and over, with the Asian comments, until I had a mental breakdown which I’m still reeling from.

 

I think I’m beautiful, I think Asian guys are beautiful, and the issue isn’t Asian women dating out in a desperate attempt to get food on their plates, it’s the fact that by doing so, they make Asian male looks a target for everyone in the world to mock (or hurt, or kill). I probably look whiter than most Eurasians, and so everyone thinks I’m crazy for talking about this, but spending an entire life hiding your ethnicity is hell, not heaven; and given that so many half-Asians I’ve seen personally look 100% Asian, I think that it’s going to be compounded in them.
The problem is that insecure white men use Asian women as a masculinity-validation (and Asian women use unattractive white men as a beauty validation within a society that rejects them by default), and ultimately this just hurts Eurasians and Asian looking men, because in a system of white supremacy, it doesn’t matter what or how you look like, you will still suffer. Just because these guys like Asian girls, doesn’t mean they accept Asian guys, and most Eurasians look Asian as hell and so we’ll see the results of this in a few years if not months.

 

If you add to the fact that non-Asian men see Asian women as this easy tool to prove they can “get laid,” but at the same time, don’t respect Asian women and just view them as a layover to the real prize, these men can be incredibly dangerous. Lots of these guys view Asian women as essentially being too easy for non-Asian guys, and in their mind they know they’re not attractive men, and they know the women are with them simply because they were easy, and it bothers them, and the nagging from the wife, the sexlessness (see JimCanuck) and rage, and being mocked and smirked at on the street for being a stereotype, makes these same men very angry, and racist, hence /r/CCJ2.

 

It makes them dangerous to not only Asian guys but Asian looking Hapa guys.

 

Re: the half Asian guy who was shot by Stephen Paddock.

 

Look at how Dave Chappelle for example looks terrible, he looks tired, fat, bloated and undersexed. I guarantee he is in a sexless marriage with his wife, and so he weaponizes Asian jokes as a way to take the power back. Maybe his lack of sex compelled him to take up lifting and going back into comedy like any old MGTOW with an Asian fetish.

 

Elliot Rodger would definitely have shot a half Asian guy who looked Asian, if he saw him. And I guarantee you, more and more beleaguered husbands to Asian women will be making the news for violence.
Eventually you’re gonna see some white nationalist on the news with an Asian wife at home who he left watching TV while he was shooting at Asian male / white female couples at the mall.
It’s like saying that Tyrese Gibson or Idris Elba can walk down a street at night without fear of being shot by the police, because they’re handsome.
That kind of dehumanizing racism really just destroys you inside when it becomes so common it’s just impossible not to notice. I’m deathly afraid for my children because this kind of racism seems acceptable and I don’t want them to feel this way and maybe because I love my wife and future kids so much this forum is an extension of my perpetual rage at racism.
I feel the majority of people around me my entire life have used me as a battering ram for their own fragile male egos. All I ever wanted was to just exist, to be happy, to do the things I love to do, without being judged and hurt by other men.

 

This only exists with Asian women. Only, only, only. Asian and Eurasian males are used as human toilets for fragile male egos, and some women are just so desperate to feel “included” and like they’re actually wanted by society and that they’re actually beautiful (behind closed doors most Asian women think they’re hideously ugly) that they get with the absolute most hostile men on the planet.

 

I love the way I look, I love my wife and I love being alive, but I am deeply disturbed and scared by a world that pretends that it’s so wonderful but is filled with such utter hate driven by sexuality. And sexuality is tied to race.

 

No white man alive can understand the feeling of being devalued for your race and every Hapa who pretends this is not an issue is just puffing out his chest because most men are so insecure of their own insecurity they will hide it until the end.

 

This is why Half Asians with white dads and Asian moms are the highest risk people on the planet. Blacks, Latinos and Arabs have their own in-groups, but also have more masculine self image that allows them to engage in relationships with women of their own race and outside of it, without harassment. But the guys that are literally spree shooters in the making are the ones who target Asian women as a way to feel big, and more often than not the “validation” from Asian women isn’t validation at all, but just an empty relationship.

 

Half Asians are harassed for their Asianness, not just by others, but literally by people who are our own parents. Add the ultra conservative, anti-feminist, MRA, MGTOW dad, and an Asian mom whose entire life has been based on the line: “suck it up, you’re white, better than being Asian,” and you have such a high risk demographic it blows my mind.

 

Either way I’ve always noticed that AMWF, AMBF and AMLF couples seem so happy, because the men are handsome (and the ceiling for Asian guys, I feel, is higher than even white men when it comes to women of true beauty), and I think that if society ever wants to find a link to spree shooting and violence and masculinity they need to look at this.

 

There is an incredible long list of white racist men married to Asian women – because White women (in their words) “are mudsharks, coalburners, and feminists.” These white men see Asian women as unwilling to sleep with black men, having a low number of sexual partners, family oriented, traditional, chaste, more loyal, and supportive of white supremacy.

 

But these same men all turn around and viciously attack Asian guys and White women.

 

What do you think when these racist non-Asian guys and their Asian brides have children who look Asian?

