Your pictorial guide to racist white incels, 4chan, 8chan, the alt-right, and their love for Asian women, and why these people are a danger to everyone around them.

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Why white incels, anti-socials, and various other fringe weirdos almost always have yellow fever, and how does that endanger half Asians? Click Here for a Larger Version.

Ever notice how the more a man “likes” Asian women – the more and more he seems to hate Asian men, feminism, white women, black people, and immigrants? I thought it was true love! Ever notice how incels tend to be extreme racists against everyone, yet seem to love Asian women and yearn to travel to Asia? Ever notice how Stephen Paddock loved Asian women? Ever notice that the world’s most famous “incel,” Elliot Rodger, was half-Asian and had an extensive manifesto filled with his hatred of Asian men and White women?

Ever notice how incel boards like 4chan, /pol, and other websites have a passion for Asian women? Why? Why do these hostile, violent incels have Asian women as their number one pick?

Racist White guys + hateful Asian women = this

White guys and Asian women produce Asian sons – who woulda thunk; it’s too bad that the majority of these couples absolutely hate Asian males, yet seem to only be able to create Asian males from their wombs.

Even the cameraman tells him to stop making Asian jokes after a while. 500 bucks says he’s a virgin too. Congrats guys.

“Oh! You’re just a hateful jealous Asian guy!”

Keep proving my point that your ingrained hatred for Asian males and associating Asian maleness with bad qualities just makes you fail as parents years before you even consider it.

Make sure when your kid comes out looking like this that you tell him to be proud of his heritage; he’s gonna need it.

Another insane WMAF story from August, 2016: Lecturer stabs Chinese wife 76 times because he wrongly thought he was not father to their children

It seems that the worst marital horror stories seem to involve White men and Asian women. Not only because of the depraved, fetishistic nature of it – but because of the amount of miscommunication, deep seated mistrust, and bizarre quality of the males involved.

I.e., Asian women, having very low standards for white males while living in Western countries, will gladly marry mentally unstable, unattractive or even violent white men n an attempt to properly integrate.

What seems to have been the case here is that his children looked Asian. 

White men – oftentimes so racist as they want a submissive Asian woman, a replacement white woman – but wind up getting kids who look 100% Asian, react in unpredictable ways. Even worse is that Asian women (like my mother) seem to only value one quality – WHITENESS – for the purpose of integration and avoiding ethnic marginalization – so the relationship severely lacks proper foundation, which I’m sure Mr. Kerr realized after a while. Some Reddit comments on this sum it up. They talk about various aspects:

From the idea of White men being perturbed by the idea of his wife cheating on him with his “competition” – i.e., lowly Asian men, to his wife cheating on him with another white guy (since it’s not him she “loves”, but his whiteness). 

Robert Kerr, 39, struck as his two sons slept upstairs in their Glasgow home, going on to make himself a hot drink while his wife Xin Xin lay dead

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Kerr fatally attacked Xin Xin as their children slept

A lecturer fatally stabbed his wife to death 76 times after wrongly believing he was not the father of their children.

Robert Kerr attacked Xin Xin Liu, 39, at their home in the suburb of Newton Mearns, near Glasgow.

Kerr, also 39, killed his wife while his two sons slept upstairs.

The court heard how he then went on to make himself a hot drink while Xin Xin lay dead.

A judge heard how the mum suffered more than 70 wounds during the horrific killing in April this year.

Kerr today faced a murder allegation as he appeared at the High Court in Glasgow.

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Kerr killed his wife while his two sons slept upstairs

Prosecutors however accepted his guilty plea to the reduced plea of culpable homicide on the grounds of his diminished responsibility.

Kerr was suffering from “an abnormality of the mind” at the time of the fatal attack, the court heard.

This is his first offence, and he will return to the dock in November.

A group of Xin Xin’s relatives were in court today, with some weeping as the graphic details of her death were revealed.

The mum had moved to Scotland from China around 15 years ago to study law at Aberdeen University.

It was there she met Kerr, who was doing a computer course. They went on to get married in 2003.

Kerr was latterly a lecturer at West College Scotland in Paisley while Xin Xin was training to be a translator.

They were described as a “quiet and private couple”, but, in early April this year – weeks before the killing – Kerr had contacted his GP complaining of stress in respect of “work and personal issues”.

Kerr added he was suffering from anxiety, insomnia and spoke about “paranoid feelings”.

But just four days prior to the attack Kerr spoke to a nurse and said he had been feeling much better and appeared to be sounding “chirpier”.

