Interesting Post: “Of the Hapas I’ve Known”

A user named MDNzyzy just posted this on /r/Hapas. You can check his history if you think I made this up.

First hapa I met was a kid in HS with a Japanese dad and a white mom. Dude was a badass, fucked with the hottest girls and did the ballsiest skate tricks (like ollying 12 stairs). He played soccer for our school and during a match, HEADBUTTED a white opponent for saying racist shit to him.

Second hapa I met was in freshman year of college. He was half viet half american (I think). His mom was viet, dad was white, but he kept his viet name cause his dad abandoned or parents divorced, not sure. Let me tell you – this kid was FUCKED UP. He often would mutter about killing everyone in the Quad (dorms), socially dysfunctional, and from what i heard – masturbated even when his roommate was STILL in the room. No sense of hygiene whatsoever.

The third hapa i’ve been great friends with for 5 years. He was the drummer of my band and half-flip half-white (WMAF parents). He exclusively dates full or partially flip girls (by choice or because of limited options, I can’t say). His dad is friendly enough and his mom can’t cook for shit because she had to accommodate her husband’s white-bread taste buds for 20+ years.

In any case, just thought i’d share. Been lurking for a few weeks.

Pinpoint accurate even right down to the comment about the Filipino moms which I mentioned a while back.

Another user wrote:

Sounds typical. To outsiders it may seem we bash wmaf and promote amwf, but it is rooted in truth.

I remember an amwf chinese-white kid at my old highschool, looked him up on linkedin, turns out he became valedictorian went to princeton and now is at stanford for grad school. The amwf japanese-white kid on my soccer team now is playing semi-pro soccer.

Whereas the wmaf kids i knew, work at bestbuy and petsmart and/or just fell off the face of the earth.

Didn’t I write that I fell off the face of the earth at the beginning of this blog?

As I said, Eurasians with Asian fathers are able to manage their half-Asian looks and treatment by society; Asians with white fathers live with perpetual knowledge that their own flesh and blood mothers were “one of those” deliberately attacking Asian men and Asian culture.

You think I’m making this up? How on earth would a white man and an Asian woman who hate Asian men be capable of raising an Asian looking child?

People need to do me a favor. If you find this blog, spread the word before more people get hurt. Please. You really have no idea what’s coming.

This shit needs to be straightened out before whatever is coming, comes. And it’s already coming. I have verbalized as best as I could the issue of mixed race mental issues. There are probably hundreds upon hundreds of thousands of mixed race Asians out there with similar issues but with nobody to reach out to.

Half Asian Son Alex Buckner Kills Family After Shooting Them and Setting Home on Fire; 2/26/2016

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Son Kills Family After Shooting Them and Setting Home on Firefrom today, February 26th, 2016.

I think it’s time to admit that half-Asian sons have a problem before this gets worse, and it is getting worse; this brings the tally of half Asians to make national news in 2016, to 6.

All of them with white fathers. Let me reiterate: there were 6 half-Asians in the news in the year 2016, alone.

It is February 26th, meaning we are 57 days into the year 2016, and there have been 6 major incidents that have made national news.

Six out of six of these incidents involved half Asian children with white fathers.

Six out of six.

There will be more incidents this year involving half Asians.

They will be uniformly young, more or less in Elliot Rodger’s age bracket.

All of them will have white fathers.

Read this here, on this website: each and every one of them will have a white father.

These are not black criminals committing terrible crimes; these are the sons of white men and Asian women – the supposed master-race of beautiful, talented Eurasians.

Do I need to get into why, again?

Read the blog:

the collision between race fetishism, emasculation, white supremacy, self-hatred, mental illness, cultural and racial confusion, racial bullying, isolation at being mixed race, the Asian mother bad-mouthing Asian men, lack of Asian friendships, lack of Hapa friendships, the white father’s racism, the sexual dynamics between mother and father, the colonialism, the lack of resemblance to ones own parents, and depression are routine in Hapas. Not rare, but routine.

It’s farcical how Asian women intend to instill in us a proper sense of value and self worth when our entire existence is based on how inferior the genes of Asian males are, yet we by and large resemble Asian males.

Listen to me very, very carefully. Read the following words next as if they were written by the Queen mother herself:

I know exactly what I’m talking about when I say that being mixed race is much, much more traumatic than our parents could ever realize, and we have almost no outlet and no resources at all.

The mental illness evident on the early pages of this blog are proof enough that something is amiss, not just in me – but the half-Asian demographic at large.

I am Eurasian. I am not the white man who can take and pick any Asian woman he pleases. In order for me to develop a healthy identity – I must be proud of my Asian heritage. My mother, western culture, and Asian women around me made it very, very difficult to accept myself.

I am cream of the crop – highly educated.

