Your pictorial guide to racist white incels, 4chan, 8chan, the alt-right, and their love for Asian women, and why these people are a danger to everyone around them.

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Why white incels, anti-socials, and various other fringe weirdos almost always have yellow fever, and how does that endanger half Asians? Click Here for a Larger Version.

Ever notice how the more a man “likes” Asian women – the more and more he seems to hate Asian men, feminism, white women, black people, and immigrants? I thought it was true love! Ever notice how incels tend to be extreme racists against everyone, yet seem to love Asian women and yearn to travel to Asia? Ever notice how Stephen Paddock loved Asian women? Ever notice that the world’s most famous “incel,” Elliot Rodger, was half-Asian and had an extensive manifesto filled with his hatred of Asian men and White women?

Ever notice how incel boards like 4chan, /pol, and other websites have a passion for Asian women? Why? Why do these hostile, violent incels have Asian women as their number one pick?

🔥The racism and hypocritical psychosexuality behind “yellow fever”, how Asian women are generally a “last choice” for angry, violent, racist, hateful antifeminists and racists, and how there’s an insane double standard against Asian males + white girls, and how this created damaged Half Asians like Elliot Rodger. (From old blog)

 

This is long but I think it’s absolutely necessary and since my work has wound up in the NYTimes (when I wrote about White Nationalists who literally f***ing target Asian women, like my dad did, and some Op Ed writer literally just copy-pasted my list), I might as well go further with this. I’ll try to make it interesting.

 

Male sexuality is generally about the ego and power; meaning that many white men will find no quarrel or conflict between having an Asian wife who supports his anti-black, anti-Asian, anti-Semitic and anti-social viewpoints, so long as he does not feel alone.

 

I want to explain fetishes and racism, simply because I want the world to be a better place and because I want people to be aware of this – because I’m telling you that there are going to be high risk hapa kids out there.
I do not think I “own” Asian women, or that I particularly have a “preference” for them; I am writing specifically about what it is like trying to keep my sanity in a very racist society, with a mentally ill, self-hating, terminally-depressed, controlling, screaming, violent and cruel Asian mother, and a racist, anti-social, misanthropic, friendless, conspiracy-theorist and rejected white father (who is essentially autistic and would never have been able to form a relationship with a non-Asian woman and idealized Asian society as being more “traditional,” but merely because he was unable to compete socially or financially in Western society), who used Asian women as “revenge” against society that he viewed as degenerate, liberal, and anti-white; I have encountered racism specifically for my Asian half,  and have gone through white-supremacist phases as a way to compensate for my insecurity.
It’s also an introspective look at my own ego. What I’m talking about are:
  • half Asian white supremacists / more half Asian spree shooters – some of them championing white supremacy,
  • white male Neo-Nazi spree shooters with Asian wives or girlfriends,
  • White men physically and violently attacking Asian guy / white woman couples, despite having Asian girlfriends and wives (already happened when Stephen Paddock shot a half-Asian guy who looked 100% Asian)
  • white nationalists (or at least, ultra conservatives) with Asian wives (already happening by the hundreds of thousands),
  • and Asian women appearing alongside men with disagreeable politics (already happening) –

 

as long as those politics either preserve, further or don’t endanger her ability to assimilate. Essentially we’re talking about a complete amorality. Not feminism, not liberalism but a complete amorality on behalf of a group of women desperate to feel included and attractive.

White women generally date out (on the rare case that they do) because they are liberal and like personality. Asian women date out because they are amoral, filled with resentment, and bitter about their low-status, and want to feel beautiful and accepted and so go out of their way to attack any and all Asian-looking men, including half-Asians. So white guys who hate white women for being liberal, go after Asian women who want to feel just as beautiful as “traitorous” white women.

 

It’s a mind****, right? But listen.

 

I believe that there is not a single political motive or expression of masculine energy that is not driven by sex and the male ego. These white racists with Asian wives and girlfriends, in their minds, rationalize it by convincing themselves that Asian women are more beautiful than white women, simply because Asian women have white-ish skin, and don’t behave like white women. But they know this isn’t true (Asian women vary in appearance) so these same men remain staunchly racist and bitter, keeping and bragging about access to easy Asian women as a last ditch booster on their racist masculinity. Essentially – the appeal of Asian women to white racists is not because of how they look (well, perhaps it is driven by pornography), but moreso the feeling of step-ladder masculinity, where White men who are rejected by women, feel at least that they can dominate Asians, and Asian women, and thereby recover their lost power.
Racist white men seek out Asian women to express power that was taken from them by progressive politics; these same white men almost ALWAYS have a very open mouth about anything and everyone – Asian men and White women in particular, which you would not expect from someone in a happy relationship.

These white racists with Asian girlfriends are in fact bitter about their rejection by non-Asian women and only use their “relationship” as a ways of “getting back” at a society that rejected them – and so if they see an Asian guy, who in their mind is beneath them, with an White woman, who was their first choice, they snap, despite being in a “relationship.”

 

A little bit about me: as I said, my father is essentially a white nationalist barring his wife. He has extremist pro-Western views, and many of these types view Western civilization on the decline thanks to, you guessed it, liberalism driven by White women (and Jews). To call him an anti-Semite is like calling the Mount Everest a tall hill. The dude is essentially Hitler. An Asian wife wasn’t an oxymoron for him; it made perfect sense, since White women were too slutty and feminist and liked dating black guys – Asian women treated conservative white men right. For a long, long time I avoided not only White women (I find them unattractive), and Asian women (I find their behavior repugnant). I have dated black women the most (they really like Asian guys, and I got shit for this by, you guessed it, my dad and mom), followed by Indian and Middle Eastern with some Latinas, and only one white woman, which I didn’t really like (I couldn’t get hard with her). I generally am only turned on by women of color.

 

I think I can extrapolate my unattraction to white women as being proof that the only reason some guys would only date them, was for some kind of power reason, and since I as a red blooded male could not get a boner with a white woman spread eagle in front of me, I’d say that it’s not difficult to imagine Asian women being turned off by some fat, sweaty white dude in front of her. However on hearing “I don’t like Asian guys,” and racist comments about my appearance from non-Asian guys, (I think I look very Asian), yet having a white dad who is literally a Goebbels fanboy, and a mom who, among all her sisters, married white dudes,

it was natural for me to become a white supremacist.

You’ll see this “behavior” in the majority of Half Asians, wherever you look. The overwhelming “half Asian master race” yapping that comes out of their mouths is just cover for their insecurity.

 

I am decidedly the better looking brother, and my brother looks completely Asian and is 35 and has never had a girlfriend. But I have a history of being extremely racist against others because of my white dad and Asian moms’ influence, and if anyone wants to understand half-Asian identity merely look at it as a layered cake of deep seated insecurity about looking Asian, topped by the whipped cream of white supremacy.

 

Lots of white guys who brag about how Asian women are easy for whites, go into an intense rage seeing Asian and Eurasian guys with white women. They don’t do this with black guys and a lot of white men have developed this strange, inexplicable submissiveness to black men, which they rationalize by calling white women disgusting after saying “I don’t care, I prefer Asian women.” Yet they’re still insane racists even against their own sons.

 

In my history, when I identified as white, I did the same thing, when I saw prettier girls than the ones I could get, with Asian guys – and this seems to be the case where Asian men get much prettier (and nicer) women than the reverse.

 

It’s so bizarre that you have white guys jerking off to Blacked.com, with a Half Asian son in upstairs playing Legos, who are on the same porn websites downvoting AMWF videos to oblivion while their Asian wife slaps around in slippers nagging them.

 

I’ve also noticed that a lot of guys who chase Asian women have this incessant need to belittle Asian guys, despite raising Asian sons. This is almost exclusive to Asians; essentially you don’t see them talk so much about, like, fucking African or Muslim women, that are also famously “not corrupted by feminism.” In their mind, they’re making America great again by getting with Asian women but the extent of their concern to POC including Asians ends right after ejaculation.