It changed on April 26 when Kerr – wearing a dressing gown – fatally attacked Xin Xin as their children slept.

Just before midnight, he then dialled 999 and admitted: “I have just killed my wife. I murdered her in a stabbing frenzy.”

He went on to state there was “blood all over the place”.

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Robert Kerr’s wife suffered more than 70 wounds during the horrific killing in April this year

Police discovered Xin Xin lying on the kitchen floor with a knife still in her body.

After being held, Kerr then told officers: “I found out tonight they were not mine.”

Jane Farquharson, prosecuting, said he had “suspicions” that a friend was the dad of his children.

Miss Farquharson told the court: “A paternity test recently carried out…has since confirmed that Robert Kerr is the biological father.”

A number of blood-stained items were found at the couple’s house including a milk carton.

The advocate depute said: “Kerr has since admitted that he had made himself a hot drink after this incident.”

A post mortem later revealed Xin Xin had suffered a total of approximately 76 wounds.

🔥Are Asian women intentionally aborting Eurasian sons? And Asian female celebrities not having kids.

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Woman shocked she had a boy, making global news for a photograph.

This post does not advocate sexism, merely sociology with regards to Asian-white mixing.

In my studies I’ve noticed both from personal accounts and from research of several Asian “celebrities” that many of them do not have children. From my personal account, I have noticed that several of my female Asian cousins are in their mid-30’s and unmarried, while one of my mother’s sisters is mid 50’s and married twice – both to white men – but has no children; my suspicion is that she saw how my brother and I turned out and didn’t want any. I also noticed a prevalence of biracial WMAF girls while at university, while there were no men at all, other than me, and another Hapa with a Chinese father, odd, since there are so many of us.

I’ve also noticed several prominent Asian American “figures”, and several peripheral Asian “writers,” who have made careers of saying terrible things about Asian people, yet have no kids – or had only daughters. My suspicion is that Asian women, being intelligent, recognize that a biracial son who looks Asian will not be white, and will not enjoy the privilege that they had, and will belong to the ethnic-gendered group most hated by society, and at very least, will suffer under the highly psychosexualized dynamic of White men / Asian women.

Amy Tan, (Joy Luck Club), age 64, no kids.

Maya Lin (architect of the Vietnam Wall, a memorial dedicated to the loss of life of Americans who slaughtered Asians) – two daughters, after whom were born she began to “reclaim” her heritage.

Lucy Liu, who had a male child via surrogate.

Poh Ling Yeow, who said repeatedly that she did not want to be Chinese, and is now 43, and childless.

Margaret Cho, 47, and childless.

Esther Ku, 36, and childless.

On abortion:

One of the telltale signs that Hapas with Asian mothers are worse off is the fact that we might even be aborted by the millions. In fact the abortion of female babies in China was long a subject of contention among white racists, yet they failed to mention that women were willingly having abortions rather than being dragged into it – indicating the almost callous, casual nature of the way fetuses were aborted. I am neither anti-abortion nor pro-abortion but I might add that when you have an abortion, it essentially means you don’t want the thing to exist. 

Asian American women have abortion rates second to only black American women. They have DOUBLE the rates of abortion of white women.

“Asian-American women have twice as many abortions as White women. “In 2000, about 35 percent of Asian-American pregnancies ended in abortion, the second highest rate for all racial and ethnic groups behind blacks, and almost double the 18 percent rate for whites.”

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When you look at who is getting abortions in Australia, it is massively overrepresented by overseas Chinese students. Given that 68% of third generation Chinese marry Whites – (the bulk of which are Chinese women), that means that these women are generally sleeping with White men.

It is also verifiable fact that Asian Americans have more girls on average – yet this doesn’t specify whether these Asian Americans are married to whites, or other Asian Americans.

https://www.washingtonpost.com/posteverything/wp/2015/11/04/how-asian-american-women-became-the-target-of-anti-abortion-activism/

Such cultural misinformation has been used to pass sex-selective abortion laws in eight states and bring them up for consideration in at least 21. But the racist accusations of proponents of these laws are false. In fact, Asian Americans have more girls on average than white Americans, according to a recent study by the University of Chicago School of Law. Still, sex-selective abortion laws were the second most-proposed abortion ban in 2013 and 2014.

https://napawf.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/Replacing-Myths-with-Facts-final.pdf

In short, I do suspect that Asian / Chinese women are very much aware that A) they have a strong sexual preference for white men, and B) that this could possibly negatively affect a Eurasian looking son. My suspicion is that Asian women, being highly intelligent, also seem to coast by on their privilege of being “almost white”, but on getting pregnant – realize that their children will carry on their Asian looks, complete with the knowledge that their fathers were uniformly white.