 

I have had non-Asian guys sleep with Asian women (because these men were unattractive and racist), and the same day mock me for my Asian appearance.

 

The vast majority of the world fetishizes Asian women as being easy to screw and being submissive and being “available” as long as you are hungry for a date. It doesn’t mean Asian women are the hottest, or most desirable, but simply “the easiest”, compared to women of their own race. I’m being very, very honest as a Eurasian guy.

 

In fact many non-Asian guys, including White men (in particular), will use Asian women as a safety-net against being single, or what is commonly known as “being incel.”
Since “incel” men are the most hostile, bitter, and violent, the literal bottom of the barrel racist white men target Asian women as a way to get back at women that rejected them.

 

Incel websites and websites that are devoted to disappointment with the behavior of non-Asian women all, and I mean all, idolize Asian women as being “anti-feminist.”

 

Essentially, what this means is that Asian women are highly valued by men of all races who struggle with women of their own race, and the “go to” for men who want to “reclaim power”, and want the feeling of being a big man without having to deal with non-Asian women that will challenge that.

 

And since Asian women are so desperate to get away from their unattractive men and to feel like they are desirable and have status, they will willingly date men who hate Asians.

 

In other words, because the majority of non-Asian men think Asian men are so pathetic and unmanly, that Asian women are just a “safe bet” if you have any kind of problem with non-Asian women. This means that Asian women are the go-to for guys who are literally on the bottom sexually, emotionally, and socially.
These same guys see Asian guys as sexual punching bags.

 

In fact the whole world hates seeing Asian guys as sexual beings because Asian men are supposed to be lower than every man on the planet, and there is no way a woman anywhere on the planet (including Asian women) should be with an Asian man, despite empirical evidence that Asian men can marry women, Asian or otherwise, that are over and above stunning. I think this deeply disturbs WMAF couples the most.

Asians are completely unique, on the planet, in the fact that they are considered better only when mixed with something non-Asian; nobody else thinks like this.
Asianness is bad on its own, and Asianness is mocked and discouraged from any self-esteem, and Asian women are very well aware of this and desperately attempt to escape it, and to achieve a non-Asian appearance – which would give them a feeling of “normalcy.”

 

Since Asianness is abnormal, the vast majority of people feel that they can say and do whatever they want to Asians – because Asian people do not fight back, and especially because Asian women are essentially easy lays for non-Asian guys and Asian guys are inferior by default.

 

In fact simply because the interracial outmarriage rate is so high – this makes people even more adamant about attacking and degrading Asian people;
and Asianness and Asian identity essentially just becomes the extent of what Asian women can provide a non-Asian man.

 

When I was single and alone, I too hated seeing Asian men and White women, and since I myself was half-Asian, I was supposed to be better; and most half-Asian men around the globe have this psychology where we all think that we are a “master race” (simply because our mothers were Asian and our fathers non-Asian), despite having nothing to show for it.
So men marry Asian women, and see their Asian wives as a permanent “second choice,” waiting for a non-Asian woman to come back.

That is why men from Dave Chapelle to Kyle Chapman all say “I’m not racist, I’m in an interracial relationship;” but what they really mean is that “I’m racist, I have a huge problem with political correctness and modern progress and Asian women are the only women desperate enough to get away from their own men to tolerate extreme misogynists and anti-social guys like myself.”

Every single white guy or non-Asian guy that gets with Asian women harbors anti-Asian views in particular devoted to the men. They do not respect Asians nor to they see any value to them other than as a pill to heal feminism and women’s standards.

 

And since Asian women are so easy for non-Asian guys, that must mean that Asian guys are the worst.

 

Men of all races hate, hate, hate seeing Asian men with non-Asian women, because it reminds them that they failed.

 

It reminds these men that a man who is supposed to be undesirable even to their own women got a woman that they secretly wanted.

 

That is why you have white nationalists married to Asian women, but on the side attacking Asian males at every chance they can get, ignoring the incredible damage this does to their children.

 

There are three options for half Asian kids.
  1. Look white, according to what your parents want
  2. Look mixed, and pretend you are master race (even though most half Asians look like some mystery-ethnicity that tends towards the global average of Latinos or Arabs)
  3. Look Asian, which is what your parents don’t want.
All three are bad, because in all of them, being Asian is a bad, bad, bad thing. Only in the case of Asian – non-Asian relationships, is the mother always the Asian one.

 

Children internalize that, and no other mixed race pairing is this fundamentally unbalanced – not even black / white marriages.

 

Non-Asian men absolutely hate seeing Asian looking guys with women.

 

They are okay seeing “more masculine” types such as black males with White women, because they are intimidated, but in their brains they feel that Asian males are supposed to be fundamentally beneath them, and that they can continuously attack Asian males, despite (but probably because) Asian women being open to everyone is the status quo.

So now we have millions of Asian looking young men being raised by non-Asian guys who use Asian women for an easy lay, yet hate seeing Asian (full or half) guys do even the most basic thing in life.