At my very lowest, the feeling of being so alone, so aloof, undesirable, betrayed, self-hating and confused, that I can say with accuracy that I was not in control of myself anymore. I’d hate to say it – but Eurasians are completely unique in our situation as opposed to other mixes, and we, and I – at one point – posed a danger to ourselves and those around us.

Reddit Dump; Why Asian Women Set a Dangerous Precedent for Eurasian Sons; On This Week’s New York Time’s Hapa Article “Choose Your Own Identity”

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If no one else is going to talk about these things, I am going to. This blog is well on its way to being the number one half-Asian resource on the internet. Any commenters here would be smart to stick around. “Suck it up,” and “he’s hot” comments don’t work in reality. 

The majority of people on this blog claim that their wives / girlfriends / mothers weren’t looking for white men. Yet the fact remains that this is the most common interracial pairing, bar none. And the resulting children look Asian. So either I am lying, or someone else is lying. I am not lying, because I know for fact, from my father’s mouth, that my mother threw myself at him because he was white.

The result is that among these millions of children born, ideally the maximal potential for their abilities should be achieved, but since their own parents dictated to them that race matters, and that Asian men were inferior to white men, the potential for burning out is massive, especially as they get older and “sexual preferences” become more of an issue past childhood.

There is little that would ever convince me to be a good, upstanding, or productive citizen if I found out that my own mother preferred white men. What kind of horror would this amount to if a child caught wind of this – that ones own mother hated Asianness, and Asian men – the ones capable of producing full Asian children – yet producing a half Asian son?

Anyone who has ever known more than one Hapa would attest to this.

Anyways, morsels of wisdom from /r/Hapas, the only real community of Eurasians on the internet, one growing daily and destined to become a massive collective think tank for all Hapa / Eurasian / half-Asian issues.

The reason WMAF Asian mothers fail, is not because of what they say, but what they do. No matter how much they claim to value Asian activism, their “revealed preferences” for white men, en masse, on a scale unlike any other race of women, is the ONLY true message they send to their Half Asian sons.

A link from user Mtzo, also the creator of (I think, though he’s never admitted it) stuffeurasianslike.wordpress.com. Reddit thread can be seen here.

More from him, regarding this New York Times article from this week about biracialism:

mtzoWM/AW Son 1 day ago

Coming from her position, it would be “problematic” for her to ever directly challenge the choices of Asian women, as bluntly as we do at [here].

But she is definitely hinting at some of our points. She brings up that Eurasian boys might seek to be white, at the very young age of 5; because of all the anti-Asian racism. She also calls out the hypocrisy of a WMAF Asian woman judging a 5 year old boy for his Asian shame. In context “As a child, I most wanted to fit in.” points to the Asian mother wanting to be “normal” (read white). And so the author is at least gingerly hinting at the Asian mother contributing to the valuing of whiteness, and then judging her son for seeking the very thing she values. It just shows that the r/Hapas position is not as “crazy” as our critics made it out to be a few months ago, and is even gaining traction among the Hapa Establishment, from leading figures within mixed race feminism and social justice.

More from him;

There are numerous articles written by Asian moms about wanting to preserve the Asian side of their Hapa sons. The problem is that, these Hapas are not feeling shame about their Asian side for no reason. And the plain fact is, these Asian moms might very will be prime contributors to Asian shaming, by making their outmarriage and racial preferences known in such huge numbers. It is impossible to look at outmarriage in such monumental numbers and not interpret it as a judgement against Asian and Half Asian men. And many Asian women are quite open in saying it.

I don’t believe Hapas should try to pretend they are white. I believe it is a strategy doomed to fail. But I can certainly understand why at age 5, a Hapa would think being an Asian boy is something to run away from. The Asian mom acts so shocked and horrified by it. Not realizing that the millions of women like her ARE making being an Asian boy something to be ashamed of. To put it bluntly as long as WMAF remains so imbalanced, and on a scale unlike any other race of women, Hapa boys WILL be ashamed to be Asian. Some might come to hate WMAF for emasculating them. While others will go in the other extreme direction of becoming White Nationalists to prove their whiteness. Asian women are making Asianess something to be ashamed of in their sons.

Tsui writes about when she was younger she wanted to “fit in”. If we flesh out the real meaning of these sentiments, it probably means that she wasn’t a “real American” because she was Asia. Now that she has a white husband shes “normal”. And of course her Half white son also wants to be normal. His mom is Chinese, but hes not. I believe that the bloggers was at least softly chiding Tsui on some of these exact points.

His particularly chilling comment:

Perhaps Tsui as an individual is sincere yet problematic. My personal belief is that being a WMAF Hapa son, can’t be separated from the nature of actually existing WMAF. In which it carries a ton of racial and gender baggage, and is happening in such a manner as that a Half Asian boy would have legitimate reasons to feel shame at being an Asian boy.