 

🔥Have a half Asian son on the way? Let me explain what he’s in for, in 2016. Nuanced racism!

 

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One of many half Asians who have died at their own hand.

Anyone interested in a brutally honest explanation of what it means to be half Asian with a white dad and an Asian mom, and what your children will experience, let me save you the time and do it for you. Are you an Asian woman who absolutely hates Asian males and is going to have kids with a white guy? I feel sorry as hell for the kids, so I hope you have as many kids as you can, so you can feel the pain I felt. 
Are you an Asian guy with a white woman or vice versa? Oh, wait, lest I forget, the white women who seek out Asian men or happen to fall in love with them are anti-racist, have to deal with mountains of shit and passive aggressiveness from society and create children who go onto win Academy Awards and make the world a more beautiful place, while the White men who seek out Asian women and vice versa are oftentimes hyper-white-supremacist and get a free ride.
Let me explain in skin-crawling detail the reality of being half Asian (the bad kind, the kind that are under 190cm and have more stereotypically dainty Asian features, so in other words, the reality as opposed to the fantasy).

  • You’re Asian; maybe it shows up in your eyes, or your hair, or your cheekbones, or your body. You grow up knowing your own parents both hated Asian men. You see White men and Asian women walking down the street by the hundreds; and none of the reverse. But you look in the mirror – and see an Asian guy, or your white friends will literally sit in front of you (this happened to me so many times I lost count) and nitpick your Asian features, to humiliate and degrade you, even though I don’t even look that Asian. You get turned down for being Asian? “Just be yourself, son.” You faced discrimination? Your dad shrugs his shoulders. You might have whiter skin and be slightly taller – you’re still Asian in white society’s eyes.
  • Family? What family? Because of the lingering racism and self-hatred in your family members, your entire family will be disjointed, your mother (who probably like mine is completely depressed, miserable and married due to deep, deep self-hatred and status) and father (who actually permitted such extreme bias simply because it was an easy way for him to have sex) will constantly be fighting because of cultural clash (my parents were in separate bedrooms their whole lives despite trying to put on an image of a happy White / Asian couple), and you’re essentially on your own, from start to finish. Did your mom emotionally abuse you because she was hateful, and mentally ill, and had this insane complex where she Tiger Mommed my full Asian looking brother, and ignored and beat me because I looked nothing like her? Mine sure did. I was surprised to even see Chinese moms holding their children’s hands when I first came to China! Sometimes I wonder if my mother’s coldness to me was because I looked nothing like her.
  • Your friends will all say extremely racist shit to you about other Asians, assuming you don’t care. Examples: “There are so many Asians here in the library.” “He’s a try hard, he’s an overcompensating Asian.” “You blend in here (i.e., Flushing, San Fran, Chinatown, Shanghai).” “Are you taller than everyone in China?” I can’t stand all these Asian engineers here.”
  • In fact, men will say extremely racist things about Asian people while having sex with Asian women. I had a non-white (Middle Eastern) roommate for three years in college who did the same thing; and he humiliated Asians constantly despite having sex with Asian women – because they were the easiest (especially Chinese immigrants, and even funnier, a Hapa girl at UMass Amherst). He was then surprised and disappointed with me, when after three years of doing this to me, when I became super racist, and a white nationalist, in an attempt to compensate for my Asian blood.
  • Think you can use your “high status” and “white skin” in Asia? Think again! Once I arrived in Asia, I went from being a handsome man who would be turned down for being Asian in America – to being a man who was ignored as being part of the Xinjiang minority. I have to listen to my coworkers talk about how shorter, uglier English teachers were “so handsome” – reminding me over and over that it wasn’t my Chinese blood I was to be proud of; but how my mother was “one of those” who took me away from the burgeoning economy of China and gave me a “life” that was hell on earth with barely enough food to eat because she needed a white man.
  • Especially fun is when you walk down the street (with a girl) and other white male / Asian woman couples will look at you in a way that makes your skin crawl; as if they truly think they own you, and think that their racist relationship is justified in “creating” you. However, when I wear glasses, I just become another Chinese guy – and I’ve seen Asian women look at me with such disgust in their eyes – one of their own sons.
  • Asian people do not accept you unless you speak fluently and change your last name to an Asian one. Expect a lifelong experience of being called “white” by Asians, and Asian by whites. The only difference between the two is that Asians don’t say it in a way that is meant to degrade and dehumanize you.
  • When white people find out that your mother is Asian they will nod, “of course.”
  • People will seek to degrade you by bringing up your Chinese or Asian heritage. “You look Asian when you wear ________.” This is uniformly an insult. 
  • Nobody cares at all about your Asian side; they will respond with “cool,” but generally they will seek to humiliate and bring you down with it; when you try to explore other cultures, even your own. Examples: “You’re not German, you’re Asian.” 
  • Sometimes, people will remind you that the only reason you’re “handsome” is because you’re “not full Asian.”
  • In Western society – the pathological hatred for Asians is so extreme – that any ounce of blood becomes a point to attack you with. Now, I assume Asian women understand this and try to breed it out, with white men. Or maybe it’s because Asian women truly believe white men are innocent Prince Charmings and don’t care. The only problem with this is that it just reinforces your son’s “laughable” low status in society. Hollywood has been writing Eurasian characters with White dads and Asian moms as bit parts since the 40’s.
  • Many white women will despise you after finding out you have Asian blood. Asian American / British women in particular will hate you even more, hence it was always a good idea of me to play down my Asian heritage. So extreme was this that I considered wearing blue contacts and coloring my hair to be “super white.” I turned into a raging racist and lost all of my friends because I wanted to be white, that bad. 
  • Mentioning you are Asian at all is a fast track to getting sidelined even in online dating. In fact, for years, I just put “white.”
  • It’s much better, and more convenient to identify as White in order to avoid blatant discrimination in work and dating making Asian pride ridiculous.
  • Expect no support from home; after all, since the marriage itself was built on such flimsy foundation of hatred, white male racism and escapism, that the marriage will have been broken 20 years from now – and your mom just saying “you’re white.” 
  • Your dad of course, has no idea what we have to go through.
  • Dating – what a shit show! 95% of White women do not want a single ounce of Asian blood. Westernized Asian women don’t, either! Westernized Asian women are notorious for openly voicing their hatred of Asian guys! But then again, Asian women from Asia probably don’t want us either! Hapa girls – we all know they inherit their mother’s hatred of Asian men, so dating another Hapa is almost impossible. Then let’s also remember how our Asian moms try to push us towards Asian girls in a weird attempt to control us out of their own insecurity.
  • Confusion! Even Amanda Rosenberg, marketing manager of Google Glass, has admitted to being mentally ill!