🔥Another good example of why half-Asians are a high risk demographic, thanks to their Asian mothers

Asian women fill the pool with dirty syringes and razor blades and diarrhea and phlegm and blood and dead carcasses of animals while they’re young, then they throw their kids into the pool, and then they wonder why the kids have emotional problems, and they go in the New York Times articles talking about “my son doesn’t want to be Asian.”

No shit.

Shout out to whoever made and compiled this.
This kind of talk is endemic both to:

  • Asian women, who constantly talk about how inferior Asian men are – in real time, for half Asian sons who aren’t even theirs to hear. So even the “so called” good couples still have children who are exposed to millions of these women. The question is – why would any half Asian be proud to be Asian as a result, or even worse, look ANYTHING like an Asian male? And many, many half Asians look TOTALLY Asian.
  • White men, especially the ones who are into Asian women. They just love to bash Asian men to make themselves feel bigger with Asian women. (Remember, it’s uniquely white men that are raising half Asian sons, so the children will try to live up to the father’s ethnicity).

So the question is why do half Asian sons try to play down their Asian heritage? I did this for ten years, and went practically insane as I looked more and more Asian. Again, I bullied full Asians, never grew my hair out longer than a couple weeks to avoid it being too dark, and when seeing my black hair fall on the barber’s smock I became almost instantly depressed.
I’ve listed dozens of cases, but I think this sums it up.
Elliot Rodger: “How could an ugly Asian attract the attention of a white girl, while a beautiful Eurasian like myself never had any attention from them? I thought with rage. I glared at them for a bit, and then decided I had been insulted enough. I angrily walked toward them and bumped the Asian guy aside, trying to act cocky and arrogant to both the boy and the girl.”
Daniel Holtzclaw: “How does that white dick taste?”
John Hamilton: “I’m Scottish below the belt.” 
What are these women going to do when a woman – even an Asian woman – says the same thing to their son? This has been said verbatim to me, and other half Asian men I know:
“I don’t date Asian guys.”
And you wonder why half Asians with Asian mothers have literally produced nothing of merit, ever?
Despite having a mother who beat the shit out of me every day for twelve years and haunted my dreams for another fifteen – not once, not even once, did I ever feel the need to degrade or humiliate Asian women, for twenty three years – until I started this blog.

Another insane WMAF story from August, 2016: Lecturer stabs Chinese wife 76 times because he wrongly thought he was not father to their children

It seems that the worst marital horror stories seem to involve White men and Asian women. Not only because of the depraved, fetishistic nature of it – but because of the amount of miscommunication, deep seated mistrust, and bizarre quality of the males involved.

I.e., Asian women, having very low standards for white males while living in Western countries, will gladly marry mentally unstable, unattractive or even violent white men n an attempt to properly integrate.

What seems to have been the case here is that his children looked Asian. 

White men – oftentimes so racist as they want a submissive Asian woman, a replacement white woman – but wind up getting kids who look 100% Asian, react in unpredictable ways. Even worse is that Asian women (like my mother) seem to only value one quality – WHITENESS – for the purpose of integration and avoiding ethnic marginalization – so the relationship severely lacks proper foundation, which I’m sure Mr. Kerr realized after a while. Some Reddit comments on this sum it up. They talk about various aspects:

From the idea of White men being perturbed by the idea of his wife cheating on him with his “competition” – i.e., lowly Asian men, to his wife cheating on him with another white guy (since it’s not him she “loves”, but his whiteness). 

Robert Kerr, 39, struck as his two sons slept upstairs in their Glasgow home, going on to make himself a hot drink while his wife Xin Xin lay dead

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Kerr fatally attacked Xin Xin as their children slept

A lecturer fatally stabbed his wife to death 76 times after wrongly believing he was not the father of their children.

Robert Kerr attacked Xin Xin Liu, 39, at their home in the suburb of Newton Mearns, near Glasgow.

Kerr, also 39, killed his wife while his two sons slept upstairs.

The court heard how he then went on to make himself a hot drink while Xin Xin lay dead.

A judge heard how the mum suffered more than 70 wounds during the horrific killing in April this year.

Kerr today faced a murder allegation as he appeared at the High Court in Glasgow.

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Kerr killed his wife while his two sons slept upstairs

Prosecutors however accepted his guilty plea to the reduced plea of culpable homicide on the grounds of his diminished responsibility.

Kerr was suffering from “an abnormality of the mind” at the time of the fatal attack, the court heard.

This is his first offence, and he will return to the dock in November.

A group of Xin Xin’s relatives were in court today, with some weeping as the graphic details of her death were revealed.

The mum had moved to Scotland from China around 15 years ago to study law at Aberdeen University.

It was there she met Kerr, who was doing a computer course. They went on to get married in 2003.

Kerr was latterly a lecturer at West College Scotland in Paisley while Xin Xin was training to be a translator.

They were described as a “quiet and private couple”, but, in early April this year – weeks before the killing – Kerr had contacted his GP complaining of stress in respect of “work and personal issues”.

Kerr added he was suffering from anxiety, insomnia and spoke about “paranoid feelings”.

But just four days prior to the attack Kerr spoke to a nurse and said he had been feeling much better and appeared to be sounding “chirpier”.

