🔥🔥🔥Welcome to the Hapacalypse: Why More and More Hapa / Half-Asian / Eurasian Criminals is Inevitable and a Good Way to Understand the Bizarre behavior of Half-Asians

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I am actually appealing to non-Asians to recognize these couples for what they are. My mother was like this, my father was an anti-black, antisemitic paleoconservative who valued an Asian woman for her “white worship”, completely disregarding other horrible characteristics of hers, in exchange for getting laid semi-regularly, and then not at all.

Anyone who has ever spent a significant time around Asian women realizes that there are more than a handful who have nothing but vitriolic and vile hatred in their hearts for Asian men. This probably has something to do with their failure to find them attractive (for physical reasons) so they essentially treat them as antagonists.

As if this were not problematic enough, these same women eventually go on to marry white men, and produce half-Asian children. These half-Asian children are exposed to the following elements:

  • Vitriol from Asian women
  • Massively unbalanced interracial dating
  • Constant attacks on Asianness by Asian women in relations with white men (the same ones who date white men yet still have to make the inferiority of Asian men well known)
  • The fact that they themselves naturally require a healthy identity in order to function yet Asian maleness was categorically attacked from the beginning; making healthy identity impossible.
  • A nihilistic sense of self worth where their entire usefulness is dictated by how Asian or un-Asian they look.

This in turn is producing millions of unhealthy Hapa children. 

They literally are creating a Catch-22 for their own sons, wherein they demonize Asianness, yet produce half-Asian sons, and then forbid them from complaining about being brutally reminded of their own inferiority (see the Esther Ku remark above or this one below):

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Even more obvious is the fact that when Asian women are confronted with this, their usual arguments are “we owe Asian men nothing,” “it is not our duty to find Asian men attractive;” which are all true.

However, as these same women are going to give birth to sons and can offer nothing more than off-the-bat platitudes and a complete lack of concern for the mental state of CHILDREN, it is necessary to deduce that:

These women (and men) are literally the last people on earth suited for raising half Asian children, especially men. By being so adamantly opposed to introspection they are actually proving me right in implying they are not suitable for motherhood / fatherhood. A mother / father’s job is to care wholly for the wellbeing of her child, lest she produces a societal-detriment, which we are already filled to the brim with.

So what is happening now is that Asian women are attempting to level the blame onto half-Asian men in the present, in order to immunize themselves in the future from their own self blame, which will happen.

Half Asian men and women are left to fend for themselves in a society that is increasingly racist, rather than decreasingly, as previously though.

However, the real blame needs to be leveled on two parents, an Asian woman and white man (again, oftentimes a man, like my father, who enjoys feeling “superior” over rejected Asian men; or in many cases, just worshipped for his race unjustly whereas he feels white women failed to do so), who do not care for the mental health or spiritual wellbeing of their own sons, a demographic they are callously bringing into the world by the millions, a demographic that is destined to explode in what I call: The Hapacalypse.

We have already seen in two years such violent outbursts from Hapas, all with Asian mothers and white fathers. There will be more coming.

On this date, December 14th, 2015, remember that I, a Eurasian, specifically blamed the dynamic of White Men and Asian Women for creating a demographic of monsters. 

I no longer am concerned with appealing to Asian women. I am concerned with appealing to you, my non-Asian readers, to recognize these people for what they are. This is not a “progressive” pairing. It is racism. Please, please, please recognize this before it is too late. Do I have to remind you about how my mother commented on my high nose, light eyes, repeatedly, while concurrently having a massive blowout at my father for harboring anti-semitic, Holocaust denying views?

Yes, I am Eurasian / Hapa / half-Asian, yes I am real, and no I won’t show my face right now out of fear for attack and retribution. This will happen eventually. But please, please, believe me.

It doesn’t matter how many Asian women deny this; by this blog even existing and popping up after virtually any “half-Asian” search (and within a few months it will be the number one search result), this becomes a problem for society as a whole, and ideally it will ruin the social lives and society’s view of these pairings rather than them being hoisted up as being progressive.