Enjoy!

How do you circumvent these problems? Fairly easily. Make sure you marry the tallest, biggest, strongest white man you can, and make sure your kid has the emotional endurance of T-1 tank so that he can survive the next 20 years!

?Have a half Asian son on the way? Let me explain what he’s in for, in 2016. Nuanced racism!

 

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One of many half Asians who have died at their own hand.

Anyone interested in a brutally honest explanation of what it means to be half Asian with a white dad and an Asian mom, and what your children will experience, let me save you the time and do it for you. Are you an Asian woman who absolutely hates Asian males and is going to have kids with a white guy? I feel sorry as hell for the kids, so I hope you have as many kids as you can, so you can feel the pain I felt. 

Are you an Asian guy with a white woman or vice versa? Oh, wait, lest I forget, the white women who seek out Asian men or happen to fall in love with them are anti-racist, have to deal with mountains of shit and passive aggressiveness from society and create children who go onto win Academy Awards and make the world a more beautiful place, while the White men who seek out Asian women and vice versa are oftentimes hyper-white-supremacist and get a free ride.

Let me explain in skin-crawling detail the reality of being half Asian (the bad kind, the kind that are under 190cm and have more stereotypically dainty Asian features, so in other words, the reality as opposed to the fantasy).

  • You’re Asian; maybe it shows up in your eyes, or your hair, or your cheekbones, or your body. You grow up knowing your own parents both hated Asian men. You see White men and Asian women walking down the street by the hundreds; and none of the reverse. But you look in the mirror – and see an Asian guy, or your white friends will literally sit in front of you (this happened to me so many times I lost count) and nitpick your Asian features, to humiliate and degrade you, even though I don’t even look that Asian. You get turned down for being Asian? “Just be yourself, son.” You faced discrimination? Your dad shrugs his shoulders. You might have whiter skin and be slightly taller – you’re still Asian in white society’s eyes.
  • Family? What family? Because of the lingering racism and self-hatred in your family members, your entire family will be disjointed, your mother (who probably like mine is completely depressed, miserable and married due to deep, deep self-hatred and status) and father (who actually permitted such extreme bias simply because it was an easy way for him to have sex) will constantly be fighting because of cultural clash (my parents were in separate bedrooms their whole lives despite trying to put on an image of a happy White / Asian couple), and you’re essentially on your own, from start to finish. Did your mom emotionally abuse you because she was hateful, and mentally ill, and had this insane complex where she Tiger Mommed my full Asian looking brother, and ignored and beat me because I looked nothing like her? Mine sure did. I was surprised to even see Chinese moms holding their children’s hands when I first came to China! Sometimes I wonder if my mother’s coldness to me was because I looked nothing like her.
  • Your friends will all say extremely racist shit to you about other Asians, assuming you don’t care. Examples: “There are so many Asians here in the library.” “He’s a try hard, he’s an overcompensating Asian.” “You blend in here (i.e., Flushing, San Fran, Chinatown, Shanghai).” “Are you taller than everyone in China?” I can’t stand all these Asian engineers here.”
  • In fact, men will say extremely racist things about Asian people while having sex with Asian women. I had a non-white (Middle Eastern) roommate for three years in college who did the same thing; and he humiliated Asians constantly despite having sex with Asian women – because they were the easiest (especially Chinese immigrants, and even funnier, a Hapa girl at UMass Amherst). He was then surprised and disappointed with me, when after three years of doing this to me, when I became super racist, and a white nationalist, in an attempt to compensate for my Asian blood.