It changed on April 26 when Kerr – wearing a dressing gown – fatally attacked Xin Xin as their children slept.

Just before midnight, he then dialled 999 and admitted: “I have just killed my wife. I murdered her in a stabbing frenzy.”

He went on to state there was “blood all over the place”.

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Robert Kerr’s wife suffered more than 70 wounds during the horrific killing in April this year

Police discovered Xin Xin lying on the kitchen floor with a knife still in her body.

After being held, Kerr then told officers: “I found out tonight they were not mine.”

Jane Farquharson, prosecuting, said he had “suspicions” that a friend was the dad of his children.

Miss Farquharson told the court: “A paternity test recently carried out…has since confirmed that Robert Kerr is the biological father.”

A number of blood-stained items were found at the couple’s house including a milk carton.

The advocate depute said: “Kerr has since admitted that he had made himself a hot drink after this incident.”

A post mortem later revealed Xin Xin had suffered a total of approximately 76 wounds.

🔥🔥🔥Welcome to the Hapacalypse: Why More and More Hapa / Half-Asian / Eurasian Criminals is Inevitable and a Good Way to Understand the Bizarre behavior of Half-Asians

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I am actually appealing to non-Asians to recognize these couples for what they are. My mother was like this, my father was an anti-black, antisemitic paleoconservative who valued an Asian woman for her “white worship”, completely disregarding other horrible characteristics of hers, in exchange for getting laid semi-regularly, and then not at all.

Anyone who has ever spent a significant time around Asian women realizes that there are more than a handful who have nothing but vitriolic and vile hatred in their hearts for Asian men. This probably has something to do with their failure to find them attractive (for physical reasons) so they essentially treat them as antagonists.

As if this were not problematic enough, these same women eventually go on to marry white men, and produce half-Asian children. These half-Asian children are exposed to the following elements:

  • Vitriol from Asian women
  • Massively unbalanced interracial dating
  • Constant attacks on Asianness by Asian women in relations with white men (the same ones who date white men yet still have to make the inferiority of Asian men well known)
  • The fact that they themselves naturally require a healthy identity in order to function yet Asian maleness was categorically attacked from the beginning; making healthy identity impossible.
  • A nihilistic sense of self worth where their entire usefulness is dictated by how Asian or un-Asian they look.

This in turn is producing millions of unhealthy Hapa children. 

They literally are creating a Catch-22 for their own sons, wherein they demonize Asianness, yet produce half-Asian sons, and then forbid them from complaining about being brutally reminded of their own inferiority (see the Esther Ku remark above or this one below):

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Even more obvious is the fact that when Asian women are confronted with this, their usual arguments are “we owe Asian men nothing,” “it is not our duty to find Asian men attractive;” which are all true.

However, as these same women are going to give birth to sons and can offer nothing more than off-the-bat platitudes and a complete lack of concern for the mental state of CHILDREN, it is necessary to deduce that:

These women (and men) are literally the last people on earth suited for raising half Asian children, especially men. By being so adamantly opposed to introspection they are actually proving me right in implying they are not suitable for motherhood / fatherhood. A mother / father’s job is to care wholly for the wellbeing of her child, lest she produces a societal-detriment, which we are already filled to the brim with.

So what is happening now is that Asian women are attempting to level the blame onto half-Asian men in the present, in order to immunize themselves in the future from their own self blame, which will happen.

Half Asian men and women are left to fend for themselves in a society that is increasingly racist, rather than decreasingly, as previously though.

However, the real blame needs to be leveled on two parents, an Asian woman and white man (again, oftentimes a man, like my father, who enjoys feeling “superior” over rejected Asian men; or in many cases, just worshipped for his race unjustly whereas he feels white women failed to do so), who do not care for the mental health or spiritual wellbeing of their own sons, a demographic they are callously bringing into the world by the millions, a demographic that is destined to explode in what I call: The Hapacalypse.

We have already seen in two years such violent outbursts from Hapas, all with Asian mothers and white fathers. There will be more coming.

On this date, December 14th, 2015, remember that I, a Eurasian, specifically blamed the dynamic of White Men and Asian Women for creating a demographic of monsters. 

I no longer am concerned with appealing to Asian women. I am concerned with appealing to you, my non-Asian readers, to recognize these people for what they are. This is not a “progressive” pairing. It is racism. Please, please, please recognize this before it is too late. Do I have to remind you about how my mother commented on my high nose, light eyes, repeatedly, while concurrently having a massive blowout at my father for harboring anti-semitic, Holocaust denying views?

Yes, I am Eurasian / Hapa / half-Asian, yes I am real, and no I won’t show my face right now out of fear for attack and retribution. This will happen eventually. But please, please, believe me.

It doesn’t matter how many Asian women deny this; by this blog even existing and popping up after virtually any “half-Asian” search (and within a few months it will be the number one search result), this becomes a problem for society as a whole, and ideally it will ruin the social lives and society’s view of these pairings rather than them being hoisted up as being progressive.