 

Essentially, hatred for Asians and love for Asian pussy is exactly the same. It’s got its foundation in porn. I firmly don’t believe that a charming, good looking guy who has to choose between a beautiful non-Asian woman and an equally attractive Asian woman, would go for the Asian woman unless he has deliberate bad intent, because of the stigma.

 

So naturally you have millions of White racist dudes who fantasize about Asian women merely because they’re easy as long as you’re a maladjusted White male, but they turn around and just can’t shut the hell about how Asian males are inferior. I guess in their mind, that’s how they justify to themselves why Asian women are easy for non-Asian guys while non-Asian women won’t give them the time of day.

 

This is fairly common. /r/CCJ2 and /r/China are prime examples of the utter hatred, passive aggressiveness, and anger that seemingly “happily married” men have for Asians, being married to Asian women. Have you ever noticed that the white men who “like” Asian women are overwhelmingly hostile, passive aggressive, and seem to have a “racist tourettes” wherein they cannot stop mouthing off about Asian men and minorities?

 

My suspicion it has to do with just the bad mojo, the screaming and violence, the sexlessness, and the very hostile, antisocial Asian wife, in these couples. If you look in the mirror, every day for 40 years, and hate what you see, you aren’t in love; you’re in hate, with yourself, with your husband, because he likes you, an ugly Asian – and what kind of white guy prefers a woman who is ugly, in her own mind, over a white woman? And so she grows to hate him, as well, and he, her, for not being white, as he wanted. But he probably just hates the way she expresses her hostile, ruthless, just plain nasty Asian attitude to life (ASSIMILATE, INTEGRATE, SUCCEED), all spoken in a nasally whiny voice.

 

The guys who “like” Asian women don’t actually like them, but just see them as surrogates for the power that they feel they’ve had taken from them by feminists and minorities. That’s why you can easily be a white supremacist with an Asian wife, because you’re a white male supremacist and white women just won’t fuck you; it’s that simple. It’s deep seated entitlement that I understand because I’m half white and could pass for white as a younger guy. Essentially white men mistake Asian obsession for xenomorph-like assimilation practices as proof of sexual superiority, despite being in sexless relationships with Asian women.

 

And I think eventually being nagged by a self hating Asian woman (who arguably, given that the worst and ugliest ones go for whites), makes these men start to hate Asians, so they badmouth Asian men as a stand in for their wives, or their inability to really ever feel truly “powerful,” despite essentially truly believing that Asian women throw themselves at white men.

 

Let’s be honest here, there are good looking and ugly in every race, but the belief that Asian men are ugly fuels yellow fever, which essentially is a last ditch attempt at sexuality by rejected white men. There’s nothing wrong with Asian male looks and many are handsome, but the white male mind doesn’t see it like that. They can rationalize white women with black men as being because of black males’ dicks (hence racist white America’s obsession with interracial porn featuring black men and white women), but they can’t rationalize Asian males because most white men are inherently incapable of seeing things from another perspective. What’s worse is that since many Asian women are asexual, they historically have been trapped in survival mode so that’s why they have no problem with hideously ugly white men.

 

So you have a shit ton of white racist men who go nuts over Asian women as this far off safety net for white male sexuality, but these guys just HATE seeing Asian men with white women and even ASIAN WOMEN. So while non-Asian women may find Asian guys handsome, they face endless harassment from ugly Asian women and the white guys who need them for an ego boost.
These guys are creating Asian sons. Some of them you would have no idea were mixed. It’s hard for me to describe but I had a hard, hard time figuring out how to not want to be a white supremacist like my parents while on the other hand was being mocked for being Asian.

 

I’d say the bulk of guys I knew around me had a very passive aggressive pattern towards Asian males (including myself, it just seems to be that they have an incessant need to just talk about my Asianness) but seemed to be open to Asian women while talking shit about “feminist cunts.”

 

The other men I knew (who dated white women and were handsome and genuinely nice people), would always comment on how handsome I am. So if you’re a handsome Asian or Eurasian male you are literally expected to be single and stay away from not only non-Asian women but Asian women as well. And given that Eurasian and even Asian guys can be very attractive (look at KPop) my suspicion is that racism is just purely sexual jealousy and pettiness from white men.

 

Essentially, it takes insane mental endurance to be Half Asian and be subjected to the kind of crap we have to deal with. But I am fearful for many Half Asians that have to bear the brunt of this kind of thing. Half Asians with Asian dads inherit their fathers’ (and usually mothers’) looks as well as endurance, while half Asians with white dads inherit their dads’ pettiness and insecurity as well as their tiger mom’s nightmarish, violent, soulless parenting with the pure attempt to integrate into the reigning power structure, ala typical Asian mentality which seems to function on two modes: assimilate, or die.

 

I.e., the Hapacalypse.

 

Because now you have a ton of half Asians that are going to be ruthlessly mocked by their own extended mothers and fathers every time one shows up on TV. Just because white men like Asian women doesn’t mean that they care about Asians. The extent of the concern towards Asians stops after the easy pussy. I say pussy because Asian women aren’t really sought out for their faces, or culture, because most Asian and Eurasian guys know that they are tigers dressed like schoolgirls hence you have an entire island that’s sworn them off. Asian women regardless of how “beautiful” they are, are perpetual second or third choices, and they know this. That’s why they complain about yellow fever – because decent men who respect themselves and respect Asians don’t go after Asian women.

 

This is an explicitly Asian only problem, and doesn’t have an equivalent in other races.

 

The reason this doesn’t exist is because other minorities have strong images of fear / strength that intimidate people enough that their hindbrain understands the “inferior white female” as being attracted to violent, dominant men.

 

That’s why I’m terrified for these potentially insane half Asians. I am not angry at Asian out marriage rates; I am angry that it subjects us to very, very bad white fathers (essentially the world’s rejects who want to feel relevant against modernism) and I am angry that it doesn’t mean that we integrate (I know Asians, being the way they are, seem to view Half Asians as white, but the reality is that whites don’t view us as white as soon as they find out we have Asian blood.) I’m also angry that white losers trying to fuck Asian women worked around the clock to make Asian and Eurasian men feel like shit and keep us from fulfilling relationships with, say, black women, which I actually prefer.

 

It just means that a subset of white men are using Asian self-hatred to their advantage. I am also angry that if you are partially Asian, you are made your entire life to feel ashamed of it, to hide it, even by women that would otherwise be our mothers. Asian people actually encourage you to hide it. Half-Asian men are harassed for wanting healthy, fulfilling relationships with non-Asian women. It’s 100% an unavoidable, freight train of a disaster waiting to happen, because you have literally millions of these half-Asian kids that are being raised as white, ashamed of their race, and being born to hostile, antisocial white men who hate seeing White women with men of color and use Asian women as a layover flight till they find a “real” woman. Elliot Rodger was only the beginning, if I’m being perfectly honest.

 

The proximity to whiteness is what really screws up half-Asians, who are trained – by their mothers and fathers – to believe that Asian appearance (on a male) is a cardinal sin, and that assimilating to the powered group is the only function in life.

 

Most men are very pathetic, very insecure people who feel the need to constantly one-up men who they feel are more handsome and more talented than them. The overwhelming majority of mean and nasty comments I’ve ever received were from white men shorter than me, and unattractive Asian women. Just really hurtful stuff. One guy I knew had a white girlfriend who went to Asia to teach English and he confided in me, “I wonder if she’ll miss big American penis.” This same guy had a history with Asian women. He’s an incredibly bitter, insecure guy and people like him just wore me down, over and over, with the Asian comments, until I had a mental breakdown which I’m still reeling from.