There is no “white-only” Asian woman on the PLANET who would admit to this being a plausible issue; but it doesn’t matter – all I have to do is sway public opinion to my side using reason and truthfulness, and then the whole roof will cave in. That means: appealing to non-Asians, blacks, whites, Hispanics, Muslims, etc. You all know well the adage of the “pen being more powerful than the sword.” You want world peace? Then dismantle the goddamned systems of power and hierarchies that exist in so called “free countries” and stop valuing your own selfish needs for five goddamned minutes.

What is it with gay men, and anti-gay men, who marry Asian women? Are they one and the same?

Meet Chao Gao. 

After discovering a dildo among her husband’s belongings during a move Wednesday night, the Florida woman attacked her spouse, leaving him with bruises and scratches on his face, according to cops who arrested Chao for domestic battery.

Link here.

Violent Chinese mom? Check? Possibly gay undersexed white husband? Check.

I had another post up but I decided this one is more interesting. Again, please take my word on this. I am even being attacked by other Hapas, probably because I am broaching a territory that nobody wants to venture – one that involves a direct assault on the people who birthed us.

Who the hell would let that sit with them? What kind of person attacks their own parents? 

This is the Hapagate and I am your man inside.

Above is a news story involving a Chinese woman being violent with her white husband… because he was using a dildo. On himself.

It’s getting tiresome reiterating the same crap over and over, so let me cut to the chase.

My dad never used a dildo on himself, of this I am fairly positive. My dad is very, very, very anti-gay. Westboro Baptist Church anti-gay, as in he believes gays are an abomination, knows well the story of Sodom and Gomorrah, and has… I’ll leave it at that to avoid being exposed. Just keep this in mind during the next thing I’m going to say.

My take on the above news story, being the son of a FOB Chinese woman and a white man:

  • Sexlessness leading to masturbation. Not sure if my dad masturbated or not, but sexlessness post 30 or so was the status quo in my house; keep in mind that my mother never really married for love. It was just… use this white guy, a very robotic relationship. Very common among immigrant Asian women looking for a foothold in White society.
  • Violence. My mom was very violent. Chinese women supposedly have this reputation and she sure lived up to that. She would brandish knives on us, beat us with wire coat hangers, force my brother and I to beat each other with coat hangers…. typical Tiger Mom bullshit. When she would snap on my dad, it was like World War 3. Extreme psychosis. Again, never about love. My dad failed to measure up to the White Prince Charming bit and this drove her nuts, calling the cops on him, conducting covert incest with me, etc.

But this story isn’t the first time I’ve heard of a man with certain… proclivities marrying Asian. There are literally dozens upon dozens of these stories out there.

There was this story at the Klimpton hotel a while back where a famed DC lawyer David Messerschmitt was murdered when he placed an ad looking for gay sex.

His wife?

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Some other random stuff I’ve come across, such as this white guy coming out as transgendered to his girlfriend:

Or this, “reformed” gay Christian man married to, you guessed it:

I have suspicions that gay men marry Asian women for the following reasons:

  • Conservative white parents who would be adamantly opposed to having a gay son probably demand that their sons get married.
  • Asian women are a lot more lenient on gay white men, since they have no idea…. effeminate qualities can or would be endearing to them, since the man’s whiteness would override her suspicions.
  • Asian women are seen as easily duped or easily manipulated.
  • Asian women can be very pedomorphic, lack overtly large breasts and buttocks (I’m sorry) that would normally attract red-blooded men. I.e., they can be reminiscent of men…. though this theory doesn’t seem to make sense to me.
  • White women are probably a lot more in tune with the behavior of their husbands and would be able to detect gay patterns in their husbands’ behavior, and much less likely to forgive it.
  • If a gay man wants to get married, he pretty much knows that he can manipulate Asian white-worship to the extent that she would overlook his obvious signals.

But that brings me to another issue; why are adamantly anti-gay men also marrying Asian women? I.e., the extremely anti-gay, anti-black, white racist types who seek out traditional Asian brides as an alternative to largely Democrat-voting white women?

For one, white women tend to vote liberal, and have a reputation among the MRA / MGTOW crowd of being too far left, liberated, or feminist, hence Asian women provide the necessary substitute to the white picket fence lifestyle that white men desire. Notice it’s never black or Latin women (I mean, it is sometimes, but it’s largely Asian women).