There is no “white-only” Asian woman on the PLANET who would admit to this being a plausible issue; but it doesn’t matter – all I have to do is sway public opinion to my side using reason and truthfulness, and then the whole roof will cave in. That means: appealing to non-Asians, blacks, whites, Hispanics, Muslims, etc. You all know well the adage of the “pen being more powerful than the sword.” You want world peace? Then dismantle the goddamned systems of power and hierarchies that exist in so called “free countries” and stop valuing your own selfish needs for five goddamned minutes.

Balloon Boys being coerced by their conservative white father to support Trump

Because of the nature of WMAW – Its politics, its conservative nature, the weird, grabbish quality the white males lord over their children, the fact that these kids are being abandoned in droves by their racist white fathers. – I think it’s fair to point out that the hapa children of white men – without proper intervention from EVERYONE – are going to prove to be a national security risk.

 

🔥Another good example of why half-Asians are a high risk demographic, thanks to their Asian mothers

Shout out to whoever made and compiled this.

This kind of talk is endemic both to:

  • Asian women, who constantly talk about how inferior Asian men are – in real time, for half Asian sons who aren’t even theirs to hear. So even the “so called” good couples still have children who are exposed to millions of these women. The question is – why would any half Asian be proud to be Asian as a result, or even worse, look ANYTHING like an Asian male? And many, many half Asians look TOTALLY Asian.
  • White men, especially the ones who are into Asian women. They just love to bash Asian men to make themselves feel bigger with Asian women. (Remember, it’s uniquely white men that are raising half Asian sons, so the children will try to live up to the father’s ethnicity).

So the question is why do half Asian sons try to play down their Asian heritage? I did this for ten years, and went practically insane as I looked more and more Asian. Again, I bullied full Asians, never grew my hair out longer than a couple weeks to avoid it being too dark, and when seeing my black hair fall on the barber’s smock I became almost instantly depressed.

I’ve listed dozens of cases, but I think this sums it up.

Elliot Rodger: “How could an ugly Asian attract the attention of a white girl, while a beautiful Eurasian like myself never had any attention from them? I thought with rage. I glared at them for a bit, and then decided I had been insulted enough. I angrily walked toward them and bumped the Asian guy aside, trying to act cocky and arrogant to both the boy and the girl.”

Daniel Holtzclaw: “How does that white dick taste?”

John Hamilton: “I’m Scottish below the belt.” 

What are these women going to do when a woman – even an Asian woman – says the same thing to their son? This has been said verbatim to me, and other half Asian men I know:

“I don’t date Asian guys.”

And you wonder why half Asians with Asian mothers have literally produced nothing of merit, ever?

 

Sticky: If Asian women are unique in that they mock and despise Asian men in order to integrate and assimilate with whites – what happens when a Half Asian son looks 100% Asian, and is treated like an Asian male by society, has a racist, anti-social White dad and a broken home? Why the Mental Health of Hapa Sons and Daughters of Racist, Anti-Social White Men (With Yellow Fever) and Asian Women Needs to be Addressed, and Why You Should Reach Out to Hapa People; by the son of a Holocaust denying, conservative, shy, black-hating white man, and a hair-dying, colored contact wearing, mentally ill, insanely violent Hong Kongese mother, the two of whom had a “crazy” fetishistic “marriage.”

 

 

 

Half Asian men look and identify as Asian males, yet have two parents, an insecure, racist, anti-feminist, black hating white father and a self-hating, cruel mother who constantly belittles her husband, people around her, out of her insecurity and desperation to fit in.
Half Asian men look and identify as Asian males, yet have two parents, an insecure, racist, anti-feminist, black hating white father and a self-hating, cruel mother who constantly belittles her husband, people around her, out of her insecurity and desperation to fit in. I changed the above picture for fear of doxxing; ironically, the picture in the lower left hand corner is now of another Eurasian male who went to an Ivy League school, had a conservative white dad, and an Asian mother, and had a public meltdown. Use this blog as an example of how troubled Hapas can be, some worse than others. I wrote this essay about two years ago, at the peak of a very, very damaging breakdown. Since then, thanks to a supportive community and a (now large) group of Eurasians putting their brains together, I have transformed this blog into a rational discussion of the dangers of hatred, the reality of race relations even in romance, and even discovered the source of why I was so crazy; my older posts (if you go back to the beginning) can be used as a representation of the kind of damage that was done to my mind, and the kind of psychosis that can be found in mixed young men and women without proper intervention. If I hadn’t started this blog, I would likely now be dead or imprisoned, and ironically by writing I found the source of the very unsettling problems I had no more than two years ago; hence I won’t change the title. If you don’t believe that I am Hapa, continue reading. I try to present the issues as honestly as I can.
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Two half Asians with their white dad, Chloe Mendel and her brother.
Caucasian father Asian mother = Asian looking sons.
Caucasian father Asian mother = Asian looking sons.