  • Think you can use your “high status” and “white skin” in Asia? Think again! Once I arrived in Asia, I went from being a handsome man who would be turned down for being Asian in America – to being a man who was ignored as being part of the Xinjiang minority. I have to listen to my coworkers talk about how shorter, uglier English teachers were “so handsome” – reminding me over and over that it wasn’t my Chinese blood I was to be proud of; but how my mother was “one of those” who took me away from the burgeoning economy of China and gave me a “life” that was hell on earth with barely enough food to eat because she needed a white man.
  • Especially fun is when you walk down the street (with a girl) and other white male / Asian woman couples will look at you in a way that makes your skin crawl; as if they truly think they own you, and think that their racist relationship is justified in “creating” you. However, when I wear glasses, I just become another Chinese guy – and I’ve seen Asian women look at me with such disgust in their eyes – one of their own sons.
  • Asian people do not accept you unless you speak fluently and change your last name to an Asian one. Expect a lifelong experience of being called “white” by Asians, and Asian by whites. The only difference between the two is that Asians don’t say it in a way that is meant to degrade and dehumanize you.
  • When white people find out that your mother is Asian they will nod, “of course.”
  • People will seek to degrade you by bringing up your Chinese or Asian heritage. “You look Asian when you wear ________.” This is uniformly an insult. 
  • Nobody cares at all about your Asian side; they will respond with “cool,” but generally they will seek to humiliate and bring you down with it; when you try to explore other cultures, even your own. Examples: “You’re not German, you’re Asian.” 
  • Sometimes, people will remind you that the only reason you’re “handsome” is because you’re “not full Asian.”
  • In Western society – the pathological hatred for Asians is so extreme – that any ounce of blood becomes a point to attack you with. Now, I assume Asian women understand this and try to breed it out, with white men. Or maybe it’s because Asian women truly believe white men are innocent Prince Charmings and don’t care. The only problem with this is that it just reinforces your son’s “laughable” low status in society. Hollywood has been writing Eurasian characters with White dads and Asian moms as bit parts since the 40’s.
  • Many white women will despise you after finding out you have Asian blood. Asian American / British women in particular will hate you even more, hence it was always a good idea of me to play down my Asian heritage. So extreme was this that I considered wearing blue contacts and coloring my hair to be “super white.” I turned into a raging racist and lost all of my friends because I wanted to be white, that bad. 
  • Mentioning you are Asian at all is a fast track to getting sidelined even in online dating. In fact, for years, I just put “white.”
  • It’s much better, and more convenient to identify as White in order to avoid blatant discrimination in work and dating making Asian pride ridiculous.
  • Expect no support from home; after all, since the marriage itself was built on such flimsy foundation of hatred, white male racism and escapism, that the marriage will have been broken 20 years from now – and your mom just saying “you’re white.” 
  • Your dad of course, has no idea what we have to go through.
  • Dating – what a shit show! 95% of White women do not want a single ounce of Asian blood. Westernized Asian women don’t, either! Westernized Asian women are notorious for openly voicing their hatred of Asian guys! But then again, Asian women from Asia probably don’t want us either! Hapa girls – we all know they inherit their mother’s hatred of Asian men, so dating another Hapa is almost impossible. Then let’s also remember how our Asian moms try to push us towards Asian girls in a weird attempt to control us out of their own insecurity.
  • Confusion! Even Amanda Rosenberg, marketing manager of Google Glass, has admitted to being mentally ill!