But do the two intertwine? I’ve heard gay men say before that often times the most homophobic men tend to possess latent homosexual urges, hence their knee-jerk responses of repulsion to the idea of gay sex. As a straight male, gay sex doesn’t interest me nor does the private behavior of gay males, since it doesn’t affect me. I really have no idea what the hell is going on between anti-gay men and their actual sexual preferences.

But here’s an interesting case.

In 2007, a Republican Party Chairman named Glenn Murphy Jr., who was also Hapa with a white father, was arrested for performing oral sex on a sleeping man.

From Salon.com

Advocated “straight” family values
Outed: In 2007, Murphy was arrested for performing fellatio on an unwilling man while he slept.
Outcome: Murphy admitted the events, was charged with sexual assault, and was jailed. He is now a registered sex offender.

Murphy was also vehemently anti-gay.

The closeted conservative Hapa is nothing new. Raised by a conservative white man (often an army or… Navy man) and an Asian mother, the gay Hapa really has no outlet at all, since he would never be able to come out to his parents.

Think I’m lying? Ask me for a meetup.

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The Asian Female / White Male Dynamic Broken Down from the Inside (I.e., From a Eurasian Son Viewpoint)

Since this blog is quite long I figured I would reiterate my experience as the son of an Asian mom and White father. If you have similar experiences please contribute to this thread.

I will break this down sequentially.

  1. My mother had a poor relationship with her father, who was physically abusive to his children; she also had a background of poverty wherein the grandfather quite literally beat all of the children with a cane in the case of them doing poorly in school.
  2. She threw herself at my father on meeting him in a university setting; he was tall and blue eyed with red hair. So in other words, she had a white-fetish.
  3. Father was a nebbish, soft-spoken “Asiaphile” with a degree in East Asian studies and multilingual in Asian languages.
  4. Father believed mother was “God’s gift from heaven.”
  5. My brother was born, then I was born via C-section, after which my mother received a blood infusion with blood tainted with Hepatitis (which would ultimately prove fatal).
  6. Up until the marriage and the time after that I don’t recall since I was too young.
  7. Brother looked distinctly more Asian than me, with black hair.
  8. Mother began to “Tiger Mom” my brother and focus all of her attention onto him; I suspect this is because he looked more Asian.
  9. I was allowed more liberties in terms of sports, video games, social activities; brother was mostly friendless.
  10. I began to act out at a young age, acting violently and anti-socially; possibly as a way to get attention from my mother who seemed to devote time to brother (possibly because she felt little connection with me, because of the C-section or because I looked less like her)
  11. My mother gradually grew sicker and with this more anger at my father’s racism (she called the police on him), as well as his inability to provide (was making roughly 40,000 to 50,000 a year against her siblings’ husbands who were making millions), as well as his cultural ineptitude and unwillingness to take a strict mentality with the children. Her fantasy of a tall white man became a reality of being married to a balding white guy – the exact type of guy who marries Asian women in the first place.
  12. Mother repeatedly hit my brother and I with various items, coat hangers, rulers, etc.
  13. Mother confiscated our toys repeatedly, punishing us with more and more severity.
  14. Towards the end of her life grew extremely resentful and hateful towards my father, constantly badmouthing him to me, criticizing everything from his eating habits to his appearance, and refused to allow us to go with him to his home state in the event of her death. Near the end she had a full blown hatred of him and refused to even see him while on her deathbed; she died alone.
  15. Died. I did not cry at her funeral although my brother did. I was laughing. This followed by 12 years of nightmares involving my mother returning.
  16. Brother having been primed to be accepted into a single top ranked school his entire life, was rejected despite my mother’s promises and efforts. His mental state collapsed.
  17. Unable to function without mother’s intervention he locked himself in his room for an entire year.
  18. After this became hooked on meds, institutionalized and spent $150,000 on mental health services despite doctors saying nothing was wrong with him.
  19. Effectively destroyed his entire brain with medicine and is no longer recognizable as a person; has worn the same shirt for 11 years. Schizophrenic as well as violent breakdowns at work in which the police were involved.
  20. My story was effectively increasingly paranoid, hatred of my Asian appearance, shame, involvement in white supremacist groups, extreme weight loss and weight gain in order to alter my appearance to be more white, etc.

Why Would a Half Asian / Hapa be Proud to be From This?