I am a formerly well liked, handsome, outgoing, popular, Dartmouth educated Eurasian man – a literal brown haired, hazel eyed dream Hapa boy – born to a mentally ill, violent, Chinese mother who sought out marriage into the powered WASP class – but then realized too late that the man she married was an underemployed, emotionally damaged, meek, rapidly balding, hyper-racist, hyper-conservative conspiracy theorist male who was an “Asiaphile” who wanted a “traditional, chaste Asian wife who wouldn’t sleep with black men” – and she essentially killed herself. At around age 20 I encountered anti-Asian racism (ironically from Asian women in my own family and white “friends” who actually liked Asian women because they were easy) and due to inheriting my father’s entitlement to the world and being raised to be superior, I was unprepared to deal with it; I am emotionally unstable, self-loathing, deeply mentally disturbed, addicted, underemployed, have strong intimacy issues, and to this day still unable to undo the damage that the Eurasian myths and family’s racism did to me, and unable to form proper relationships due to my self-hatred instilled on me during the first 20 years of my life. Unlike other Eurasians who find self-esteem in underpaid modeling jobs, are gay, permavirgins, or leverage their half-whiteness to Asian women, my self-implosion has been broadcast to the world to the point that I am internet famous. I am not afraid to be as viciously honest as I need to be in order to speak on the reality of this world.

If you don’t think this website is valid – go to Reddit.com/r/hapas, which received 13.5 million views in 2 years, and 2 million views in the last two months. Also – find half Asians with Asian fathers and compare their behavior to those with Asian mothers. 

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There are very specific issues with being the children of anti-feminist, racist, unattractive white men, and self hating Asian women who try as hard as they can to integrate and create white children, due to their hatred at their marginalization, and their hatred of their undefined facial features.

There are very specific issues pertinent to the “je ne sais quoi” of white men and Asian women, and the incredibly weird, unbalanced, uncomfortable, fetishized “dynamic” of “superior White man,” and “dainty, beautiful Asian woman.”

None of these apply to the children of Asian fathers. Almost every single part-Asian that people use to justify the superiority of Half Asians involves a Half Asian with an Asian father or grandfather (or both): Keanu Reeves, Dean Cain, Brandon Lee, and his father Bruce Lee. The reason why the sons and daughters of Asian men and white women fare better is simply because they are raised to not view whiteness as a superior entity; which both of my parents did, both of them being white supremacists.

Asian women specifically hate Asian men – and hope to create Eurasian children in order to raise their status; White men use Asian women as a means to get laid, provided that they are unable to do so with non-Asian women, whereby meaning that Eurasian childrens’ only value is to look as un-Asian as possible, meaning that Eurasian children are highly prone to mental illness, extremely racist parents, and broken homes. Failing to look attractive (our primary stereotype), means that many Half Asians just look Asian – which are essentially the bottom of the barrel in the racial hierarchy in the West. This also doesn’t take into account the extreme,  cruel, controlling, demeaning, calculating nature of Asian women, where they explicitly hope their children look White, so that Asian women can feel “superior” in wresting the White woman’s status and power away from her at the side of the White man.

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Asian women are the ONLY race that explicitly goes out of their way to attack men of Asian appearance in an attempt to integrate and raise their own value. I do NOT like Asian women, firstly because they are physically unattractive (the fact that they look constantly angry, and the fact that they seem to have no life to their appearance, and just look like they’re always scheming), and also because their behavior is off-putting, controlling, hateful, calculating, and rude, as many others have noticed about them; they seem to pick lower status, unattractive white, and only white men, while Asian and Eurasian men will marry anyone, while Asian women only marry white males. Asian women will actually go out of their way to attack Eurasian men, as well, in a desperate attempt to bring Asian looking men down with them, and lower status, unattractive white men will use this as a ways to validate their whiteness – at the expense of anyone of Asian appearance, including Half Asian men. Asian women will attempt to control their Asian looking sons’ dating choices – pushing them towards Asian women; while white men who marry Asian women will act upon their insecurity and lack of control of their marriage, and lash out at Asian men, black men, and white women. Asian women are so unattractive that they pursue bottom of the barrel men of all races, men who are unable to get White women (their first choices), putting Half Asian children in danger. They will also go out of their way to ensure their flimsy “status,” my assaulting or attacking non-Asian women who are sympathetic to or even date Asian men, out of fear that the equal status of Asian men will reveal that Asian women are in fact not as good as they think they are.

Even Kip Fulbeck, king of all Hapas, admitted that the Hapa male process of self-hatred is such a problem, that it should be a cause for concern.

Imagine being raised by two racists – your own parents. Your own mother wanted a white man, yet here you are – a half Asian, a man who looks very Asian. Except you have a white father. Is it possible to raise a healthy child considering the loaded, white-worshipping nature of yellow fever and white fever? How can a biracial child be expected to be normal if he looks Asian, and the entire basis of his parents’ relationship was that the man not be Asian? How can Asian women outmarry at such high rates, have an open ‘white fetish,’ and expect Asian looking sons to be emotionally well adjusted?