 

I think I’m beautiful, I think Asian guys are beautiful, and the issue isn’t Asian women dating out in a desperate attempt to get food on their plates, it’s the fact that by doing so, they make Asian male looks a target for everyone in the world to mock (or hurt, or kill). I probably look whiter than most Eurasians, and so everyone thinks I’m crazy for talking about this, but spending an entire life hiding your ethnicity is hell, not heaven; and given that so many half-Asians I’ve seen personally look 100% Asian, I think that it’s going to be compounded in them.
The problem is that insecure white men use Asian women as a masculinity-validation (and Asian women use unattractive white men as a beauty validation within a society that rejects them by default), and ultimately this just hurts Eurasians and Asian looking men, because in a system of white supremacy, it doesn’t matter what or how you look like, you will still suffer. Just because these guys like Asian girls, doesn’t mean they accept Asian guys, and most Eurasians look Asian as hell and so we’ll see the results of this in a few years if not months.

 

If you add to the fact that non-Asian men see Asian women as this easy tool to prove they can “get laid,” but at the same time, don’t respect Asian women and just view them as a layover to the real prize, these men can be incredibly dangerous. Lots of these guys view Asian women as essentially being too easy for non-Asian guys, and in their mind they know they’re not attractive men, and they know the women are with them simply because they were easy, and it bothers them, and the nagging from the wife, the sexlessness (see JimCanuck) and rage, and being mocked and smirked at on the street for being a stereotype, makes these same men very angry, and racist, hence /r/CCJ2.

 

It makes them dangerous to not only Asian guys but Asian looking Hapa guys.

 

Re: the half Asian guy who was shot by Stephen Paddock.

 

Look at how Dave Chappelle for example looks terrible, he looks tired, fat, bloated and undersexed. I guarantee he is in a sexless marriage with his wife, and so he weaponizes Asian jokes as a way to take the power back. Maybe his lack of sex compelled him to take up lifting and going back into comedy like any old MGTOW with an Asian fetish.

 

Elliot Rodger would definitely have shot a half Asian guy who looked Asian, if he saw him. And I guarantee you, more and more beleaguered husbands to Asian women will be making the news for violence.
Eventually you’re gonna see some white nationalist on the news with an Asian wife at home who he left watching TV while he was shooting at Asian male / white female couples at the mall.
It’s like saying that Tyrese Gibson or Idris Elba can walk down a street at night without fear of being shot by the police, because they’re handsome.
That kind of dehumanizing racism really just destroys you inside when it becomes so common it’s just impossible not to notice. I’m deathly afraid for my children because this kind of racism seems acceptable and I don’t want them to feel this way and maybe because I love my wife and future kids so much this forum is an extension of my perpetual rage at racism.
I feel the majority of people around me my entire life have used me as a battering ram for their own fragile male egos. All I ever wanted was to just exist, to be happy, to do the things I love to do, without being judged and hurt by other men.

 

This only exists with Asian women. Only, only, only. Asian and Eurasian males are used as human toilets for fragile male egos, and some women are just so desperate to feel “included” and like they’re actually wanted by society and that they’re actually beautiful (behind closed doors most Asian women think they’re hideously ugly) that they get with the absolute most hostile men on the planet.

 

I love the way I look, I love my wife and I love being alive, but I am deeply disturbed and scared by a world that pretends that it’s so wonderful but is filled with such utter hate driven by sexuality. And sexuality is tied to race.

 

No white man alive can understand the feeling of being devalued for your race and every Hapa who pretends this is not an issue is just puffing out his chest because most men are so insecure of their own insecurity they will hide it until the end.

 

This is why Half Asians with white dads and Asian moms are the highest risk people on the planet. Blacks, Latinos and Arabs have their own in-groups, but also have more masculine self image that allows them to engage in relationships with women of their own race and outside of it, without harassment. But the guys that are literally spree shooters in the making are the ones who target Asian women as a way to feel big, and more often than not the “validation” from Asian women isn’t validation at all, but just an empty relationship.

 

Half Asians are harassed for their Asianness, not just by others, but literally by people who are our own parents. Add the ultra conservative, anti-feminist, MRA, MGTOW dad, and an Asian mom whose entire life has been based on the line: “suck it up, you’re white, better than being Asian,” and you have such a high risk demographic it blows my mind.

 

Either way I’ve always noticed that AMWF, AMBF and AMLF couples seem so happy, because the men are handsome (and the ceiling for Asian guys, I feel, is higher than even white men when it comes to women of true beauty), and I think that if society ever wants to find a link to spree shooting and violence and masculinity they need to look at this.

 

There is an incredible long list of white racist men married to Asian women – because White women (in their words) “are mudsharks, coalburners, and feminists.” These white men see Asian women as unwilling to sleep with black men, having a low number of sexual partners, family oriented, traditional, chaste, more loyal, and supportive of white supremacy.

 

But these same men all turn around and viciously attack Asian guys and White women.

 

What do you think when these racist non-Asian guys and their Asian brides have children who look Asian?

 

I have had non-Asian guys sleep with Asian women (because these men were unattractive and racist), and the same day mock me for my Asian appearance.

 

The vast majority of the world fetishizes Asian women as being easy to screw and being submissive and being “available” as long as you are hungry for a date. It doesn’t mean Asian women are the hottest, or most desirable, but simply “the easiest”, compared to women of their own race. I’m being very, very honest as a Eurasian guy.

 

In fact many non-Asian guys, including White men (in particular), will use Asian women as a safety-net against being single, or what is commonly known as “being incel.”
Since “incel” men are the most hostile, bitter, and violent, the literal bottom of the barrel racist white men target Asian women as a way to get back at women that rejected them.

 

Incel websites and websites that are devoted to disappointment with the behavior of non-Asian women all, and I mean all, idolize Asian women as being “anti-feminist.”

 

Essentially, what this means is that Asian women are highly valued by men of all races who struggle with women of their own race, and the “go to” for men who want to “reclaim power”, and want the feeling of being a big man without having to deal with non-Asian women that will challenge that.

 

And since Asian women are so desperate to get away from their unattractive men and to feel like they are desirable and have status, they will willingly date men who hate Asians.

 

In other words, because the majority of non-Asian men think Asian men are so pathetic and unmanly, that Asian women are just a “safe bet” if you have any kind of problem with non-Asian women. This means that Asian women are the go-to for guys who are literally on the bottom sexually, emotionally, and socially.
These same guys see Asian guys as sexual punching bags.

 

In fact the whole world hates seeing Asian guys as sexual beings because Asian men are supposed to be lower than every man on the planet, and there is no way a woman anywhere on the planet (including Asian women) should be with an Asian man, despite empirical evidence that Asian men can marry women, Asian or otherwise, that are over and above stunning. I think this deeply disturbs WMAF couples the most.

Asians are completely unique, on the planet, in the fact that they are considered better only when mixed with something non-Asian; nobody else thinks like this.
Asianness is bad on its own, and Asianness is mocked and discouraged from any self-esteem, and Asian women are very well aware of this and desperately attempt to escape it, and to achieve a non-Asian appearance – which would give them a feeling of “normalcy.”

 

Since Asianness is abnormal, the vast majority of people feel that they can say and do whatever they want to Asians – because Asian people do not fight back, and especially because Asian women are essentially easy lays for non-Asian guys and Asian guys are inferior by default.

 

In fact simply because the interracial outmarriage rate is so high – this makes people even more adamant about attacking and degrading Asian people;
and Asianness and Asian identity essentially just becomes the extent of what Asian women can provide a non-Asian man.