Enjoy!

How do you circumvent these problems? Fairly easily. Make sure you marry the tallest, biggest, strongest white man you can, and make sure your kid has the emotional endurance of T-1 tank so that he can survive the next 20 years!

Sticky: If Asian women are unique in that they mock and despise Asian men in order to integrate and assimilate with whites – what happens when a Half Asian son looks 100% Asian, and is treated like an Asian male by society, has a racist, anti-social White dad and a broken home? Why the Mental Health of Hapa Sons and Daughters of Racist, Anti-Social White Men (With Yellow Fever) and Asian Women Needs to be Addressed, and Why You Should Reach Out to Hapa People; by the son of a Holocaust denying, conservative, shy, black-hating white man, and a hair-dying, colored contact wearing, mentally ill, insanely violent Hong Kongese mother, the two of whom had a “crazy” fetishistic “marriage.”

 

 

 

Half Asian men look and identify as Asian males, yet have two parents, an insecure, racist, anti-feminist, black hating white father and a self-hating, cruel mother who constantly belittles her husband, people around her, out of her insecurity and desperation to fit in.
Half Asian men look and identify as Asian males, yet have two parents, an insecure, racist, anti-feminist, black hating white father and a self-hating, cruel mother who constantly belittles her husband, people around her, out of her insecurity and desperation to fit in. I changed the above picture for fear of doxxing; ironically, the picture in the lower left hand corner is now of another Eurasian male who went to an Ivy League school, had a conservative white dad, and an Asian mother, and had a public meltdown. Use this blog as an example of how troubled Hapas can be, some worse than others. I wrote this essay about two years ago, at the peak of a very, very damaging breakdown. Since then, thanks to a supportive community and a (now large) group of Eurasians putting their brains together, I have transformed this blog into a rational discussion of the dangers of hatred, the reality of race relations even in romance, and even discovered the source of why I was so crazy; my older posts (if you go back to the beginning) can be used as a representation of the kind of damage that was done to my mind, and the kind of psychosis that can be found in mixed young men and women without proper intervention. If I hadn’t started this blog, I would likely now be dead or imprisoned, and ironically by writing I found the source of the very unsettling problems I had no more than two years ago; hence I won’t change the title. If you don’t believe that I am Hapa, continue reading. I try to present the issues as honestly as I can.
Two half Asians with their white dad, Chloe Mendel and her brother.
Two half Asians with their white dad, Chloe Mendel and her brother.
Caucasian father Asian mother = Asian looking sons.
Caucasian father Asian mother = Asian looking sons.

I am a formerly well liked, handsome, outgoing, popular, Dartmouth educated Eurasian man – a literal brown haired, hazel eyed dream Hapa boy – born to a mentally ill, violent, Chinese mother who sought out marriage into the powered WASP class – but then realized too late that the man she married was an underemployed, emotionally damaged, meek, rapidly balding, hyper-racist, hyper-conservative conspiracy theorist male who was an “Asiaphile” who wanted a “traditional, chaste Asian wife who wouldn’t sleep with black men” – and she essentially killed herself. At around age 20 I encountered anti-Asian racism (ironically from Asian women in my own family and white “friends” who actually liked Asian women because they were easy) and due to inheriting my father’s entitlement to the world and being raised to be superior, I was unprepared to deal with it; I am emotionally unstable, self-loathing, deeply mentally disturbed, addicted, underemployed, have strong intimacy issues, and to this day still unable to undo the damage that the Eurasian myths and family’s racism did to me, and unable to form proper relationships due to my self-hatred instilled on me during the first 20 years of my life. Unlike other Eurasians who find self-esteem in underpaid modeling jobs, are gay, permavirgins, or leverage their half-whiteness to Asian women, my self-implosion has been broadcast to the world to the point that I am internet famous. I am not afraid to be as viciously honest as I need to be in order to speak on the reality of this world.

If you don’t think this website is valid – go to Reddit.com/r/hapas, which received 13.5 million views in 2 years, and 2 million views in the last two months. Also – find half Asians with Asian fathers and compare their behavior to those with Asian mothers. 

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There are very specific issues with being the children of anti-feminist, racist, unattractive white men, and self hating Asian women who try as hard as they can to integrate and create white children, due to their hatred at their marginalization, and their hatred of their undefined facial features.