In short: I am the son of a foreign born Asian woman from Hong Kong who deliberately married a tall (6’3″, skinny), red-haired, blue eyed, bearded white man. She, like many Asian women, sought out a man who had a “Western” background so that she could feel integrated into her new home, and better than her fully Asian peers. She was by and large mentally ill, violent, abusive, cruel towards my father when he wasn’t making enough money, extremely controlling, and had self-image issues, changing her entire appearance to “look white.” She did not and never did love my father, and only used him because he was white; their entire marriage was violent, loveless (father sleeping on the floor for fifteen years), and calculating.

This man (a semi-famous paleoconservative Homophobic activist on par with the Westboro Baptist Church) was interested in Asian culture and married because he was socially unable to marry a white or non-Asian woman due to his political beliefs and personality quirks (he is very socially conservative, very racist against blacks, Hispanics and Muslims, a Holocaust denier and anti-Semite, extremely over the top homophobic, very shy, not many friends, belief that white women are too liberated, extremely distasteful of feminism, extremely meek and unable to make eye contact with others, steps off the sidewalk when larger men approach, unwilling to work or make money for fear of violating Christian scripture). His interest in Asian culture was largely dictated by his personality – in which he idealized Asian cultures as being more honorable and traditional, and mistook “white worship” (a cultural tick in which Asian women see themselves as less beautiful than white women and marry white men for status and integration), for “traditionalism” and “submissiveness.”

I was raised largely as a white child, yet turned more Asian in appearance with age. I was raised in an environment that had an undercurrent of anti-Asian male racism (America), saw Asian women (including five out of six of them in my own family, all of them, including my own parents divorced or separated – my mother being dead) throw themselves at white men (the majority of whom are racists, Republicans, or short and or meek), and also an over-current of false Eurasian myths about beauty and intelligence. I subconsciously always believed myself to be “less” because my own mother and her sisters all were married to white men and adamantly denied I was Asian for a decade. 

My parents’ relationship, as was the case in every single one of my female relatives, was loveless, violent and broken due to her disillusionment with my father after ten years as he failed to make enough money, and grew balder and fatter and no longer lived up to the White male Prince Charming she had wanted (separate bedrooms, forced to sleep on the couch, extreme violent fighting). My brother and I suffered extreme psychological and physical abuse (beaten with coat hangers by our mother, Tiger Mommed, had her threaten to kill herself with a butcher knife in front of us, threatened to crash the car with us in it while driving at 90 mph), and her behavior became worse and worse as she realized that her white husband wasn’t making as much money as her brother and sister, who both married Chinese partners. This is a story of someone who was very sick, and in recovery.

The behavior of Asian women, in particular, is like nothing else on earth, to the point that you can see the majority of all stories about abusive parents on Reddit’s AsianParentStories sub – complain about the mothers, including the second generation Asian mothers – like Amy Chua – who metamorphosize into the Tiger Mothers that they hate, despite claiming to hate Asian men. Celeste Ng, a New York Times best-selling author, personally attacked me, after I pointed out that her book “Everything I Never Told You” was based on the broken WMAF families in her friends’ circle, yet she had written it about a family involving an Asian father. Asian women have proven themselves to be extremely hostile against non-Asian women, something out of their deep self-loathing and cultural proclivity towards integration and status, wherein love is secondary if not nonexistent in favor of maintaining status, face, and power over women who they view, deep down, as more beautiful than them. They will even go so far as to attack Asian male / non-Asian female couples, and force their Eurasian children (like me) to marry Asian, in an attempt to maintain an image of false superiority over non-Asian women; (e.g., that Asian women are the most beautiful, when they are not, and heavily rely on yellow fever and male desperation for their feeling of integration and desirability).

When I got older, despite the fact that society told me that I was “unique” for being Eurasian, I was treated with contempt by both white people AND Asian people; Asian women would often express disgust at me for being Asian (scowling at me on the street, or smirking), and white people would constantly remind me that I was Asian in a way to demean and undermine me. Several of my “friends,” who were engineers and nerdy, actually would take every opportunity to remind me of my Asianness, while sleeping with Asian women, as Asian women were all they could get. This caused me to self implode from a popular, outgoing Eurasian to becoming a recluse and suicidal. My insanity grew more and more pervasive as I fantasized about cutting out my eyes to make them deeper, refused to look in the mirror for five years,

Two years after writing the below, I am leaving it word for word, as I wrote it, as proof of how I felt and feelings I still struggle with as a male of Asian heritage who clearly looks Asian, born to a mother who thought of Asian men as beneath her. I am highly educated, formerly well liked, popular, handsome, out going  and like many Eurasians I burned out in my twenties with the realization that people, even Asian women in my Asian family, hate my Asian side, so now I’ve turned my talents towards exposing the last bastion of White supremacy in the world as candidly as I can. I am literally dissecting White male / Asian women couples and the Eurasian identity to a degree that nobody else ever has.

I actually moved to China (which saved my life) in order to escape racism and feelings of inferiority – and was shocked on learning that my own mother (and many other Chinese) had moved to America in order to find the American dream – a dream that hated me for my Asian blood. 

highly recommend that any potential parent to half-Asian children make sure that they are marrying on a clean slate – with zero fetishism, zero white-worship, and zero undertones of racial hierarchies – and that they be completely honest about this, to avoid sending more young man down the path that I went. Hapa males in particular need special consideration due to the fact that we have zero privilege, and yet are raised by two people who want privilege without having to do any of the work.