 

When I was single and alone, I too hated seeing Asian men and White women, and since I myself was half-Asian, I was supposed to be better; and most half-Asian men around the globe have this psychology where we all think that we are a “master race” (simply because our mothers were Asian and our fathers non-Asian), despite having nothing to show for it.
So men marry Asian women, and see their Asian wives as a permanent “second choice,” waiting for a non-Asian woman to come back.

That is why men from Dave Chapelle to Kyle Chapman all say “I’m not racist, I’m in an interracial relationship;” but what they really mean is that “I’m racist, I have a huge problem with political correctness and modern progress and Asian women are the only women desperate enough to get away from their own men to tolerate extreme misogynists and anti-social guys like myself.”

Every single white guy or non-Asian guy that gets with Asian women harbors anti-Asian views in particular devoted to the men. They do not respect Asians nor to they see any value to them other than as a pill to heal feminism and women’s standards.

 

And since Asian women are so easy for non-Asian guys, that must mean that Asian guys are the worst.

 

Men of all races hate, hate, hate seeing Asian men with non-Asian women, because it reminds them that they failed.

 

It reminds these men that a man who is supposed to be undesirable even to their own women got a woman that they secretly wanted.

 

That is why you have white nationalists married to Asian women, but on the side attacking Asian males at every chance they can get, ignoring the incredible damage this does to their children.

 

There are three options for half Asian kids.
  1. Look white, according to what your parents want
  2. Look mixed, and pretend you are master race (even though most half Asians look like some mystery-ethnicity that tends towards the global average of Latinos or Arabs)
  3. Look Asian, which is what your parents don’t want.
All three are bad, because in all of them, being Asian is a bad, bad, bad thing. Only in the case of Asian – non-Asian relationships, is the mother always the Asian one.

 

Children internalize that, and no other mixed race pairing is this fundamentally unbalanced – not even black / white marriages.

 

Non-Asian men absolutely hate seeing Asian looking guys with women.

 

They are okay seeing “more masculine” types such as black males with White women, because they are intimidated, but in their brains they feel that Asian males are supposed to be fundamentally beneath them, and that they can continuously attack Asian males, despite (but probably because) Asian women being open to everyone is the status quo.

So now we have millions of Asian looking young men being raised by non-Asian guys who use Asian women for an easy lay, yet hate seeing Asian (full or half) guys do even the most basic thing in life.

🔥Asian Women Don’t Love, Part 2.

Any Asian woman reading this will know this is true. Some, who like Asian men, will read this and agree. Some, who like white men, will read this and get angry, but they know it’s true. For some reason, black women agree almost 100% of the time.

Asian women love an image.
My mother is Chinese and my father tall, blue eyed, bearded, white, with a strong jaw, a large physique, hairy arms.
But they didn’t love each other, and they never did; all they did was fight; all she did was nag him; insult him, degrade him, over, and over, and over. She used him to make herself feel better compared to her Asian peers and siblings. To feel like she was just as good as those blonde girls she saw in catalogues. White guys will deny this till the end of time but they don’t understand Asian culture. How cutthroat it is to one up your sisters, your peers, your friends. If you get a white husband you can do that. Better yet a tall, light haired husband.
My parents had no friends; none of my mothers’ sisters have friends because they are extremely bitter, nagging, abusive people who constantly hit, slap, punch and insult their white husbands – every one of whom would be considered a less attractive, meek, white man, definitely the type who is unable to get white women.
I am a Eurasian son of a tall white guy and a cutthroat, soulless Asian woman so I have no reason to lie other than to voice my outright disgust for some Asian women and white men, and my embarrassment belonging to this demographic.
I don’t like Asian women. I in fact, hate how they openly support white supremacy and support white men who use them as a means to reaffirm white superiority – while laughing at Asian looking Hapa men on the street.
Asian women see that they have high value in the eyes of people like my father. All they have to do is play a game, market themselves as being traditional, subservient and get their “white lover.”
Conservative white men who are “sick” of the “liberated” behavior of white women. “Liberated” behavior pretty much just means: white women won’t be with me because white women have too high standards. They don’t like my meek behavior. 
Asian women have high standards too. 
But to them, a white guy is just a way to circumvent their search for a high standards Asian guy, and “white men” are just a step up, because they’re white. They have blonde hair. This is better than any Asian guy.
Asian women feel better about this. They feel like they’ve “made it.”
But they don’t love the man. They present an image of their marriage to the outside world but inside their homes they nag the shit out of the guy, they bully him, they pressure him to put on a show for their friends. Asian women are bottom of the barrel, mass-produced, white-worshipping trash and yet they expect their own children not to notice.
Look at the photo of my parents. My dad staring blankly at the table while the sisters chatted away. He was an accessory, a means to an end, that’s all. Why is it when you see Chinese women married to white guys, the child is shown off like a handbag – the husband nowhere to be seen? Why is it when you see these couples in public, between the bouts of PDA that makes everyone uncomfortable, they seem miserable?
They will have sex with him a few times but only as long as he keeps up the image.
Look at how many Asian women love taking trips to London and Paris, taking pictures of the buildings. This is just an image. Nothing else. The white man makes them feel like they’re just as good as the Parisian buildings, the Parisian street scenes they’ve seen in movies.
Years ago my mother took a trip to Paris, and she brought along her sister. Her sister, also, was conveniently married to a white man, and a tall one (divorced now). My dad stayed back in the office.
Their third sister was not married to a white guy. She is now a VP at a very large, very powerful investment bank and owns some of the top tier property in New York. Her husband is Chinese. She’s a devout Christian as well and arguably the prettiest in the family.
My mother? She died, she essentially willed herself to death, years after becoming so irate at my father for failing to match up with the “American dream.” He made only $40,000 a year. He was going bald. He couldn’t afford to take her on trips to Paris anymore. He even refused to live in Manhattan for fear of Jews and blacks, the place my mother loved.
When my dad went to go visit his family in his country bumpkin small town, my mother would scream about how she hated it, how she hated that small little town, where there were no street lights. She would beg to go back to Manhattan.
It wasn’t love. She only “stuck” with him as long as he provided an image. After all – she wanted a white man, so any white man could have done.
I’m surprised she didn’t cheat, to get what she wanted. And at the very end, right before she died, she hated him so much for not providing her the life she thought she could get with a 6’2″ or 6’3″ white guy, like she saw in the movies. Like many insane Asian women, she threatened to kill herself in front of me, and my brother; by holding a butcher’s knife to her arm. She would drive our car up to 100 mph on the highway and threaten to crash. She would throw knives at the wall and whisper in my ear before bed about how worthless my father was.
My wife does not like white men. She is Asian. The reason for this is as follows: she has told me that she wants “security.” She wants a quiet life where she can just raise her babies and enjoy a quiet existence. Very different from those women who dream of living abroad and mingling with white people to feel as if they’re better than their peers.
And now, as their son, I’m perpetually stuck in between. Being proud to be Asian is just ridiculous at this point. To this date, I still remember the horror of feeling so completely alone around white people, seeing Asian woman after Asian woman throwing herself at white guys. I had to actually go off to an Asian country to die, due to my self-hatred; a self-hatred instilled in me by the people around me, in my own family.
And now and then when I feel “proud” to be Asian I just think back to that moment that I realized that I was completely abandoned by the same people who are creating people just like me.  Any pride just slips away. I was robbed of a life because my mother had a fetish – that she had to marry a white man, raise me in a racist country; a white man, just because he was white, and turned out to be (since most white men prefer white women) a loser, and left my brother and I with nothing; no bed to sleep on, no roof over our heads, a father who didn’t work, and Asian looks to be humiliated and rejected over, and over, and over.

🔥Are Asian women intentionally aborting Eurasian sons? And Asian female celebrities not having kids.

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Woman shocked she had a boy, making global news for a photograph.

This post does not advocate sexism, merely sociology with regards to Asian-white mixing.