From user “Bestofbothworlds2”

[–]bestofbothworlds2son of hapa parents 7 points1 day ago*

It’s nice to see a hapa speak out for us and criticize these (always Asian) mothers who insist on speaking for their children while they are too young to disagree. These (until recently) were the only hapa narratives that ever seemed to get any readership. Funnily enough, when their children grow up and have voices of their own, their words are rarely so self-serving.

It annoys me when parents extol the virtues of being mixed race and ramble about how they are doing the world a service, making it more color blind. Further fragmenting a community that is already as fragmented as the Asian-American community is is not doing anyone a service except the Asian women who leave it and the white men they inevitably marry. Interracial marriage does NOT make for better race relations unless a majority percent of the population is very open to them, and with all races and genders in equal measure. If this is not the case, it may even make existing race relations worse.

Being hapa in many ways is trading undiluted Asianness – the languages, the cultures, having a huge part of the world that belongs to people like you, and everything that entails – for white DNA. Is it worth it?

My comment:

Ultimately the hope is that we would never have had issues with it. For twenty years Asian women and white men prayed fervently that these issues would never be revealed as being less than innocuous. And given that there are so many hapas coming here agreeing and yet a number who just plug their ears and scream “no it’s not true!” reveals in actuality that these women do indeed wish that asianness be subverted without any collateral damage.

Now that the collateral damage is happening, they are quickly backtracking on their hatred.

The Most Blatant, Obvious Fact That No One Wants to Even Come Close to Acknowledging

It’s the same empty rhetoric over and over. I’m imsane. I’m stupid. I’m insecure. I don’t get laid. I don’t lift weights. I whine too much.

So answer the fucking question:

If an Asian woman likes a white man because she feels he’s superior in ANY WAY to an Asian man, and a white man is with her knowing this, and even himself feeling superior over Asian men…

What happens to the son?

It’s such a simple question. It’s literally so fucking incredibly simple. 

No insults, just: Answer. The. Question.

Provide a suitable answer and I’ll take this site off the website, remove it from Google listings, and stop it from becoming the number one site devoted to Eurasian issues on the planet.

 

Why Politics Mean Nothing to a Eurasian

Why do Asian women love white men? Is it because Asian men are unattractive? Is it because Asian men are patriarchal assholes?

The answer is that it doesn’t matter; the outcome is the same. A Eurasian male. Having children and giving them a good life goes well beyond being able to have mutual attraction and having sex; and even if the mutual attraction is structured as such because of biological or political reasons, the fact remains that the child is still stuck with the outcome of being an Eurasian male (and more often than not, an ASIAN LOOKING MALE) born to a man and woman who cared little for the issues of Asian men. 

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A Challenge to My Readers:

Observe Eurasians in real life.

Observe their behavior; observe their reactions to being called Asians.

Also observe their reaction to saying “of course your dad is white.”

Also observe the numerous amount of single, gay, or just plain forever alone Eurasians out there.

Until the age of 22-23, this is doable; the constant lies fed to them by their parents that race doesn’t matter is enough to bide their time, until early adulthood, where they can still hold onto the hope that they can achieve true equality in the dating world, and in the real world.

But most of all I challenge you to really observe the ones you know and consider it in light of what I am writing on this website.

Remember: pain can be subdued with enough psychotherapy of comforting talk; but biological reality? Can that really be subdued, ever?

Again, I ask any Eurasian person or even a white person reading this blog: why are Asian women so adamant about finding white men? What is the issue here?

The Ongoing Mentally Ill Eurasian List: Why Are Hapas Committing So Many Crimes?

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They’re mental illness breeding machines (link to study on mental illness).

Unless someone can accurately provide a plan under which a massive amount of Hapas, the majority of whom are born to Asian women who hate, dislike, disregard or disfavor Asian men and Asian blood, can uniformly come to terms with such a nihilistic and overwhelming slap in the face, then these crimes are going to continue happening.

I know so because as the son of people like this, I can understand the overwhelming feelings of desperation, anger, and hatred. Just go to the first pages of this blog!

I will explain why I think so after the list, and you can deduce why this is happening based on my personal experiences listed elsewhere on this website (hopefully as you go backwards in time you will see how my psychological issues worsen and worsen the earlier and earlier you go).

This is objective from aggregate data. Obviously there are hundreds we probably don’t know about, but I think it’s fair that we tally the ones we know of so far, despite research not being completed.

What’s telling isn’t that there are so many. There aren’t, relative to the total number of Hapas. What’s telling is that they are so massively unbalanced according to the parents.

If you think I’m lying, go ahead and list cases that I missed.

Hapa Criminals / News Stories with Asian Fathers:

Hapa Criminals / News Stories with Asian Mothers, from 2013-2015 alone.

Want to go further back in time? Sure, how about this?