I literally challenge anyone to tell me how people like this have not come to pose a threat to the entire livelihood of half Asian children worldwide – how, with this pairing producing a massively growing demographic, these children will come to any sort of pride in their appearance and heritage.

Let me be very clear on this:

Half Asians are unique in this regard. Our parents do not exist in spite of racism. 

We exist because of racism.

No other pairing on the planet harbors this much sickness, racism, notions of colonialism, hatred, superiority, inferiority, imbalance, and every other despicable social ill worn on its sleeve. And children are well aware of the concepts of race as early as five years old. 

Even white racists might thing this is funny, but there are actual children being born from these pairings, children that will face monumental hurdles in escaping the Freudian psycho-sexual burdens hoisted onto them – and some of whom will actually pose a physical threat to others around them. There is nothing more compelling than the desire to want to escape ones own body, and this detachment, and overwhelming nihilism can be extremely dangerous.

And yet there are millions of these kids – many of them Asian in appearance (and in the real world people do not bother to distinguish between half and full), and my detractors have the nerve to criticize me for merely pointing this out? 

How will these children be able to differentiate between “good” WM/AW couples and bad WM/AW couples? Eventually, the lines are extremely blurred. Not only will any Asian looking Eurasian be rejected by both Asian and white women alike (sensibly, as most Asian women prefer white men, particularly in Western countries), but he will be only a few clicks away from extreme racism displayed by white men interested in Asian women, Asian women interested in white men, and have this reaffirmed over, and over, and over, and over, and over, in real life, merely walking down the street.

The above Asian woman is willing to degrade and allow herself and her race to be degraded only for a few minutes – nay, a lifetime – of acceptance from a white man – any white man, even the most racist, vile white man on the planet. Yet will her children not be Asians? Will her children not recognize that their own mother was a literal slave to a racist?

I thank God every day that my father was an Asiaphile – had respect for Asian culture – but in what world could a man like this, and a woman who enables his behavior, ever be a suitable mother and father to a half Asian child?

In what world would this child grow up and recognize that identifying as Asian was a good thing? In what world would this child be proud to be product of such a sick dynamic, with white dominating Asian? And in what world would a male child settle comfortably into a healthy identity, and look in the mirror at his Asian looks and find solace in them?

This is exactly the reason why, if you meet many Eurasians, they harbor depression, image issues, are openly disdainful of their Asian side – and if you don’t believe me, ask any Eurasian, tell him he looks full Asian, or even that he looks Asian – and WATCH HIS REACTION.

Please do not blame future criminal behavior by Asian looking Hapas on Asians; please, please recognize the sociological forces going into their creation. Please, please recognize the trauma that goes into our birth; please stop treating WM/AW couples with kids’ gloves and confront their racist attitudes before more people get hurt.

This goes well beyond any tragic mulatto trope. We are bordering on the creation of permanently damaged “creatures” that should never have been born.

As Peter Rodger said of his son Elliot, “he was broken from conception.” 

My New Year’s Observation on How Sadistic Certain People (Ahem… Women) are in Chinese culture

Story time. Anyone here who doesn’t know who I am… I’m a Eurasian with a Chinese mother and an American father, Ivy League educated, who flew to China with the intent to just live out the rest of my life in relative peace, and then die alone, via suicide or just naturally. If it wasn’t here, it would’ve been South America, Africa, or Central Asia. I pulled a Dave Chappelle essentially.

Let me preface that my Chinese family has many ultra sweet Chinese women that would never hurt a fly. I’m not being a misogynist or MRA or any bullshit slogans… Please. Other women know what other women are capable of. Even my wife and her mom are aware of this. Women are, after all, more intelligent than men.

But there are also a few to the point of being 50/50. And by bad people I mean the worst of the worst. This is for white guys who think Asian women are better partners than white women. And then I look at my mother and the others in her family I realize that again it’s almost a 50/50 split between sadists and normal, level headed women.

Anyways none of the women in my new Chinese (I.e., my wife’s) family married foreigners. The reason for this is probably because of poor language skills.

We went to stay at my wife’s uncles place for the New Year. He’s a pretty gruff guy, from the northeast, but he’s usually very friendly and accommodating. He has some five or six brothers and sisters, and there were about fifteen-twenty people at his house. He has a mansion in a gated community on the edge of Beijing. They’re shittily built McMansions popular with foreigners. Big houses but shit compared to the quality of stuff you’d find in the downtown area.