In my studies I’ve noticed both from personal accounts and from research of several Asian “celebrities” that many of them do not have children. From my personal account, I have noticed that several of my female Asian cousins are in their mid-30’s and unmarried, while one of my mother’s sisters is mid 50’s and married twice – both to white men – but has no children; my suspicion is that she saw how my brother and I turned out and didn’t want any. I also noticed a prevalence of biracial WMAF girls while at university, while there were no men at all, other than me, and another Hapa with a Chinese father, odd, since there are so many of us.

I’ve also noticed several prominent Asian American “figures”, and several peripheral Asian “writers,” who have made careers of saying terrible things about Asian people, yet have no kids – or had only daughters. My suspicion is that Asian women, being intelligent, recognize that a biracial son who looks Asian will not be white, and will not enjoy the privilege that they had, and will belong to the ethnic-gendered group most hated by society, and at very least, will suffer under the highly psychosexualized dynamic of White men / Asian women.

Amy Tan, (Joy Luck Club), age 64, no kids.

Maya Lin (architect of the Vietnam Wall, a memorial dedicated to the loss of life of Americans who slaughtered Asians) – two daughters, after whom were born she began to “reclaim” her heritage.

Lucy Liu, who had a male child via surrogate.

Poh Ling Yeow, who said repeatedly that she did not want to be Chinese, and is now 43, and childless.

Margaret Cho, 47, and childless.

Esther Ku, 36, and childless.

On abortion:

One of the telltale signs that Hapas with Asian mothers are worse off is the fact that we might even be aborted by the millions. In fact the abortion of female babies in China was long a subject of contention among white racists, yet they failed to mention that women were willingly having abortions rather than being dragged into it – indicating the almost callous, casual nature of the way fetuses were aborted. I am neither anti-abortion nor pro-abortion but I might add that when you have an abortion, it essentially means you don’t want the thing to exist. 

Asian American women have abortion rates second to only black American women. They have DOUBLE the rates of abortion of white women.

“Asian-American women have twice as many abortions as White women. “In 2000, about 35 percent of Asian-American pregnancies ended in abortion, the second highest rate for all racial and ethnic groups behind blacks, and almost double the 18 percent rate for whites.”

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When you look at who is getting abortions in Australia, it is massively overrepresented by overseas Chinese students. Given that 68% of third generation Chinese marry Whites – (the bulk of which are Chinese women), that means that these women are generally sleeping with White men.

It is also verifiable fact that Asian Americans have more girls on average – yet this doesn’t specify whether these Asian Americans are married to whites, or other Asian Americans.

https://www.washingtonpost.com/posteverything/wp/2015/11/04/how-asian-american-women-became-the-target-of-anti-abortion-activism/

Such cultural misinformation has been used to pass sex-selective abortion laws in eight states and bring them up for consideration in at least 21. But the racist accusations of proponents of these laws are false. In fact, Asian Americans have more girls on average than white Americans, according to a recent study by the University of Chicago School of Law. Still, sex-selective abortion laws were the second most-proposed abortion ban in 2013 and 2014.

https://napawf.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/Replacing-Myths-with-Facts-final.pdf

In short, I do suspect that Asian / Chinese women are very much aware that A) they have a strong sexual preference for white men, and B) that this could possibly negatively affect a Eurasian looking son. My suspicion is that Asian women, being highly intelligent, also seem to coast by on their privilege of being “almost white”, but on getting pregnant – realize that their children will carry on their Asian looks, complete with the knowledge that their fathers were uniformly white.

 

?Asian Women Don’t Love, Part 2.

Any Asian woman reading this will know this is true. Some, who like Asian men, will read this and agree. Some, who like white men, will read this and get angry, but they know it’s true. For some reason, black women agree almost 100% of the time.

Asian women love an image.

My mother is Chinese and my father tall, blue eyed, bearded, white, with a strong jaw, a large physique, hairy arms.

But they didn’t love each other, and they never did; all they did was fight; all she did was nag him; insult him, degrade him, over, and over, and over. She used him to make herself feel better compared to her Asian peers and siblings. To feel like she was just as good as those blonde girls she saw in catalogues. White guys will deny this till the end of time but they don’t understand Asian culture. How cutthroat it is to one up your sisters, your peers, your friends. If you get a white husband you can do that. Better yet a tall, light haired husband.

I am a Eurasian son of a tall white guy and a cutthroat, soulless Asian woman so I have no reason to lie other than to voice my outright disgust for some Asian women and white men, and my embarrassment belonging to this demographic.

Asian women see that they have high value in the eyes of people like my father. All they have to do is play a game, market themselves as being traditional, subservient and get their “white lover.”

Conservative white men who are “sick” of the “liberated” behavior of white women. “Liberated” behavior pretty much just means: white women won’t be with me because white women have too high standards. They don’t like my meek behavior. 

Asian women have high standards too. 

But to them, a white guy is just a way to circumvent their search for a high standards Asian guy, and “white men” are just a step up, because they’re white. They have blonde hair. This is better than any Asian guy.

Asian women feel better about this. They feel like they’ve “made it.”

But they don’t love the man. They present an image of their marriage to the outside world but inside their homes they nag the shit out of the guy, they bully him, they pressure him to put on a show for their friends. Asian women are bottom of the barrel, mass-produced, white-worshipping trash and yet they expect their own children not to notice.

Look at the photo of my parents. My dad staring blankly at the table while the sisters chatted away. He was an accessory, a means to an end, that’s all. Why is it when you see Chinese women married to white guys, the child is shown off like a handbag – the husband nowhere to be seen? Why is it when you see these couples in public, between the bouts of PDA that makes everyone uncomfortable, they seem miserable?

They will have sex with him a few times but only as long as he keeps up the image.

Look at how many Asian women love taking trips to London and Paris, taking pictures of the buildings. This is just an image. Nothing else. The white man makes them feel like they’re just as good as the Parisian buildings, the Parisian street scenes they’ve seen in movies.

Years ago my mother took a trip to Paris, and she brought along her sister. Her sister, also, was conveniently married to a white man, and a tall one (divorced now). My dad stayed back in the office.

Their third sister was not married to a white guy. She is now a VP at a very large, very powerful investment bank and owns some of the top tier property in New York. Her husband is Chinese. She’s a devout Christian as well and arguably the prettiest in the family.

My mother? She died, she essentially willed herself to death, years after becoming so irate at my father for failing to match up with the “American dream.” He made only $40,000 a year. He was going bald. He couldn’t afford to take her on trips to Paris anymore. He even refused to live in Manhattan for fear of Jews and blacks, the place my mother loved.

When my dad went to go visit his family in his country bumpkin small town, my mother would scream about how she hated it, how she hated that small little town, where there were no street lights. She would beg to go back to Manhattan.

It wasn’t love. She only “stuck” with him as long as he provided an image. After all – she wanted a white man, so any white man could have done.

I’m surprised she didn’t cheat, to get what she wanted. And at the very end, right before she died, she hated him so much for not providing her the life she thought she could get with a 6’2″ or 6’3″ white guy, like she saw in the movies. Like many insane Asian women, she threatened to kill herself in front of me, and my brother; by holding a butcher’s knife to her arm. She would drive our car up to 100 mph on the highway and threaten to crash. She would throw knives at the wall and whisper in my ear before bed about how worthless my father was.

My wife does not like white men. She is Asian. The reason for this is as follows: she has told me that she wants “security.” She wants a quiet life where she can just raise her babies and enjoy a quiet existence. Very different from those women who dream of living abroad and mingling with white people to feel as if they’re better than their peers.

And now, as their son, I’m perpetually stuck in between. Being proud to be Asian is just ridiculous at this point. To this date, I still remember the horror of feeling so completely alone around white people, seeing Asian woman after Asian woman throwing herself at white guys. I had to actually go off to an Asian country to die, due to my self-hatred; a self-hatred instilled in me by the people around me, in my own family.