  • Glenn Murphy, Jr., 2007, Head of Young Republicans, arrested for sexual assault on a 22 year old sleeping man.
  • Phillip Sands, ex-deputy Sheriff’s son convicted of murder, 2005.
  • Marcus Epstein, 2007, anti-immigrant activist arrested for assault on a black woman
  • Learco Chindamo, half Italian, half Phillipino, convicted in 1995 stabbing murder
  • Arthur Patterson, 1997 Itaewon murder
  • Heck Van Tran, Triple Murder
  • Roger Brady, double murder
  • David Anthony Runyon, 2007, killer for hire
  • Empire State Building Shooter, 2012
  • Robert John Bardo, Korean mother, White father, 1989 murder
  • George Woldt, wanton abduction, torture, rape and murder of college student Jacine Gielinski in 1997. “His own mother is Korean and apparently Woldt never accepted his Asian ancestry and wished his mother dead for having had him.”
  • Martin Soto-Fong, Mexican father, Chinese mother, triple murder, 1994
  • Alfred K. Brown, White Father, Japanese Mother, 1982 Triple Murder
  • Jason McClendon, 1995, White Father, Half Asian Mother, Murder of Mother
  • Steven Parker. White Father, Vietnamese Mother. Double Homicide, Kidnapping, Robbery. 2005. sources
  • Gerald Powers. White Father, Taiwanese Mother. Murder and aggravated robbery. 1966. source
  • Michael Blair. White Father. Thai Mother. Sexual Assault and Rape of multiple children. Early 90’s. source
  • George Wilkerson. White Father. Korean Mother. Murder. 2005. source

 

I would even go so far as to include my own brother, who has been bed ridden for 15 years after being diagnosed for schizophrenia, unable to keep a job.

The recent events in the news shows that almost 40 years after immigration laws were passed allowing Asians to immigrate to the U.S., the first batch of 2nd generation Hapas are coming of age; I consider myself among the older Hapas born in the mid 80’s, and it’s no surprise to me that we are now seeing the younger Hapas act out violently. The mental illness that crippled my brother is a legitimate thing for Hapas. The severe issues I had with my psychology was bad enough to push me to thoughts similar to those exhibited by some of these criminals. Luckily, I was able to pinpoint the source before anything drastic happened.

Above, I, with the help of some other Hapas, have compiled a list of Hapa / Eurasian / Half White criminals. They have been divided into categories, those with Asian mothers, and those with White mothers.

After a year of research, myself and some others have found four total Eurasian criminals with Asian fathers, compared to dozens from the other category.

The bottom line for what’s going on is this: Asian women dislike Asian men yet produce half-Asian sons who feel psychological emasculated and seek to emulate Whiteness, which itself is seen as the ticket to being loved and accepted; moreover, since white men often marry Asian women because they have too extreme right-wing views to be acceptable to white women, the child itself is also conditioned with these views. Lastly, as Asian women primarily concern themselves with integration and liberation from Asian male-ness, they put little thought into the mental health of their half-Asian children who have difficulty grasping the concept of being Asian, yet having parents who hated Asian men.

Hence we see a commonality among these criminals, with Asian mothers, wherein their crimes focus largely around sexual violence, violence against minorities, and in several cases, matricide. 

  • A Eurasian boy born from an Asian woman who spent her entire life hating and avoiding Asian men will be mentally unhealthy as the child itself is still an Asian male and it is biologically impossible for a Hapa child to be white; it is impossible for the child to spend his entire life hating and denying his heritage, as his mother wished she were able to. I lost 60 pounds in a single summer in an attempt to look whiter.
  • A Hapa boy born from a white man and a woman of color who places inherent value on whiteness will be  mentally unhealthy as we still remain Asian in the eyes of society and have only the reminder of own expulsion by our mothers’ behavior. 
  • A Hapa boy raised to be white and who lives in terror of his Asian heritage (I refused to look at photos of myself for almost 10 years for fear of seeing Asian features, refused to ever grow my hair out so that it wouldn’t be a darker color, adamantly denied I was half Chinese for years, and refused to even look at my own parents’ photograph for fear of being reminded that I was Asian, and even to this day in late 2015 have difficulty looking at myself in the mirror) will live in mental agony.
  • A Hapa boy or girl born from a self-hating Asian woman and the man who tolerates it, and has no idea how to raise an Asian son, because of its advantageous to him and his desire for sex / companionship / or in my case, “traditional marriage” will mentally unhealthy
  • A boy raised by a father and mother who have no idea about and / or reinforce the stereotypes about Asian men being undesirable will bementally unhealthy especially if the Asian son has no Asian father figure in his life.
  • A Eurasian boy born from the systemic imbalance of power between Asian women and Asian men will be mentally unhealthy.
  • A Eurasian son born to a woman who believes Asian men to be unworthy of her affection and by extension even existing will be mentally unhealthy.