About five o’clock in the morning two nights ago, two hours after I got hammered I went downstairs to sleep in the basement. And then I heard this uncle yelling. It was some of the craziest, most furious yelling I’ve ever heard. Like that scene in Django Unchained where he cut his hand on a glass while doing it. He was screaming in front of his entire family “fuck your mother’s cunt,” and pretty much every other curse word.

Neither my wife or I had ever seen anyone so angry. We discussed this last night and came to the realization that his family had problems. He never finished high school but got rich off of owning several successful pharmacies. He is also divorced and has two young adult children, a boy and a girl, and an infant daughter from his new wife.

My wife told me his story. Apparently his daughter, who is about 20 or 21, set him off. We said, oh, there’s nothing she could’ve done to set a man off like that. My wife said to me, you can’t judge her, you don’t know what she’s been through. I said has she watched her mother die? And she said no. And I said; then she has no basis for comparison.

But, this girl is grade A nuts. She spent four years, having come back from the US just two months ago, in California, on a mission to earn a degree. She failed out twice and came back empty handed. She also managed to spend 2 Million RMB in a two year period. This is approximately 320,000 dollars. To ensure more money she threatened her dad that she would prostitute herself in the US for income. And my wife suggested it seemed as if she already had an abortion based on her appearance (don’t ask me but apparently women have a sixth sense on this stuff).

My wife said that her uncle must have blown up at the fact that his daughter hates his new wife. His new wife and him have a child together; like him, she never finished high school. Pretty, but uneducated. Chews with her mouth open. I quite like her though. The daughter hates this woman and apparently was furious because her father had promised to never have a child again. But obviously it would have happened because he’s rich and there’s little you can do to avoid this when you’re rich.

Apparently (we found out last night from my mom in law) the daughter tried to smother the baby with a pillow. The uncle warned his new wife to never allow his own flesh and blood daughter around his infant child.

At this point I should mention that this daughter spent almost all night trying to ply me for where she could find a foreign boyfriend, and show off her god awful English skills to me.

The story gets juicier when we find out about her mother (the ex-wife of rich uncle). This woman was from southern China. Before she got married she had a child with another boy. When she was sixteen. She had married the poor sodwhile she was still married. She kept this fact a secret from her own husband for sixteen years. Sixteen years.

When he found out he wanted to kill her. Apparently towards the end of the marriage they were using such colorful language as “I want to put you in a meat grinder,” which is all familiar to my own parents.

Anyways; what struck out to me was last night out of the blue, my wife suggested that her cousin had inherited the insane gene from her mother. That she was deeply mentally ill to the point of attempting to murder a sleeping infant. But more so to the point that my wife said:

“They’re the kind of women that says they’re willing and ready to do anything to succeed. She inherited the DNA from her crazy mom.”

And there this girl was asking me about foreign men. And there was this behavior manifested time and time again in the women in my own family, including my own mother, including the flirtation with filicide, where she would drive me and my brother at 90 mph on the highway and threaten to crash.

If you really lack any kind of basic human empathy then you will enter relationships for the sake of your own gain, your own manipulative purposes, for race…. This seems now to me fully engrained in Chinese and maybe even Asian culture. No white guy would ever be able to fathom this because as men our egos are such that we ignore obvious signs, even when dealing with white women, that we are being manipulated. Again, not misogynist; I’m just pointing out that women are often a thousand miles ahead of men in terms of understanding how to play the game.

These types of women do not fucking care about their children. They do not care about anything but themselves. The angst of a few Hapas is nothing on their radar. They simply do not care. I guarantee you behind every Asian woman complaining about shitty upbringing has a battered father who just exploded one day thanks to abuse from his mom. Even the so called white women that white guys hate, like bottom of the barrel “mudsharks” like Stanley Ann Dunham that they can’t shut the fuck up about, care a thousand times more for the wellbeing of her children.

There are no white men in my story, yet there would be, were this America. This is merely an observation on the behavior that seems commonplace.