And now and then when I feel “proud” to be Asian I just think back to that moment that I realized that I was completely abandoned by the same people who are creating people just like me.  Any pride just slips away. I was robbed of a life because my mother had a fetish – that she had to marry a white man, raise me in a racist country; a white man, just because he was white, and turned out to be (since most white men prefer white women) a loser, and left my brother and I with nothing; no bed to sleep on, no roof over our heads, a father who didn’t work, and Asian looks to be humiliated and rejected over, and over, and over.

White men / Asian women couples are a trade; their half-Asian children are an afterthought; on half-Chinese Mike Sui and Fei Xiang

A couple of things today.

There are some – what, 2 million half-Chinese people worldwide? Maybe more?

The most popular current reigning half-Chinese person in Asia is a guy named Mike Sui who became an overnight sensation after releasing some Youtube videos as a joke.

So out of 2,000,000+ half-Chinese people on the planet, the most successful in the world has a Chinese father.

Some people will stop me now and say, no, he’s not the most famous. The other is a guy named Fei Xiang, who has an American father and a Chinese mother.

That’s true, he is pretty fucking famous. But would you – would you look at that? 

55 years old and never married. What have I been telling you guys? Anyone with half a brain can recognize that it’s extremely problematic for an Asian looking male to be born to an Asian woman who fetishizes white men.

“Freud’s hypothesis was that some early experience of childhood had a determining effect on the direction taken by the homosexual’s libido; e.g., castration anxiety.”

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Someone posted this elsewhere. This is a comment from Stuff Eurasians Like. I don’t know which article it’s on but maybe he can find it if he swings by here. It accurately describes how fucked half Asian children are being raised by narcissistic, stuck up, self-absorbed opportunistic fetishists.

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“He’d grow out of it eventually.” Noooppe.

Let me put it in big font for you people to get it into your head.

Asian women marry white men because they only care about one thing: STATUS. My parents marriage was a stereotypical WM/AW STATUS marriage.

I often get the sense my dad regrets marrying my mother and having kids. He’s told me things like: “don’t get married too young,” and “Chinese women are really hard on their husbands.” Aside from the fact that my brother is in his 30’s and a mentally-ill virgin, it’s obvious now he probably wishes we had never been born.

Asian women and white men make a trade when they get married / get into relationships.


Asian woman gets:

  • Bragging rights for saying she has a boyfriend from some Western country (it doesn’t matter which one as long as it sounds white and exotic, it could be Ireland for all she cares)
  • Status boost being seen with a white person in public.
  • Sense of satisfaction feeling she’s been accepted into “superior” white culture (superior white culture means, in the Asian woman’s mind, “more fun” or “more romantic” like she sees in Audrey Hepburn movies.)
  • The feeling like “she’s made it” and is of higher value than her full Asian friends.

White man gets:

  • “Love” – which isn’t actually love since he’s being used and doesn’t realize that the best Asian women don’t actually date outta their race. (Trust me on this).
  • Sex (non-existent with my parents)
  • The feeling of getting a beautiful woman with white skin¹ without actually putting in the effort to get a real white woman.

Child gets:

  • Constant abuse for his appearance by members of his father’s race
  • A thousand comments a year on “of course your mom is the Asian one”. (Someone even said this to me last week).
  • Rejected from Asian culture because his mother was “one of those.” Yeah. That’s how they view her: as one of those women who just wants that money, greencard or status. 

¹I emphasize white skin, because let’s be honest, most white guys like white women but white women’s standards are too high or they’re afraid of being “divorce raped” so they go for the next best thing… an Asian woman with “white skin.” Asians are seen as “honorary Aryans.”

Asian Mothers Pushing their Half-Asian Children into Television, Modeling, and Child Labor; On Modern Family’s Half-Asian ‎Aubrey Anderson-Emmons

I’ve seen a couple of these… in Asia there are a ton of mixed race babies on TV and in advertisements. The buck doesn’t stop there, now they’re doing it in America too.

I’ve noticed that this is way more prevalent with white fathers / Asian mother Eurasians, not the other way around. Liu Ye, the actor, has repeatedly said that he doesn’t want to put his gorgeous son into the spotlight despite being actually attractive. 

The reason for this is that there is a market for it. Asian mothers know they can “sell” their Eurasian babies’ faces, but we have significantly less value in the west, but in the Orient we are considered “novel” and unique looking.

This is typical of WMAW narcissist helicopter parents, who use their half-Asian “superior” babies as a means to pad their egos, by forcing us into acting roles or TV roles when we’re young. You need to understand Asian culture to get why…. Asian culture is extremely status-bent. Amy Chua’s Tiger Momming is a good example.

My mother (against the will of my father) would constantly drag me to recitals, performances, trying to get me to sign up for virtually every public event where I could be “shown off.” I hated it so much, to the extent that at this point and for the last ten years I’ve been trying to relive my stolen childhood, and at that age you practically have no free will at all, and this is just a way for Asian moms to show off that “they’ve made it” with their white husbands, their upgraded babies. You have to remember that Asian women are extremely status conscious – it’s almost at a genetic level – so having a “successful” child is the only way that they can feel validated, and what better way to validate yourself than to helicopter your kid and force them to succeed to prove to the world that you’re better.

In this case, the Asian woman wants to not only prove that she’s better than other Asians (with her multiracial baby) but better than monoracial whites (after all, she “stole” a white man), but ultimately her son is going to just face the harsh reality that most of the Eurasians he knows have white fathers. So essentially your half-Asian little boy grows up to just be a gook or a “chink with a small penis”… despite having a white father.

Being “Eurasian” is code word for “my mother, like most Asian women, believed white men superior.” Taeho’s hair coloration is identical to mine when I was his age. Light brown hair, light colored eyes. As you can see in my current photos my coloration is totally dark.

Yesterday while out a woman asked me if I was Chinese but was curious why my skin was so light. Keep in mind that I looked way whiter than Taeho at his age and STILL have been shut down by Asian and white women in America.

It’s like when people say Eurasians can “model.” Uh, no we can’t. They will just find a better looking white or Asian man to model 9 out of 10 times – unless your kid looks like a mix between David Gandy and Hao Yunxiang you are not going to have a model son. If you want to be a professional model (not an Instagram “model”) you need classically handsome features. It has nothing to do with being Eurasian – yes, there are many good looking Eurasians but that means they have good looking parents and healthy developmental periods, rather than being forced into the corner to play violin.

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To date the only Eurasian model I can think of who has had a successful print and runway career was Simon Tham, whose father is Chinese.

The mystique of being good looking when you’re mixed race is largely a lie and depends wholly on your parents and even sometimes is completely random – most of us with Asian moms look like absolute dogshit, especially when we get older. Taeho has light hair color and light eyes now – but his features will become much darker as he ages – which happened to me, as you can see from my childhood photos. Meanwhile I’ve been called “gorgeous”, “stunning,” “dashing,” while my brother is in his 30’s and a virgin.

And it doesn’t matter – even if you are a 10/10 WMAW Eurasian male model, we still suffer from depression, isolation, aloofness from our parents, from growing up under a fetish couple and a white dad, and being constantly told “oh, of course it’s your father who is white.” And then we will get shot down by racist white women, and used by racist Asian women as both a weapon to prove that their white-worship is valid…

…like when I pass an Asian woman and a white man on the street and she looks me up and down and does the “wow” face, like “that’s what we can make.” It’s gotten to the point that I just tell people my dad is Chinese now to save myself the trouble, plus it’s a lot more fun.

Taeho speaks 4 languages, likely because he is being forced to, like most children of WMAW couples who want to raise their magical “Eurasian” children. My brother had a near perfect SAT, was in the top three in his very, very famous high school, played an instrument like a professional, and now is a virgin who can’t even speak in complete sentences because of his drug abuse.