There are very specific issues pertinent to the “je ne sais quoi” of white men and Asian women, and the incredibly weird, unbalanced, uncomfortable, fetishized “dynamic” of “superior White man,” and “dainty, beautiful Asian woman.”

None of these apply to the children of Asian fathers. Almost every single part-Asian that people use to justify the superiority of Half Asians involves a Half Asian with an Asian father or grandfather (or both): Keanu Reeves, Dean Cain, Brandon Lee, and his father Bruce Lee. The reason why the sons and daughters of Asian men and white women fare better is simply because they are raised to not view whiteness as a superior entity; which both of my parents did, both of them being white supremacists.

Asian women specifically hate Asian men – and hope to create Eurasian children in order to raise their status; White men use Asian women as a means to get laid, provided that they are unable to do so with non-Asian women, whereby meaning that Eurasian childrens’ only value is to look as un-Asian as possible, meaning that Eurasian children are highly prone to mental illness, extremely racist parents, and broken homes. Failing to look attractive (our primary stereotype), means that many Half Asians just look Asian – which are essentially the bottom of the barrel in the racial hierarchy in the West. This also doesn’t take into account the extreme,  cruel, controlling, demeaning, calculating nature of Asian women, where they explicitly hope their children look White, so that Asian women can feel “superior” in wresting the White woman’s status and power away from her at the side of the White man.

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Asian women are the ONLY race that explicitly goes out of their way to attack men of Asian appearance in an attempt to integrate and raise their own value. I do NOT like Asian women, firstly because they are physically unattractive (the fact that they look constantly angry, and the fact that they seem to have no life to their appearance, and just look like they’re always scheming), and also because their behavior is off-putting, controlling, hateful, calculating, and rude, as many others have noticed about them; they seem to pick lower status, unattractive white, and only white men, while Asian and Eurasian men will marry anyone, while Asian women only marry white males. Asian women will actually go out of their way to attack Eurasian men, as well, in a desperate attempt to bring Asian looking men down with them, and lower status, unattractive white men will use this as a ways to validate their whiteness – at the expense of anyone of Asian appearance, including Half Asian men. Asian women will attempt to control their Asian looking sons’ dating choices – pushing them towards Asian women; while white men who marry Asian women will act upon their insecurity and lack of control of their marriage, and lash out at Asian men, black men, and white women. Asian women are so unattractive that they pursue bottom of the barrel men of all races, men who are unable to get White women (their first choices), putting Half Asian children in danger. They will also go out of their way to ensure their flimsy “status,” my assaulting or attacking non-Asian women who are sympathetic to or even date Asian men, out of fear that the equal status of Asian men will reveal that Asian women are in fact not as good as they think they are.

Even Kip Fulbeck, king of all Hapas, admitted that the Hapa male process of self-hatred is such a problem, that it should be a cause for concern.

Imagine being raised by two racists – your own parents. Your own mother wanted a white man, yet here you are – a half Asian, a man who looks very Asian. Except you have a white father. Is it possible to raise a healthy child considering the loaded, white-worshipping nature of yellow fever and white fever? How can a biracial child be expected to be normal if he looks Asian, and the entire basis of his parents’ relationship was that the man not be Asian? How can Asian women outmarry at such high rates, have an open ‘white fetish,’ and expect Asian looking sons to be emotionally well adjusted?

In short: I am the son of a foreign born Asian woman from Hong Kong who deliberately married a tall (6’3″, skinny), red-haired, blue eyed, bearded white man. She, like many Asian women, sought out a man who had a “Western” background so that she could feel integrated into her new home, and better than her fully Asian peers. She was by and large mentally ill, violent, abusive, cruel towards my father when he wasn’t making enough money, extremely controlling, and had self-image issues, changing her entire appearance to “look white.” She did not and never did love my father, and only used him because he was white; their entire marriage was violent, loveless (father sleeping on the floor for fifteen years), and calculating.

This man (a semi-famous paleoconservative Homophobic activist on par with the Westboro Baptist Church) was interested in Asian culture and married because he was socially unable to marry a white or non-Asian woman due to his political beliefs and personality quirks (he is very socially conservative, very racist against blacks, Hispanics and Muslims, a Holocaust denier and anti-Semite, extremely over the top homophobic, very shy, not many friends, belief that white women are too liberated, extremely distasteful of feminism, extremely meek and unable to make eye contact with others, steps off the sidewalk when larger men approach, unwilling to work or make money for fear of violating Christian scripture). His interest in Asian culture was largely dictated by his personality – in which he idealized Asian cultures as being more honorable and traditional, and mistook “white worship” (a cultural tick in which Asian women see themselves as less beautiful than white women and marry white men for status and integration), for “traditionalism” and “submissiveness.”