I might add that there is another Chinese woman married to my wife’s eldest male cousin. He’s a typical Chinese guy. Very beta, very hard working. His wife, when pregnant, starved herself to prevent her little girl from growing big. His wife also missed nearly every event together. The first New Years spent together she threatened him with divorce in front of the entire family; he then spent the evening weeping like a child in his room. Last night she didn’t show up. Not only that but it was her husband’s birthday. She had in the past left the house and disappeared for a week at a time with no word of where she went.

The point of this story is that sexpats swear up and down western women are trash. Yet fail to realize that the trash of the east usually has its eyes on a white male. And now we have ten million hapas being raised by sociopaths and their narciccistic white husbands.

If anything I’ll encourage my son to marry black, Latina or white over Asian. There’s something deeply, deeply wrong with the culture that is irreparable.

And before we hear another happy go lucky hapa come in here talking about it’s not a big deal. If you look white shut the fuck up. Apparently I look white to these people and I recognize how privileged I am. I could turn my back on it all if I wanted.

After the first dozen times being called foreigner by these people the thought occurred to me to just walk away. But I wonder how many depraved sexpats take the white worship as a compliment. If anything it’s the gravest insult.

 

P.S.,

I just remembered that this cousin also asked me (she works at a very expensive car dealership) if I wanted to be a model for her company in some regards. She also said that I’m 2 inches too short but I would do facially.

I told her and her dad to their face that if they wanted a foreigner to show off, to go find a 100% white male to do the job because I’m just a mix. Not the real thing.

2009: “Asian/White hapa’s are for the most part really good looking, but they always have weird mental problems for some reason. Anger, depression, it’s always something. Maybe it’s the abusive father and over-subservient mother complex.”

My blog originated in 2014. In 2009 I was at the peak of my “crazy” behavior (i.e. losing 60 pounds in 3 months, having extreme body image issues as a man, and overall attempting to be white).

In 2009, people were already noticing this. If any of the readers here actually went out and met some Hapas, they would start noticing certain patterns.

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Largely – it’s a difficult proposition to navigate the world as a half-Asian child, born under the conditions that white fathers were better than Asians. Look at it from this perspective.

Your half Asian son sees white women laughing at Asian men – then sees Asian women laughing at Asian men – and then sees his own mother married to a white man, and all her friends married to white men.

If my readers think that this line of thought is largely limited to me, or this blog, you’re sorely mistaken.

Any white fathers / Asian mothers who believed that they were truly innocent would be attempting to nip this in the bud now, rather than wait. But in actuality, this is the truth:

These people actually do believe that white men are superior – yet raise half Asian children. The probability of us being resentful of our parents, angry, mentally unbalanced or manic depressive is very, very high.

Another Hapa arrested, Jan. 21st, 2016

http://newyork.cbslocal.com/2016/01/21/east-village-slashing-arrest/

 

NEW YORK (CBSNewYork) — A suspect has been arrested and charged in the slashing of a man in the East Village this past weekend, and he has also been accused in another similar incident.

The suspect was identified as Francis Salud, 28. He is originally from Queens, but has been living in Lower Manhattan, police said.

Salud was charged with assault, police said.

Detectives had been investigating an attack on Anthony Smith, 30, on East 6th Street this past Saturday when they identified Salud as a person of interest.

He is already charged with slashing someone behind Bellevue Hospital Center back on Oct. 18, but he was out on bail this past weekend. Police said he slashed the victim on the left side of his body in that incident, and the victim required 73 stitches. The attack came from a dispute over a cigarette, 1010 WINS’ Al Jones reported.

Everything said on this website is true; One of your own children is spilling all the beans on WM/AW couples.

To white male / Asian female lurkers: I don’t have to appeal to you. I have to appeal to the billions of people who were on the fence about you, but now will recognize you for the horrid people that you really are.