I guarantee both these kids (‎Aubrey Anderson-Emmons and Taeho) will be burnt out in 10 years. Aubrey is guaranteed to have no career past her childhood.

On reddit someone said this:

‘Success’ = doing something good, from your own heart, with your own freewill. This guy is nothing more than a trained dog at a dogshow. He’s simply an accessory for their parents to show off their ‘superiority’ – another nutjob Amy Chua basically.

Speaking of which, tomorrow I’ll discuss the differences between AMWW and WMAW Eurasians in terms of behavior and looks. Spoiler: AMWW are better.

Sticky: If Asian women are unique in that they mock and despise Asian men in order to integrate and assimilate with whites – what happens when a Half Asian son looks 100% Asian, and is treated like an Asian male by society, has a racist, anti-social White dad and a broken home? Why the Mental Health of Hapa Sons and Daughters of Racist, Anti-Social White Men (With Yellow Fever) and Asian Women Needs to be Addressed, and Why You Should Reach Out to Hapa People; by the son of a Holocaust denying, conservative, shy, black-hating white man, and a hair-dying, colored contact wearing, mentally ill, insanely violent Hong Kongese mother, the two of whom had a “crazy” fetishistic “marriage.”

 

 

 

Half Asian men look and identify as Asian males, yet have two parents, an insecure, racist, anti-feminist, black hating white father and a self-hating, cruel mother who constantly belittles her husband, people around her, out of her insecurity and desperation to fit in.
Half Asian men look and identify as Asian males, yet have two parents, an insecure, racist, anti-feminist, black hating white father and a self-hating, cruel mother who constantly belittles her husband, people around her, out of her insecurity and desperation to fit in. I changed the above picture for fear of doxxing; ironically, the picture in the lower left hand corner is now of another Eurasian male who went to an Ivy League school, had a conservative white dad, and an Asian mother, and had a public meltdown. Use this blog as an example of how troubled Hapas can be, some worse than others. I wrote this essay about two years ago, at the peak of a very, very damaging breakdown. Since then, thanks to a supportive community and a (now large) group of Eurasians putting their brains together, I have transformed this blog into a rational discussion of the dangers of hatred, the reality of race relations even in romance, and even discovered the source of why I was so crazy; my older posts (if you go back to the beginning) can be used as a representation of the kind of damage that was done to my mind, and the kind of psychosis that can be found in mixed young men and women without proper intervention. If I hadn’t started this blog, I would likely now be dead or imprisoned, and ironically by writing I found the source of the very unsettling problems I had no more than two years ago; hence I won’t change the title. If you don’t believe that I am Hapa, continue reading. I try to present the issues as honestly as I can.
Two half Asians with their white dad, Chloe Mendel and her brother.
Two half Asians with their white dad, Chloe Mendel and her brother.
Caucasian father Asian mother = Asian looking sons.
Caucasian father Asian mother = Asian looking sons.

I am a formerly well liked, handsome, outgoing, popular, Dartmouth educated Eurasian man – a literal brown haired, hazel eyed dream Hapa boy – born to a mentally ill, violent, Chinese mother who sought out marriage into the powered WASP class – but then realized too late that the man she married was an underemployed, emotionally damaged, meek, rapidly balding, hyper-racist, hyper-conservative conspiracy theorist male who was an “Asiaphile” who wanted a “traditional, chaste Asian wife who wouldn’t sleep with black men” – and she essentially killed herself. At around age 20 I encountered anti-Asian racism (ironically from Asian women in my own family and white “friends” who actually liked Asian women because they were easy) and due to inheriting my father’s entitlement to the world and being raised to be superior, I was unprepared to deal with it; I am emotionally unstable, self-loathing, deeply mentally disturbed, addicted, underemployed, have strong intimacy issues, and to this day still unable to undo the damage that the Eurasian myths and family’s racism did to me, and unable to form proper relationships due to my self-hatred instilled on me during the first 20 years of my life. Unlike other Eurasians who find self-esteem in underpaid modeling jobs, are gay, permavirgins, or leverage their half-whiteness to Asian women, my self-implosion has been broadcast to the world to the point that I am internet famous. I am not afraid to be as viciously honest as I need to be in order to speak on the reality of this world.

If you don’t think this website is valid – go to Reddit.com/r/hapas, which received 13.5 million views in 2 years, and 2 million views in the last two months. Also – find half Asians with Asian fathers and compare their behavior to those with Asian mothers. 

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There are very specific issues with being the children of anti-feminist, racist, unattractive white men, and self hating Asian women who try as hard as they can to integrate and create white children, due to their hatred at their marginalization, and their hatred of their undefined facial features.

There are very specific issues pertinent to the “je ne sais quoi” of white men and Asian women, and the incredibly weird, unbalanced, uncomfortable, fetishized “dynamic” of “superior White man,” and “dainty, beautiful Asian woman.”

None of these apply to the children of Asian fathers. Almost every single part-Asian that people use to justify the superiority of Half Asians involves a Half Asian with an Asian father or grandfather (or both): Keanu Reeves, Dean Cain, Brandon Lee, and his father Bruce Lee. The reason why the sons and daughters of Asian men and white women fare better is simply because they are raised to not view whiteness as a superior entity; which both of my parents did, both of them being white supremacists.

Asian women specifically hate Asian men – and hope to create Eurasian children in order to raise their status; White men use Asian women as a means to get laid, provided that they are unable to do so with non-Asian women, whereby meaning that Eurasian childrens’ only value is to look as un-Asian as possible, meaning that Eurasian children are highly prone to mental illness, extremely racist parents, and broken homes. Failing to look attractive (our primary stereotype), means that many Half Asians just look Asian – which are essentially the bottom of the barrel in the racial hierarchy in the West. This also doesn’t take into account the extreme,  cruel, controlling, demeaning, calculating nature of Asian women, where they explicitly hope their children look White, so that Asian women can feel “superior” in wresting the White woman’s status and power away from her at the side of the White man.

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Asian women are the ONLY race that explicitly goes out of their way to attack men of Asian appearance in an attempt to integrate and raise their own value. I do NOT like Asian women, firstly because they are physically unattractive (the fact that they look constantly angry, and the fact that they seem to have no life to their appearance, and just look like they’re always scheming), and also because their behavior is off-putting, controlling, hateful, calculating, and rude, as many others have noticed about them; they seem to pick lower status, unattractive white, and only white men, while Asian and Eurasian men will marry anyone, while Asian women only marry white males. Asian women will actually go out of their way to attack Eurasian men, as well, in a desperate attempt to bring Asian looking men down with them, and lower status, unattractive white men will use this as a ways to validate their whiteness – at the expense of anyone of Asian appearance, including Half Asian men. Asian women will attempt to control their Asian looking sons’ dating choices – pushing them towards Asian women; while white men who marry Asian women will act upon their insecurity and lack of control of their marriage, and lash out at Asian men, black men, and white women. Asian women are so unattractive that they pursue bottom of the barrel men of all races, men who are unable to get White women (their first choices), putting Half Asian children in danger. They will also go out of their way to ensure their flimsy “status,” my assaulting or attacking non-Asian women who are sympathetic to or even date Asian men, out of fear that the equal status of Asian men will reveal that Asian women are in fact not as good as they think they are.

Even Kip Fulbeck, king of all Hapas, admitted that the Hapa male process of self-hatred is such a problem, that it should be a cause for concern.

Imagine being raised by two racists – your own parents. Your own mother wanted a white man, yet here you are – a half Asian, a man who looks very Asian. Except you have a white father. Is it possible to raise a healthy child considering the loaded, white-worshipping nature of yellow fever and white fever? How can a biracial child be expected to be normal if he looks Asian, and the entire basis of his parents’ relationship was that the man not be Asian? How can Asian women outmarry at such high rates, have an open ‘white fetish,’ and expect Asian looking sons to be emotionally well adjusted?