I am doing this for every single half-Asian kid out there who has committed suicide, thought about suicide, suffered from racism, isolation, outcasting, and had two parents whose entire relationship was nothing but lust, selfishness, even hatred – leaving us with nothing but perpetual isolation. The world does not care about Hapa males if you look average or even a little bit Asian. The world – even Asian women, who truly believe that they are white – only care about whiteness and white men.

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“My son is half-Asian, and he’s handsome.”

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Your handsome half Asian son.

Here’s a question. Are there handsome Asian men? Yes or no.

Here’s another question. Did your wife want them? Nope, she did not. Do white women want them? Nope, they do not. Don’t believe me? Just look up any study on online dating.

So why the hell would anyone want a handsome half Asian when they could just get a handsome full Asian?

The “beautiful Hapa” mixed baby myth is essentially nothing but that, a myth. I will explain why in a logical manner.

Even if Hapas are good looking, the fact remains that your treatment still depends on how Asian you look. “I know well adjusted Hapas,” means you know Hapas who pass entirely as white.

I have noticed in my life that despite some women considering me good looking, calling me gorgeous, handsome, dashing and beautiful, there are still women that disregarded me entirely for my race and told me so. Why exactly I would differentiate between the hurt this caused me, and the fact the my mother was the same way – makes no sense to me. Why would I look at my parents and not automatically think “white worship” when I myself have experienced discrimation?

I recognize her and the women in my family as being just as repulsive. People here REALLY think that a half Asian son is able to look at his mother and father and NOT see a woman who rejected all Asian men, worshipped white men, and a man who leveraged his whiteness to get laid? You really think we Eurasian sons don’t look at an Asian mom, White dad, as an almost living parody of the stereotype of the western man and his geisha submissive bride? (Notwithstanding in my case my dad was legitimately a conservative weirdo and my mother an insane, status grubbing woman with dyed hair and colored contacts).

Newsflash: We ALL think like this, though we’d never tell you.

Also, for almost a decade I would look at repulsion at my Asian features in the mirror and had a borderline paranoia at looking Asian to the extent I considered dying my hair blond and wearing colored contacts. I would even cut my hair short for a decade for a fear of its natural dark brown / black color to come out. I wouldn’t even let anyone photograph me – let alone photograph me from the side, because my side profile vaguely represented that of an Asian man, and tell me exactly why I would want to be an Asian man?

I refused to look at photos in which I looked Asian (which I DEFINITELY DO) and would instantly balk and sulk at someone making a comment about how I looked Asian. This is DESPITE me living in China where I feel less paranoid about my appearance, but still get stared at by locals and treated as an outsider because of my unusual looks.

The fact remains that there are good looking Asian men – and Asian women are still rejecting them in favor of attractive, unattractive or ugly white men, which indicates that it isn’t the looks that is so much at issue but that white blood that is valued in us.

So essentially we’re told from birth that to look Asian as a man is to be incredibly disadvantaged even with the women that we would otherwise be able to use as a fallback if non-Asian women didn’t want us. So even Asian women don’t want Asian men – yet we look Asian, so how fucked are we?

Even if I were attractive, which I assume I am by what people have told me, I would still be vehemently opposed to anyone, or any woman, who told me that white men are better candidates for making babies than Asian men.

Why would I believe a woman (or my mother in this case) who told me that race wasn’t the issue, when all indications, especially the overall behavior of Asian women, indicates that this is the issue?

How the HELL could I ever accept this attitude from a woman – even my own mother and women in my family?

How the HELL could this ever lead to a mentally healthy attitude development in a Hapa child?

How the HELL could I possibly ever come to terms, now or later, with the undeniable fact that the womb that birthed me believed that white men – even one with less qualifications than an Asian man – would make a better father / sperm donor / partner than an Asian man?

And what people don’t realize is that half-Asians, in the eyes of most people, men and women, are still Asians.

People who make those distinctions, make no distinction between full and half, which is why Elliot Rodger still was unable to achieve the natural confidence that came with being fully white, and snapped because he was never treated as something he believed he was treated as.

This, what you read here, is the ultimate affirmation of a specific kind of psychosis that will manifest in Eurasian men more often than not, and I expect there to be more outbursts or otherwise negative behavioral patterns in Eurasians – even handsome Eurasians.

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Another handsome Eurasian son. Yale student turned drug dealer. 

Essentially, the issue here is one of extreme nihilism: Asian women only value WHITENESS in their partners – to the extent that they grossly disregard personal development, character and intelligence, and this attitude, one that is at the same time, extremely lax towards white behavior, and stringent in its requirements for whiteness, is one that causes as massive, massive, massive dichotomy in the child, assuming he is straight, proud of who he is and determined to find a strong identity.

So now your half Asian son will be bullied, called a small dick chink, reminded of how he is Asian – and even worse, reminded of how millions upon millions upon MILLIONS of women who look like his mother hated Asian features. Good job folks, you’ve done it!

 

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