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  • Your value as a Eurasian is how white you look.
  • White fathers believe that just showing up, wearing an aikido uniform, making friends with your sensei doesn’t mean you know what it’s like to be Asian.
  • White male obsession with Asian culture is actually an obsession with Asian women.
  • White men saying they’re good fathers isn’t enough in raising a child when your relationship is loaded to hell with century-old implications of power and race imbalance.
  • You’re an idiot if you think that children don’t pick up on mommy / daddy being a different race and a million other couples having the same appearance.
  • White male obsession with Asian women is 9 out of 10 times an obsession with the only women that feel would tolerate you for their faults. Physical or social.
  • Relationships between white men / Asian women is directly rooted in the race of the man and the hope for whiter babies (my mother dyed her hair, wore colored contacts, took a white last name).
  • Asian women practice open racism where white men have much higher value than the average Asian man; they then have the nerve to tell half-Asian children to be proud to be Asian.
  • Half Asian sons are being raised by women who deliberately support the idea that whiteness is superior. Don’t believe me? Go ask one.
  • White men directly enable and manipulate self-hatred and white-worship to get laid and try to raise their sons as “substitute white people” (my father did this).
  • Asian women marry out of a desire to rebel against their culture, or because white men are taller / more sexually attractive, yet try to claim the Hapa identity as theirs. They spent decades trying to define Eurasians as being “beautiful / intelligent / talented” as a cover for their open racism.
  • The Hapa identity is a fabrication used to justify the idea that white blood makes Asians better. Hapas are not beautiful – white blood makes us more beautiful.
  • The preference for White men is not rooted in Asian male behavior, but overarching desire for whiter children, and white men. Asian male anger / bitterness (the natural result of being discarded) is then used to further excuse preference for white men, creating a perpetual cycle.
  • Ask any Asian woman, behind closed doors, why she likes white men, and she will admit that “Asian men are not attractive;” yet their sons will be Asian men.
  • Eurasians will always be reminded of how White men are better than Asian men, across the board, simply by leaving the house; my individual experiences, multiply it by millions – to understand that half-Asians are being born into a climate that Asian women created, one that hates the Asian male appearance.
  • Saying “no Asians” is open racism that no half-Asian son, in his right mind, if he knew his mother said this same thing, could ever love her.
  • The “Hapa” myth of Eurasian beauty only rings true for a small percentage of men, the others who just look Asian.
  • A large number of Hapas pass successfully as white and don’t need to think about these things, which ideally was the ultimate objective of their parents, to be raised as “replacement white children.”
  • Eurasian children will suffer if they look even vaguely Asian, and will be constantly reminded of their low social worth by other Asian woman / white male couples that are not their parents.
  • Asian women will lie to their teeth in order to prevent the truth getting out – that white men are just more sexually attractive.
  • They will lie to their own children and tell us that being Asian is a good thing when it is not a good thing to look anything like an Asian male.
  • Asian women are extremely privileged in White society and only after they have Asian looking kids do they try to prepare us for racism by teaching us about our heritage.
  • White men use Asian women for easy sex when White women fail to match their expectations of behavior, i.e., too slutty, sleeping with black men.
  • White men believe Asian women carry more “white values” than white women themselves.

Hapa / Half Asian Babies as Social Currency, and on Asian Women Altering Their Appearance

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Mini-celebrity Dawn Yang. I recognize the red hair dye and colored contacts from my mother.
Self hatred is mental illness; trying to look like another race is mental illness; valuing another race over ones own is mental illness, and this all leads to mentally ill, half-Asian children, because they are not white, but rather, half-Asian children born to an Asian woman who thought whiteness was better, and had the tools to get access to a white man.

Just now during lunch I saw a commercial featuring two Asian women holding half-Asian babies. Obviously the children were not theirs but they were somebody’s.

What’s alarming to me is the rate that Asian women use their half Asian children as social currency. Many of them, on the social app called “Mei Pai”, show off their half Asian children as evidence of being progressive, when in actuality Asian culture is extremely status conscious, and having a half-white child would be an immediate way to one-up ones peers, and even people they don’t know.

Also, since many of the Asian women are extremely status-driven, (my mother was a cold-blooded careerist from an extremely successful Hong Kongese family and my dad still hates her elder brother, constantly telling me how empty he is despite being worth some several hundred million), marrying a white European man was the best way to accomplish her goals, despite the fact that she never actually loved him. In fact, I don’t recall once in my life that my mother said “I love you” to either my father or us, and for the entire time that I can recall (having been together for 20 years), they neither slept in the same room, showed any sort of affection, or displayed any kind of behavior other than one of violence and open disgust, despite my father continuing to claim this day to have loved her.