In short: I am the son of a foreign born Asian woman from Hong Kong who deliberately married a tall (6’3″, skinny), red-haired, blue eyed, bearded white man. She, like many Asian women, sought out a man who had a “Western” background so that she could feel integrated into her new home, and better than her fully Asian peers. She was by and large mentally ill, violent, abusive, cruel towards my father when he wasn’t making enough money, extremely controlling, and had self-image issues, changing her entire appearance to “look white.” She did not and never did love my father, and only used him because he was white; their entire marriage was violent, loveless (father sleeping on the floor for fifteen years), and calculating.

This man (a semi-famous paleoconservative Homophobic activist on par with the Westboro Baptist Church) was interested in Asian culture and married because he was socially unable to marry a white or non-Asian woman due to his political beliefs and personality quirks (he is very socially conservative, very racist against blacks, Hispanics and Muslims, a Holocaust denier and anti-Semite, extremely over the top homophobic, very shy, not many friends, belief that white women are too liberated, extremely distasteful of feminism, extremely meek and unable to make eye contact with others, steps off the sidewalk when larger men approach, unwilling to work or make money for fear of violating Christian scripture). His interest in Asian culture was largely dictated by his personality – in which he idealized Asian cultures as being more honorable and traditional, and mistook “white worship” (a cultural tick in which Asian women see themselves as less beautiful than white women and marry white men for status and integration), for “traditionalism” and “submissiveness.”

I was raised largely as a white child, yet turned more Asian in appearance with age. I was raised in an environment that had an undercurrent of anti-Asian male racism (America), saw Asian women (including five out of six of them in my own family, all of them, including my own parents divorced or separated – my mother being dead) throw themselves at white men (the majority of whom are racists, Republicans, or short and or meek), and also an over-current of false Eurasian myths about beauty and intelligence. I subconsciously always believed myself to be “less” because my own mother and her sisters all were married to white men and adamantly denied I was Asian for a decade. 

My parents’ relationship, as was the case in every single one of my female relatives, was loveless, violent and broken due to her disillusionment with my father after ten years as he failed to make enough money, and grew balder and fatter and no longer lived up to the White male Prince Charming she had wanted (separate bedrooms, forced to sleep on the couch, extreme violent fighting). My brother and I suffered extreme psychological and physical abuse (beaten with coat hangers by our mother, Tiger Mommed, had her threaten to kill herself with a butcher knife in front of us, threatened to crash the car with us in it while driving at 90 mph), and her behavior became worse and worse as she realized that her white husband wasn’t making as much money as her brother and sister, who both married Chinese partners. This is a story of someone who was very sick, and in recovery.

The behavior of Asian women, in particular, is like nothing else on earth, to the point that you can see the majority of all stories about abusive parents on Reddit’s AsianParentStories sub – complain about the mothers, including the second generation Asian mothers – like Amy Chua – who metamorphosize into the Tiger Mothers that they hate, despite claiming to hate Asian men. Celeste Ng, a New York Times best-selling author, personally attacked me, after I pointed out that her book “Everything I Never Told You” was based on the broken WMAF families in her friends’ circle, yet she had written it about a family involving an Asian father. Asian women have proven themselves to be extremely hostile against non-Asian women, something out of their deep self-loathing and cultural proclivity towards integration and status, wherein love is secondary if not nonexistent in favor of maintaining status, face, and power over women who they view, deep down, as more beautiful than them. They will even go so far as to attack Asian male / non-Asian female couples, and force their Eurasian children (like me) to marry Asian, in an attempt to maintain an image of false superiority over non-Asian women; (e.g., that Asian women are the most beautiful, when they are not, and heavily rely on yellow fever and male desperation for their feeling of integration and desirability).

When I got older, despite the fact that society told me that I was “unique” for being Eurasian, I was treated with contempt by both white people AND Asian people; Asian women would often express disgust at me for being Asian (scowling at me on the street, or smirking), and white people would constantly remind me that I was Asian in a way to demean and undermine me. Several of my “friends,” who were engineers and nerdy, actually would take every opportunity to remind me of my Asianness, while sleeping with Asian women, as Asian women were all they could get. This caused me to self implode from a popular, outgoing Eurasian to becoming a recluse and suicidal. My insanity grew more and more pervasive as I fantasized about cutting out my eyes to make them deeper, refused to look in the mirror for five years,

Two years after writing the below, I am leaving it word for word, as I wrote it, as proof of how I felt and feelings I still struggle with as a male of Asian heritage who clearly looks Asian, born to a mother who thought of Asian men as beneath her. I am highly educated, formerly well liked, popular, handsome, out going  and like many Eurasians I burned out in my twenties with the realization that people, even Asian women in my Asian family, hate my Asian side, so now I’ve turned my talents towards exposing the last bastion of White supremacy in the world as candidly as I can. I am literally dissecting White male / Asian women couples and the Eurasian identity to a degree that nobody else ever has.

I actually moved to China (which saved my life) in order to escape racism and feelings of inferiority – and was shocked on learning that my own mother (and many other Chinese) had moved to America in order to find the American dream – a dream that hated me for my Asian blood. 

highly recommend that any potential parent to half-Asian children make sure that they are marrying on a clean slate – with zero fetishism, zero white-worship, and zero undertones of racial hierarchies – and that they be completely honest about this, to avoid sending more young man down the path that I went. Hapa males in particular need special consideration due to the fact that we have zero privilege, and yet are raised by two people who want privilege without having to do any of the work.

I am doing this for every single half-Asian kid out there who has committed suicide, thought about suicide, suffered from racism, isolation, outcasting, and had two parents whose entire relationship was nothing but lust, selfishness, even hatred – leaving us with nothing but perpetual isolation. The world does not care about Hapa males if you look average or even a little bit Asian. The world – even Asian women, who truly believe that they are white – only care about whiteness and white men.

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The Half Asian Baby Lie Pushed by Asian Women (And Their White Male Enablers)

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Deanna Fei’s son. He witnessed racial abused by white men at a Knicks game and will be turned down by white and Asian women, just like his mother turned down Asian men. So now you have a totally Asian looking son born to a woman who spent her entire life talking shit about Asian men and chasing tall white men.
  • Cute babies don’t mean good lookin adults.
  • Most Eurasians don’t look like movie stars.
  • Most Eurasians just look Asian. At best they will look like good looking Asian men, but usually look average.
  • Most women don’t want any Asian blood at all (I’ve been shot down for being Asian three times – despite being tall, good looking, and popular, and this was enough to destroy me forever).
  • Asian women think tall blond white men are better, so that means white men are better than Eurasians.
  • People who hate Asian men – including most women – don’t distinguish between half and full. We are still chinks, inferior to the white men they wanted.
  • Asian women marry white men for social access – i.e., to higher society, access to European spaces, but we, their half Asian sons, are severely limited from those same spaces due to racial insults, disparaging remarks and open discrimination
  • You’re literally asking your own son to take pride in the fact that he looks Asian… but his own mother and all her friends and literally all but a few women around him don’t want Asian men? Really? Are you really asking us to do that?

Even more telling is that 90% of all half Asian people have white dads and Asian moms and we’re supposed to not notice this somehow – we’re not allowed to talk about it despite the fact that no matter where we go – there are Asian women openly preferring white men – meaning that half Asian blood is essentially worthless. 

“Chicks dig mixed guys,” is what I hear a lot. How come whenever a Eurasian says this he’s twenty years old, a permanent virgin, and has no experience with women at all? Chicks dig white looking mixed guys. They don’t dig Asian looks at all. Stop lying about this.