I was raised largely as a white child, yet turned more Asian in appearance with age. I was raised in an environment that had an undercurrent of anti-Asian male racism (America), saw Asian women (including five out of six of them in my own family, all of them, including my own parents divorced or separated – my mother being dead) throw themselves at white men (the majority of whom are racists, Republicans, or short and or meek), and also an over-current of false Eurasian myths about beauty and intelligence. I subconsciously always believed myself to be “less” because my own mother and her sisters all were married to white men and adamantly denied I was Asian for a decade. 

My parents’ relationship, as was the case in every single one of my female relatives, was loveless, violent and broken due to her disillusionment with my father after ten years as he failed to make enough money, and grew balder and fatter and no longer lived up to the White male Prince Charming she had wanted (separate bedrooms, forced to sleep on the couch, extreme violent fighting). My brother and I suffered extreme psychological and physical abuse (beaten with coat hangers by our mother, Tiger Mommed, had her threaten to kill herself with a butcher knife in front of us, threatened to crash the car with us in it while driving at 90 mph), and her behavior became worse and worse as she realized that her white husband wasn’t making as much money as her brother and sister, who both married Chinese partners. This is a story of someone who was very sick, and in recovery.

The behavior of Asian women, in particular, is like nothing else on earth, to the point that you can see the majority of all stories about abusive parents on Reddit’s AsianParentStories sub – complain about the mothers, including the second generation Asian mothers – like Amy Chua – who metamorphosize into the Tiger Mothers that they hate, despite claiming to hate Asian men. Celeste Ng, a New York Times best-selling author, personally attacked me, after I pointed out that her book “Everything I Never Told You” was based on the broken WMAF families in her friends’ circle, yet she had written it about a family involving an Asian father. Asian women have proven themselves to be extremely hostile against non-Asian women, something out of their deep self-loathing and cultural proclivity towards integration and status, wherein love is secondary if not nonexistent in favor of maintaining status, face, and power over women who they view, deep down, as more beautiful than them. They will even go so far as to attack Asian male / non-Asian female couples, and force their Eurasian children (like me) to marry Asian, in an attempt to maintain an image of false superiority over non-Asian women; (e.g., that Asian women are the most beautiful, when they are not, and heavily rely on yellow fever and male desperation for their feeling of integration and desirability).

When I got older, despite the fact that society told me that I was “unique” for being Eurasian, I was treated with contempt by both white people AND Asian people; Asian women would often express disgust at me for being Asian (scowling at me on the street, or smirking), and white people would constantly remind me that I was Asian in a way to demean and undermine me. Several of my “friends,” who were engineers and nerdy, actually would take every opportunity to remind me of my Asianness, while sleeping with Asian women, as Asian women were all they could get. This caused me to self implode from a popular, outgoing Eurasian to becoming a recluse and suicidal. My insanity grew more and more pervasive as I fantasized about cutting out my eyes to make them deeper, refused to look in the mirror for five years,

Two years after writing the below, I am leaving it word for word, as I wrote it, as proof of how I felt and feelings I still struggle with as a male of Asian heritage who clearly looks Asian, born to a mother who thought of Asian men as beneath her. I am highly educated, formerly well liked, popular, handsome, out going  and like many Eurasians I burned out in my twenties with the realization that people, even Asian women in my Asian family, hate my Asian side, so now I’ve turned my talents towards exposing the last bastion of White supremacy in the world as candidly as I can. I am literally dissecting White male / Asian women couples and the Eurasian identity to a degree that nobody else ever has.

I actually moved to China (which saved my life) in order to escape racism and feelings of inferiority – and was shocked on learning that my own mother (and many other Chinese) had moved to America in order to find the American dream – a dream that hated me for my Asian blood. 

highly recommend that any potential parent to half-Asian children make sure that they are marrying on a clean slate – with zero fetishism, zero white-worship, and zero undertones of racial hierarchies – and that they be completely honest about this, to avoid sending more young man down the path that I went. Hapa males in particular need special consideration due to the fact that we have zero privilege, and yet are raised by two people who want privilege without having to do any of the work.

I am doing this for every single half-Asian kid out there who has committed suicide, thought about suicide, suffered from racism, isolation, outcasting, and had two parents whose entire relationship was nothing but lust, selfishness, even hatred – leaving us with nothing but perpetual isolation. The world does not care about Hapa males if you look average or even a little bit Asian. The world – even Asian women, who truly believe that they are white – only care about whiteness and white men.

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