So, similarly, on Meipai, you never see the white father in the pictures, rather, only the baby. Similarly, Singaporean blogger Xiaxue is the same way. The child itself is a commodity, praised for our beauty, and then essentially left on our own to raise ourselves, since our mothers were largely irrational sociopaths that couldn’t conceptualize being mixed race beyond “white skin, light eyes,” and our fathers were aloof opportunists who took advantage of Asian culture’s ills (like self-hatred) to get laid.

I went through a photo album last night of my family and two things stuck out to me; 1) my mother had dyed her hair red, and wore colored contacts, to the point that when she wore sunglasses, she actually looked like a dark skinned white woman; 2) she also looked like she weighed 70 pounds since apparently this is a technique that some Asian women use to look whiter. 3) She never, ever, ever went near my father in any of the photos.

It’s literally the worst of both worlds getting together.

  • One, a woman whose self-hatred and / or hate for Asian culture and Asian men is so intense that she deliberately sought out a white man for “beautiful babies”, status, or bragging rights.
  • Two, a white man who usually was too socially inept and also morally repugnant enough to impregnate a woman who refused to be with an Asian man.

Needless to say, is this healthy for the children? No.

Will all Hapas suffer? No. But will many suffer? Time will tell.

The Truth about being a “Beautiful Half-Asian Hapa Baby”

Some random observations:

  • When you have a son, your privilege as a blue-eyed white male is thrown out the door.

Whereas, if your partner were constantly complimenting your blue eyes, your son will not be able to leverage his blue eyes in order to secure a mate. He will instead have to rely on different factors, and since the number of women, including Asian women, who openly favor Asian men, is much lower, this will be damaging to his emotional well-being. For every Asian woman who deliberately rejected Asian men, so forth will your Eurasian son be rejected. My clash with my monumental ego and narcissism, years back, where I was literally obsessed with my looks, sent me into a rage when I was rejected by a white woman for being Asian (I’ve mentioned this many times before).

  • On “beautiful Hapa babies.”

This is by and large a lie. All babies are universally cute, but this does not translate to being an attractive male. A desire for a beautiful baby is essentially on par with having a pet; hence you see many divorced Asian women (divorced largely because of their insane behavior, like my mother’s, wherein the child is part of a fantasy) using their children as status symbols. My mother constantly showed me off to her siblings and mentioned my tall nose and deep eyes whereas ostracizing my father, but again, this does not translate to necessary success in the future; it is borderline narcissism wherein the love for the child is not love per se, but love as long as [qualifications] exist.

If you do a youtube search for “half asian babies” you will find a number bragging about how their children have blue eyes; despite this being impossible, the idea that such white worship is prevalent is extremely, extremely troublesome.

My case was unusual. My mother seemed to like my brother more than me despite him being black haired, black eyed. She Tiger Mommed him more than me, but less cruelly; I began to think that it was because I was either born via C-section or because I didn’t look like her, or even some kind of resentment towards me. My memory doesn’t go back that far so I can’t figure out the reason for this yet.

On “beauty;” In fact, any person who will want to make the distinction (i.e., a person who doesn’t like Asians) will not differentiate between full Asian and half, even if you don’t look Asian. Go on any website discussing white looking Eurasians like Adam Smith or Cary Fukunaga, and the comments are there.

  • I’ve come across many Hapas who complained of feeling embarrassed while walking with their parents. I have experienced this too, but moreso, more when walking with my father (as my mother is dead).

Regardless of their intentions, (and I know my parents’ were bad), the assumptions made that my father was an Asiaphile, a loser, or couldn’t get a white woman are there. In my case, they were true, but I don’t think most people bother to differentiate when it’s so common. Obviously, there will be exceptions to this rule, particularly among less intelligent Hapas, like my brother. 

  • It’s frankly impossible for a Eurasian to not notice the interracial imbalance unless they come from entirely white states.

I think many Eurasians that you meet on the street, especially the tall, good looking ones, tend to favor White women (if they can) out of a subconscious rejection of the “white-fever” and “yellow-fever” they are associated with by extension, in any major American city. Another thing could be their rejection of their Asian side, as it is obvious to them that looking Asian is frankly a death sentence. Part of me thinks that Eurasian women do this too, mostly out of a repugnance for their own mothers… if you go read some of the comments on this blog, there are a ton of Eurasian girls complaining about emotional abuse from their mothers.